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Swamped Depression

Living in a world that’s abandoned you,

You sit in the shadows,

They say, “You’re anti-social.”

I tell you, “They don’t understand you!”

They say, “You’ll get over it.”

But it’s really something you just can’t,

They’ll tell you that they know what you’ve been through,

But they will NEVER know your pain!

You’re in the abyss where nobody can reach you,

But I tell you, “I’m right there with you.”

“I was there before.”

Some can & have escaped this void,

You say, “You’re one of those who were lucky.”

“But most aren’t so lucky.”

You say, “I’m one of those who weren’t so lucky.”

“I got the short end of the stick.”

You try to wear a mask of normality to hide,

But the sorrow,

The humiliation,

The misery was seeping out the edges,

You’re painted smile would fade the more you’d wear it,

The doctor may say, “You have the option to…”

Or “These options are…”

But you don’t!

This feeling wasn’t your choice,

The world forced it on you,

They shoved it down your throat with all their hate & lies,

They did this to you,

You didn’t do this to yourself,

Those who think they know will say, “It’ll be over soon!”

That may be true for some of them,

But not for all,

Not for YOU,

I say, “There are those who’re in the pit with you too.”

The only one who may know is you!

After all,

How could your own mind not know?

How could you not trust yourself?

They may not have sunk in further,

Or they could be far deeper then you,

But they may truly know your pain and sorrows,

Just because you think you’re alone doesn’t mean it has to be like that,

Your mask won’t hide you from someone who’s been there too!

You said to me years ago, “I trust you!”

So?

Won’t you give me the key?

To the shattered heart and withered soul you locked away,

We can fix it,

You’ll mend it,

Don’t you see?

But there’s one thing you must NEVER in your life forget,

Life will always,

Always get worse before it gets better!

And you can’t be selfish!

You can’t take the easy way out and think there won’t be consequences,

It WILL affect those around you,

You shouldn’t force your pain on them just to make yourself feel better,

I was always there for you when I saw the bruises and bandages,

Your freedom & eternal happiness isn’t worth someone else feel the way you do,

But you can’t always think the risky or easy way won’t backfire at some point,

You’re so much better then that!

So?

Don’t let it control the way your life is lived,

You must take control of it!

Don’t lose hope in yourself or the world,

You only get one life,

Not the nine a cat has!

So don’t be foolish & live your life!

I was able to climb out of the pit,

I know you can too.

Hold onto hope!

Love’s A Funny Thing!

I was born…

In a messed up world,

When I was four my parents basically forgot about me.

When they finally noticed me again…

They sent me away, to Ms. Indie’s, for the summer.

Betrayal?

It really felt like it.

My dads said ‘It’s too dangerous to stay home this summer!’

Wha’d I know? I was Four, I didn’t understand.

I felt like I did somethin’ Wrong...

But... It wasn’t so bad.

My first day there we ‘ad my Fifth Birthday Party,

We also celebrated another boy’s B-Day, Lotus.

He turned Three the week before,

But ‘is Dads were too busy to through ‘im a party.

I thought he was weird,

He’d follow me, everywhere, for the first week!

A few days later, I woke on the couch...

Only to find ‘im sleeping on me!

I wanted to yell, scream an’ push ‘im off me,

But...

Somethin’ tol’ me to go back to sleep,

I did.

Somethin’ tol’ me to give ‘im a chance,

I did.

At the end of the second week i was always playing with him,

I tried not to be rough with ‘im like I was wit’ the others I grew up with,

He didn’t seem weird now, just lonely...

A few days into the third week I heard ‘im speak for the first time,

That day, I vowed to always have his back an’ stick close to ‘im!

Now, at 13 an’ ‘im at 11 we are an inseparable team,

He’s an angel to me...

My angel!

We have a closer bond with each other an’ our dads,

We still go to Ms. Indie’s every weekend, or when there’s no school,

He’s my best friend,

The love of my life,

My first kiss,

My first an’ only love!

My missing puzzle piece,

My Brave an’ outgoing polar opposite,

My perfect match.

I can’t imagine what my life’d be like without ‘im,

He’s dragged me into so many adventures I’ve grown to love.

Adventures I now search for,

I’ve experienced more then I would have without you...

My sweet, funny, charming an’ lovable Lotus!

We’ve helped each other grow so much stronger,

He’s my Light,

My Love,

What’s most important to me in life!

Now, I know...

I was born....

To be with him at his side.

We are together,

We’re never alone!

Old Dete Sketch

Current Dete Finished

MiseryTale’s Undyne. Captain of the Royal Guard. More updates on her design will be coming.

MiseryTale Asgore Dreemurr.

MiseryTale Chara.

MiseryTale Save Point. Silver Save.

Gags & Mischief

Autumn leaves drift slowly down the hill,

Old trees shade the creaky porch,

Tall green & gold grass sways in the dawn breeze,

Cinnamon sprinkled apple crisps cool on the Espresso table,

The young green eyed skeleton sat by the window,

A mustard sticker being taped onto a bottle

Hot sauce, mayo & orange soda mixed thoroughly inside,

His friend watched with mild confusion,

But went along to see the chaotic result,

Warm wind blew in from the open window,

A soft aroma of the ocean filling the room.

Sorry for the crappy quality, I couldn’t get my camera to focus. This is my OC Indie Lynne. This sketch will be finished at some point.

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