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Hello, you can call me Tara. My current obsession is Transformers. I'm chill with all ships. So block if you're yk... not. I also write fanfiction and I may or may not begin to draw at some point. No promises there tho. Anyway, I hope have a good day!

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4 days ago
Went Into A Fugue State And Emerged With Some Minimus And Ravage Sketches

went into a fugue state and emerged with some minimus and ravage sketches


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4 days ago

Top ten guys to hear someone tell him to kill himself and actually do it


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2 weeks ago

Just finished watching RotS in theaters and spoiler alert, they didn’t change the ending to have Obi-Wan and Anakin kiss and make up on Mustafar 😔


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2 weeks ago
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2 weeks ago
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2 weeks ago
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2 weeks ago
Breakup So Bad Both End Up Changing Their Names

Breakup so bad both end up changing their names


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2 weeks ago

No no listennnn it’s the way Obi-Wan drags out the first ‘a’ in Anakin’s name. It’s the way everyone else ignores the hyphen in Obi-Wan’s name and runs it all together but Anakin pronounces every syllable slowly and clearly. It’s how Anakin was the only constant in Obi-Wan’s life from the time Qui-Gon died, how he threw all of his energy into keeping Anakin safe and sheltered, because he’d already seen too many horrors as a slave. It’s about how Anakin went to Obi-Wan’s room every night for a year because he was afraid he would disappear like Qui-Gon and his mom, and Obi-Wan lost sleep because he doesn’t know how to swim. It’s how Anakin grumbled and complained about Obi-Wan’s teaching to others because his feelings were so muddled and confused and yet he would die for him in a heartbeat and thrived on his approval. How Anakin, hours after losing his mom horrifically and suddenly, threw himself into a battle with Count Dooku on Geonosis and lost his arm to save Obi-Wan because he couldn’t lose him too. How Obi-Wan tried to steer Anakin from attachment but in the process became irrevocably attached himself, admitting multiple times to loving Anakin, passing down the gift his own Master gave him for his birthday years ago that meant nothing to Obi-Wan when he got it but meant everything to Anakin because it was from Obi-Wan, holding onto Anakin’s lightsaber and cloak when all else of him was lost, taking care of his children because they were living pieces of him. It’s that they called each other and asked after the other constantly when they’re apart during the Clone Wars. It’s that Ahsoka was technically Anakin’s Padawan but they thought of her as theirs and she called them her parents to others. It’s the little things like Anakin modifying Obi-Wan’s R4 droid to look like his own R2 unit. It’s the big things like them being able to sense one another from lightyears away even after Anakin turns. It’s Obi-Wan willfully turning a blind eye to Anakin’s violations of the code because he wanted him to be happy more than he wanted him to be a good Jedi. Anakin still referring to him as “Master” even after their apprenticeship is over, to their last battle; Anakin wishing that Obi-Wan would stay with him in his time of need rather than go to fight General Grievous and end the war; that they were the greatest Jedi to live, at the end of the age of heroes, “the best for last” and they were so insanely, disgustingly, beyond attached despite the Code’s teachings on what made a Jedi good, and they were the best. They were the best because they were together. Because they were Kenobi and Skywalker and that became one name, the name of the Open Circle Fleet, name of the greatest duo the Jedi had ever seen. I consider almost nothing from the sequel trilogy canon EXCEPT for the force dyad because you can’t tell me they weren’t one and never even knew because that was just how they were. They just figured they matched each other’s freak too hard. That’s just them.


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bluefrenzy
2 weeks ago

“i never see you at the club” ok well i never see you on ao3 at 2am reading about the same two bitches falling in love for the 1000th time in the 500th way


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2 weeks ago
So Excited For The Darth Maul Series OH MY GOD
So Excited For The Darth Maul Series OH MY GOD

So excited for the darth maul series OH MY GOD

Ins | x


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2 weeks ago

sorry i said gay when you and your buddy had a massive falling out and tried to kill each other. it just kinda looked like that.

bluefrenzy
2 weeks ago

I feel like so many problems people have with tv at the moment could be solved if we just went back to the good ole days of 20 episodes a season that’s just sixty percent filler and character development. Give the people what they want- less condensed story and more meaningless shenanigans

