Alone & Together

10′s Shrine

A light storm hangs above the forest,

A soft buzz of animals lifts the air’s stillness,

The small clearing sits with uncompared beauty,

The Imperial grace of the Elder’s statues sat dormant,

10 stone giants glistened with little dew drops,

The same place that was once host to lavish parties,

Pale Terra slowly over-took the relics,

Empty eyes of old comrades always watched the ever-changing landscape,

Warm air flows like soft breaths,

Sparrows - Jays - Cardinals - Finches & Doves,

They fly like racers between the trees,

Silence fills the surrounding wood as rain pours heavier,

Careful hands run over cracked stone,

One of the few guests seen in millennia,

Light steps circle around the tarnished pedestals,

Jewel eyed never expecting to have company again,

Knowing & respectful gaze surveys yet sparkles with wonder,

The urge to be heard after centuries,

Now will always be seen,

By any & all,

By him or her or themselves,

To see on their own,

Well known to all - to none - to the past & future,

Good nor evil can make their memory sway,

From every room in every land they were once known,

Tis only in legend & myth of their deeds now,

The silent watchers of creation itself,

That of Light & Life,

Of Hidden Shadows & the Afterlife they stand,

Those of the beckoning Winds,

The Fathers of the Terra & Sea,

The Mothers of Magical mystery & Crystalline beauty,

A hidden Flame burning in silent eyes,

Watching the Celestial skies & Eon waves,

They watch as what they made expands,

Always quiet with unspoken thoughts,

The storm ebbs as winds chime & swirl,

Another blissful evening to come.

Swamped Depression

Living in a world that’s abandoned you,

You sit in the shadows,

They say, “You’re anti-social.”

I tell you, “They don’t understand you!”

They say, “You’ll get over it.”

But it’s really something you just can’t,

They’ll tell you that they know what you’ve been through,

But they will NEVER know your pain!

You’re in the abyss where nobody can reach you,

But I tell you, “I’m right there with you.”

“I was there before.”

Some can & have escaped this void,

You say, “You’re one of those who were lucky.”

“But most aren’t so lucky.”

You say, “I’m one of those who weren’t so lucky.”

“I got the short end of the stick.”

You try to wear a mask of normality to hide,

But the sorrow,

The humiliation,

The misery was seeping out the edges,

You’re painted smile would fade the more you’d wear it,

The doctor may say, “You have the option to…”

Or “These options are…”

But you don’t!

This feeling wasn’t your choice,

The world forced it on you,

They shoved it down your throat with all their hate & lies,

They did this to you,

You didn’t do this to yourself,

Those who think they know will say, “It’ll be over soon!”

That may be true for some of them,

But not for all,

Not for YOU,

I say, “There are those who’re in the pit with you too.”

The only one who may know is you!

After all,

How could your own mind not know?

How could you not trust yourself?

They may not have sunk in further,

Or they could be far deeper then you,

But they may truly know your pain and sorrows,

Just because you think you’re alone doesn’t mean it has to be like that,

Your mask won’t hide you from someone who’s been there too!

You said to me years ago, “I trust you!”

So?

Won’t you give me the key?

To the shattered heart and withered soul you locked away,

We can fix it,

You’ll mend it,

Don’t you see?

But there’s one thing you must NEVER in your life forget,

Life will always,

Always get worse before it gets better!

And you can’t be selfish!

You can’t take the easy way out and think there won’t be consequences,

It WILL affect those around you,

You shouldn’t force your pain on them just to make yourself feel better,

I was always there for you when I saw the bruises and bandages,

Your freedom & eternal happiness isn’t worth someone else feel the way you do,

But you can’t always think the risky or easy way won’t backfire at some point,

You’re so much better then that!

So?

Don’t let it control the way your life is lived,

You must take control of it!

Don’t lose hope in yourself or the world,

You only get one life,

Not the nine a cat has!

So don’t be foolish & live your life!

I was able to climb out of the pit,

I know you can too.

Hold onto hope!

The Truth Is

The Truth Is…

They’re never cared for the “Fate” - “Destiny” - “Prophecy” - “Purpose” or “Programming”,

They won’t go for whatever path was laid out for them,

They refuse to be what people always assume,

We will choose for ourselves!

We know the difficulty & heartache,

But we won’t be dragged down - held back or conform to be someone else,

The Truth Is… WE REFUSE!

We got to this place on our own & are never going back,

We’ve all gone have each others backs,

We’re connected!

A guard who turned to a crinson path - dusted with betrayal,

A parasite who lost a part of himself & the battles he once aided,

Someone who’s from mixed worlds of dancing - Of singing & music - Of infinite Galaxies - Of swapped rolls,

The one who’s world felt Electric with life that changed in the every aspect & Element,

The sinner who lost loved ones - his world & all he’d ever known,

The two who’ll only be seen as a tragic story of fused lives,

The one who had to live in a Misery he couldn’t fight,

The one who lived in a Misery he’d never stop fighting,

The one who always supported them no matter the consequence,

And all the ones who spread their Wings -

Who lost the fight against corruption -

Who have to repeatedly put themself back together -

Who are a Guardian & Ruler -

Who are haunted by past & future -

Who foretell death -

Who show a mischievous Flame -

Of toxic Pride -

Who watch the restless spirits -

Who will guard with the golden wing of ancient waters -

Who will fight alongside one with a burning silver heart -

A child of intertwined tragedy -

A child of curiosity and searing loyalty,

The Truth Is… We are Hidden & Seen,

We stay in the shadows - But play larger then Life,

We are equals - Yet NOT,

We are nobodies PUPPETS!

We choose who we are,

We are Free & we are United!

We are the outsiders of the abandoned,

They… WE are a family who’ll welcome Any & All,

Of any History or Demons,

The Truth Is… You’re never alone!

Made some minor changes to Chara’s design. I also added her demon form.

Currently working on coding a Pokemon fan-game. Will release the Alpha of the game, Pokemon Dusk Ghost, next month. This will be my priority project for a while, so there wont be a lot of AU posts til then. Find updates & more on my other blog.

MiseryTale NapstaBlook.

New Characters:

- Cerulean (SpiritSwap)

- Mauve (Current Residence: ForgottenTale) - Lost-Lust (Geno!M.T. + UnderLust)

- Lotus (Son Of Mauve & Cerulean)

- Beryl (M!T Scientist Sans - A.K.A. Sci)

- Cooper (Son of Ash -M!F Sans- & Beryl)

OTHER:

- Cerulean & Mauve are a Cannon Ship for G&G

- Beryl & Ash Are a Cannon Ship Too!

- Cooper & Lotus are best friends & Dating

G&G ~&~ The Spirin Region!

I am currently working on a New Blog for a Pokémon AU Region called Spirin. I am adding to its PokéDex, Poké Encounters, Poké Facts, Spirin Maps & More, About Spirin pages and making a full map of the Region, so that’ll take up most of my time. As a result, there will be a flood of posts at the End of June - Beginning of July. I’m also working on an animation for Gothic & Gray. So wait and see!

My Pokémon Blog: The Spirin Region

M!T Geno Sans! The Sans from M!T’s Geno Run.

Nickname: Silver

Side Fact: He’s fully loyal to his creator, Indie, even though he knows she made this Run.