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cha0ticdrimz

Chaos

Bisexual nerd || Bookworm || Reader || Mathematics lover || Occasional roleplayer || Hopeless romantic || Writer at times || ENTP || Harry Potter, Sherlock, MCU, Death Note Fandoms||

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cha0ticdrimz
1 year ago

Hey folks !!

So I'm Serine (18f) looking for a partner for a saphhic dark fantasy rp!

What I'm looking for :

- 17+

- semi-lit or lit

-willing to spend a LOT of time with plotting (lore/plot/character etc)

- Preferably around the UTC time zone

Plot lines : enemies to lovers/ forbidden love/ secret history/ political intrigues/magical monsters/secret powers/war

(NOT ROMANCE ORIENTED EVEN IF IT'S THERE )

Plot :

Two kingdoms that we're once one, forever at war separated by a wall of frost and stone.

The first one is cursed with endless snow and governed by spectacular magic, it's royalty is called the Court of Illusions not only because of their unique brand of abilitys but also for the complicated web of lies built around them in the palace. The future queen (muse A) is rumored to be a ruthless killer and a master strategist, she is feared throughout the kingdom and beyond it, and will do anything to protect her family's crown.

The second kingdom is an earth of blades and blood where the only magic capable of existing is the one that the Monsters possess it's people are nothing but warriors raised from their early years to fight and hunt for their survivals. It is ruled by a kingless queen mother of one daughter (muse B) and seven older sons, the daughter is reputated to be the the best huntress in the kingdom, and dedicated her skills for her people.

When muse B's oldest friend is sent as a spy in the court of Illusions and never returns, she decides to infiltrate the court herself as a potential bride for the prince to save her friend and maybe even put a stop to this endless war. But she will quickly find herself untangled with the cut-throat politics of the palace and somehow drawned to the dark princess.

Two princesses who never met enemies by blood will encover together secrets buried in history but will it be enough to stop the war?

DM if interested 🥀📖


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cha0ticdrimz
2 years ago

and another thing: no child should ever be made fun of for things they love especially by their parents

cha0ticdrimz
2 years ago

“Hell is no place; Hell is a state of mind.”

cha0ticdrimz
2 years ago

god i love messed up books


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cha0ticdrimz
2 years ago

"Don't lie to people" is all very good until u remember how funny it is to give the wrong birthday to an astrology person and have them go "that explains so much abt you


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

I want to look into the sky and reach out into the clouds, I want to look into your eyes, and see forever in its depth,

I want to love, and I want to be loved by you and only you

And I want to be in a world where loving you isn't a sin, and kissing you isn't a vice.

I want to be strong and I want to be weak, I wanna fight then lay down and just cry, and I want to be more than a girl dreaming in the night, I want to be more than hopeless dreams.

And then I want to be more and just more, I want to write about love and I want to write about life and maybe write about loath.

I want to see the world turn into chaos and I want to look into the world again and see its truths

And then when breathing will be easier,

the weight in my throat a little lighter,

and sinning wouldn't be that scary anymore.

Maybe then I'll look into the sky, reach out into the clouds and find forever in the depth of your eyes, and perhaps even allow myself to love a girl without fear.

SerineMkd🤎🥀


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

hot people cry over physics and maths while still loving it

cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

The sexiness and hotness of Georgia Miller will never cease to amaze me


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

I relate way too much to this

not me developing a crush on someone because they gave me one (1) compliment

cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

Y'all sure can

Please reblog this if I, or anyone else, can randomly talk to you!

I need friends :)


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

I know the feeling, you can never really know a person online 'cuz they are generally not all that much interested in any kind of relationship :-(

Fuck it

i feel quite upset because most times i meet someone online, they aren’t really there (especially opposite sex) to just make friends, or talk or know each other. and sometimes i just want to have a deep, sometimes spiritual, conversation, keep up with the other person, know them more. and it really hurts me when it doesn’t really happen.


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

I just LOVE that math is just a constant in any hypothetical reality

Fantasy Sociology (what would it do to agriculture if there was dragons)

Fantasy Psychology (the mental effects of having certain patterns of thoughts that generate fireballs)

Fantasy Biology (what if u had lighting sacks in yr cheeks)

Fantasy Chemistry (these r the elements and what u can do with them)

Fantasy Physics (orbital mechanics and magical floating rocks: a guide)

Fantasy Mathematics (its just normal mathematics)


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

I need some book recomendation after TWOTQ


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cha0ticdrimz
3 years ago

In the process of researching and writing my thesis I'm also on the way to make advanced math more accessible as the underlying patterns of the most difficult appearing parts of mathematics can be reproduced neatly in the imagination.

This is nothing that was really mentioned in any formal education I ever received. Although, there was one teacher who really understood and loved her field. She could explain why equations/etc are the way they are in a way that you could concretely reproduce in the imagination.

Bring back real math into the math curriculum! Make it creative, relatable and curiosity-inducing again!

It is sad that math gets veiled into an ugly envelope of what it is not, and people think they hate math... when in reality they merely hate the thing that only gets enveloped as such.

I remember when I talked with similar aged peers, often neurodivergent ones, in a youth psychiatry some years back about math and science... from a merely artsy standpoint. A lot of them were really thankful, they became interested, curious, they could finally make sense of it all. And the joy of them you felt was so real and pure. It is the most precious feeling I ever witnessed. Maybe I'm born to be a teacher. I don't know.

Restoring the beauty of the sciences and math is something so precious. Also, I have come to know, people also enjoy it and sometimes it even gives them hope...

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