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2 weeks ago
Matching Girls ☺️ Both Working In Blue, Having Sonic Related Capabilities , And Being Some Of The
Matching Girls ☺️ Both Working In Blue, Having Sonic Related Capabilities , And Being Some Of The
Matching Girls ☺️ Both Working In Blue, Having Sonic Related Capabilities , And Being Some Of The

Matching girls ☺️ both working in blue, having sonic related capabilities , and being some of the only more responsible or sensible decepticons (and also being sick of everyone but yknow.) Sometimes I like to think that SDW doesn’t necessarily read Thundercracker’s scripts cuz he already hears the thoughts all about it from him all the way thru the process of TC writing them so he kinda already knows what’s up in the scripts 🙄

Also Soundcracker is a funny name for them, tho I did come up with the name of BoomMic for them I think it’s cute (cuz of TC’s sonic booms and Soundwaves. Well everything sound)


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2 weeks ago
I Like To Think That When They Get Startled, They’d Instinctively Transform Into Their Alt Modes Like
I Like To Think That When They Get Startled, They’d Instinctively Transform Into Their Alt Modes Like
I Like To Think That When They Get Startled, They’d Instinctively Transform Into Their Alt Modes Like
I Like To Think That When They Get Startled, They’d Instinctively Transform Into Their Alt Modes Like

I like to think that when they get startled, they’d instinctively transform into their alt modes like turtles or pangolins cuz they’re much more compact and sturdy and smaller targets 😌 also maybe possibly I am secretly a sucker for bloominglegumes’s jazterwave stuff so I wanted to make something with them too 🙄 but I’ll never tell. Also this is my first time drawing Jazz, so I hope it’s good for the Jazz fans out there


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bluefrenzy
3 weeks ago
Haha Anyway, 1 Year Wip, Hope It's Still Funny. Hot Milky Post With A Little Modification, I Made Percy
Haha Anyway, 1 Year Wip, Hope It's Still Funny. Hot Milky Post With A Little Modification, I Made Percy
Haha Anyway, 1 Year Wip, Hope It's Still Funny. Hot Milky Post With A Little Modification, I Made Percy
Haha Anyway, 1 Year Wip, Hope It's Still Funny. Hot Milky Post With A Little Modification, I Made Percy

Haha anyway, 1 year wip, hope it's still funny. Hot Milky post with a little modification, I made Percy extra dramatic xD


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bluefrenzy
3 weeks ago
Cause Of My Insomnia Number One:

Cause of my insomnia number one:


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bluefrenzy
1 month ago

rodimags/rodimims (specifically idw is what i'm talking abt here) is such a good pairing because one the dynamic they have but also two their narratives are like. the same. they’re foils both individually and character arc wise.

like, minimus living in his brother’s shadow and rodimus in optimus’s. mims getting a new body/identity and rodimus first putting on a facade and then later changing his paint job. minimus and rodimus having trouble forming meaningful relationships because they both have to be someone they aren’t (ultra magnus and optimus, respectively).

roddy saying he didn’t want to be a prime, he wanted to be optimus prime. mims always trying to live up to first his brother’s accomplishments and then ultra magnus’s.

they also have their differences (obviously), but like any good foil their differences are anti parallels.

mims needing orders and rules to ground himself. rodimus feeling restricted by them. mims going from a nobody to a legend because of the armor, and rodimus being ignored and judged after getting the matrix. mims (as magnus primarily, but also just in general) always being second but still respected, vs rodimus being first (primehood) but disgraced.

both of them leaving cybertron together for the same reason: they can’t handle the burden their predecessors have given them. ultra magnus and optimus prime being revered figures, but minimus ambus and rodimus (no longer a prime) being nobodies, if not worse.

the personality differences and their general dynamic are already great and made me ship them, but the foils and parallels are what make them a compelling duo in all senses.

