New OCs, Because: FUCK.

I started watching My Love Story and Damn am I gay for Yamato-san

She is so fucking cute and she /bakes/.

Like holy shit, she's so cute, I want her and Takeo-kun to get married and be happy forever because they deserve it, goddamn it!

Update: it is now my most favorite thing I own!😁😁😁🐢

Me: *finds a thing that i like that isnt problamatic unless taking out of context and given malicious intent through biased descriptions*

Person: *does that*

Me brain: you are no longer allowed to like this thing because if you do then you're a terrible person and your inevitable murder is justified because you'd deserve it.

Me: ... ok..

I miss my baby boy.

Meet Atlas, he’s very vocal when awake but rn he’s hugging my thigh and sleepin’.

God, i should totally draw this bitch-boy again sometime. I miss his sassy- prince-ness👑

Allistar, my son, my boi, is getting some fukin lineart!

Not crazy happy with it, but still happy!🐢

I swear I'm trying to change whatever's wrong with me.

It gets hard when the happier I am the less ok I feel.

When the more I let myself hug my friends the more being touched makes me want to hurl.

The more I care about everyone else, the less I care about myself.

The less I let them hate themselves the more I hate myself.

I try to work outside in but It feels more like turning myself inside out.

Why is it so hard for me to like myself half as much as I love everyone else?

Why is it so difficult to care about myself yet so easy to take care of everyone else?

Why do I feel like I'm giving myself away

Why do I feel like they hate me

Why do I feel so hopeless

Why do I feel so lost

Why can't I feel anything...?

Please, for the love of god, let me smile and breathe at the same time

Let me actually feel all those emotions I was promised

Someone make me less selfish.

I hate my diagnosis.

Why can't I just be one simple thing?

I'd settle for 2!

But /5/?

What reassurance should I be looking for?

I fidget but it's nothing major.

I obsess but it's not bad.

I sweat but I'm fine.

I scratch but it's ok.

I just...

I don't know where I'm suppose to go.

I just... can't.

I don't fit into any of these molds and they don't fit together

I've been this way my entire fucking life, why am I only considered disfunctional now?

I don't know what I am.

And I'm scared.

Halloween costume ideas so far:

Mae from NITW

Alex from Oxenfree

Fuckin librarian?

I really like the project were working on in art😁

Contoured line: done😎

Watercolor: we'll see😉

Just finished rewatching TVPM and TVPS and FUCK, did I almost cry!

"Cause you are the part of me that makes me better wherever I go... so I will try not to cry, but no one needs to say goodbye---!"

"BACK TO WITCHES AND WIZARDS AND MAGICAL BEASTS!

TO GOBLINS AND GHOSTS AND TO MAGICAL FEASTS!

ITS ALL THAT I LOVE, AND ITS ALL THAT I NEED; AT HOGWARTS, HOGWARTS!

BACK TO SPELLS AND ENCHANTMENTS,TO POTIONS AND FRIENDS,

TO GRYFFINDOR, HUFFLEPUFF, RAVENCLAW, SLTHERIN!

BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE OUR STORY BEGINS!

AT HOGWARTS

HOGWARTS!"