(also this post is abt idw but they're really good in everything else imo. like g1 is a chiller show but they still have such a good relationship/dynamic and they still read like foils, it's just a little more surface level bc y'know kids cartoon. )


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bluefrenzy
1 month ago

Hi! My friend isn't particularly active on any social media but he wanted to share this commission he requested from Alex Milne at TFcon to you in hopes it would 'make the rounds' as he's a fellow RodiMags appreciator who really enjoys your TF posts!

Hi! My Friend Isn't Particularly Active On Any Social Media But He Wanted To Share This Commission He

OH MY GOSH

Please tell your friend thank you from me as this has MADE MY DAY 💙💙💙


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1 month ago

I cant stop thinking about this episode


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1 month ago

Parent waves


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1 month ago
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1 month ago
Op And His Other Toxic Girlfriend
Op And His Other Toxic Girlfriend

Op and his other toxic girlfriend


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bluefrenzy
1 month ago

not to add to all the megastar confessions lately, but i would like to add my perspective as someone who is a big starscream fan and also has megastar as my current favorite ship.

first of all, i think its important to mention that obviously not every fan is going to be into it in the same way. some people may choose to play with them in more comedic, light hearted scenarios while others may be more interested in darker scenarios that dig into it as an abuse dynamic. for some people it really does boil down to finding it hot in some way, and for other people it may be a combination of all of this, or some other reason entirely. i personally am open to most intepretations of the dynamic, but i do gravitate to stories where they are framed as an abusive relationship, because thats what i find most compelling.

i think its entirely fair to feel uncomfortable by certain types of content, especially when it deals with triggering subjects. but those stories still serve a purpose for the people reading them. is the same reason some people read tragedies, because it's an evocative story, and a lot of people are interested in complicated characters and relationships purely because it makes for a good story, and not because they lack the ability to tell its wrong. people are generally capable of engaging with complicated themes in fiction without wishing to advocate for them in real life. i think the only reason ships like megastar end up being so controversial is because theres this idea that shipping involves viewing something as romantic, when shipping can also just be about finding something interesting. i dont see why liking terrible characters is deemed okay, but liking terrible relationships is not. why is one more dangerous than the other inherently? people have an aversion to dark subjects when it applies to romance and sex specifically. and this is fair on a personal level but cannot be used against others with different boundaries and limits.

when it comes to people finding it hot, i think people have a very reductive view on it. power dynamics are a common aspect of kink, and some people choose to explore said power dynamics through fiction. it doesnt mean you cant acknowledge that a dynamic like that would be horrible if replicated, but fantasy is rarely meant to be 1:1 with our real life desires. most sexual fantasies are not literal. and where does the line between finding something interesting and finding it erotic begin? where does it end? most people i know who find the relationship hot are very self aware of the nature of it, and simultaneously care a lot about it on a narrative level and are very dedicated to analyzing it and giving it thought. fiction can evoke multiple feelings on a person, and its not going to make you feel the exact same as if it was a real situation. stories are not meant to be treated exactly like real life, theyre meant to be treated like, well, stories.

this isnt to say abuse apologism cant be expressed through fiction, but it honestly doesnt look like what most people think it does. fanfiction with problematic relationships in a sexual light is often meant to be read within a fetishistic context where its already understood that these relationships are an exploration of certain fantasies and not supposed to be replicated, while there are certain stories that, for example, attempt to justify the abuse or act like its not happening because the author genuinely believes it is okay, and part of reading things critically means being able to understand what message the author wants you to come across. this absolutely applies to fan works as well. its a very nuanced discussion that has more to do with being able to understand the themes of fiction works and their purpose, but people boil it down to "dark fiction is inherently bad, and using fiction to explore dark sexual fantasies is also bad and means you believe abuse is okay."

i would also add that as someone who has been abused, the reality is that for a lot of victims it does leave us with complicated feelings for our abuser that are difficult to reconcile, and fiction is an avenue to explore that. my sexual fantasies were definitely impacted by my trauma, and thats a really ugly and uncomfortable truth, we dont like to think of victims as having complex feelings on our trauma or "gross" trauma responses, but it happens, and judgement like this certainly doesnt create safe spaces for those of us with unpalatable responses.

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1 month ago
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