Break The Stigma

I burned so long so quiet

You must have wondered if I loved you back

I did,

I did,

I do.

Heyyyy, I'm pretty surprised by mine actually...

It's Broken by Isak Danielson

Let's see your 14th @bil-daddy @blusheher @actually-azi @mrazfellco @fellshish @makewayforbigcrossducks @egothlcz

knowing what my #1 spotify song has become predictable (its august by taylor swift) BUT my #21 is Looking For Somebody (To Love)

im tagging:

@ohcaroline @medeas-chariot @heavenfalls @backgroundagent3 @footprint-in-the-snow @eyeofthemoose @rawrkittenpurr @malewifebillcage @gendryastarkers

to tell me their #21, then pick another random number between 2-100 and tag other people to post theirs and pick another number

People need to stop making people feel like this, honestly guys get over yourselves, people are allowed to have different opinions without getting harassed about it.

This is not a fun post.

Wolkenstrahl on tumblr triggered my religious trauma with graphic depictions of biblical violence after I dared to have a different theory about Good Omens than them (on MY POST about MY THOUGHTS on the show, no less), incorrectly assumed my religion, insisted I had consented to a discussion of religion when I had not, continued said argument about religion after I explicitly said I was extremely uncomfortable talking about it, used the uncensored word r*pe in a direct comment to me, did not apologize for doing so after I said that word was personally triggering for me, and said that “if I didn’t like hearing about the violence I should blame my vicar”. (I never said I go to church and in fact I don’t, not that this kind of treatment would be okay even if I did.) They used phrases like “maybe you might want to read a bible”. I could go on.

I have receipts.

I’m fighting off a panic attack and trying not to cry.

This isn’t the first time I’ve been abused by the fandom. I was told by a redditor “you must not have experienced abuse” AFTER SAYING I HAVE C-PTSD because my opinion on what Crowley’s plan was going to be after S2E6 was different than someone else’s. The mods wouldn’t tell me how they dealt with the person, and removed my reply to them. When I asked they said they “hoped I saw” that they removed the person’s original comment, as though that made everything okay.

I’ve had people WHO ADMITTED THEY DIDN’T HAVE RELIGIOUS TRAUMA tell me I was interpreting my religious trauma (much of which is due to me being queer) wrong.

This is starting to look like a pattern and I’m not cool with it. It’s ruining the fandom and the show for me, which is a shame cuz 99% of the fans are probably lovely.

I love this list so much omg

Pt II good omens but i've still never watched it

so you crazies blew up the other post, and many of you tried to explain the plot to me. many others said there is no plot. many said i was accurate. many said i wasn't. and then i watched a few youtube edits of the angel and the demon.

I'm convinced that I know at least a little bit more now, so like the great guy I am, I decided to share how well you've educated me.

the plot is an angel and demon become alcoholics together while doing the good ol' animal husbandry

neil gaiman doesn't have social media

everyone is crying because the angel wanted to go to heaven and the demon said no

and then the demon did the kissy smoochy to make the angel stay and the angel said no

they were not married for 6000 years but they were more married than married

there is a car. it is silver and crowley likes it.

the car is then yellow. crowley doesn't like it. aziraphale does.

there's some kind of Jane Austen ball and dance

oh but also crowley gives aziraphale a more private dance in their home and he bows while making intensely sexual eye contact with the angel who is turned on and says nice and everyone is gasping about it

no one knows about god, not the fandom, not the characters, not god herself. god is ineffable. hey mum i learned a new word!

they run over an american witch

the angel likes books in a way bordering on obsessive and worshipful

the demon likes the angel in a way bordering on obsessive and worshipful

there's a gramophone

crowley says sorry a bunch of times

aziraphale keeps getting flustered and dying coz of crowley, and the fandom dies every time. crowley is also dying. everyone is dying. hopefully not literally, im now scared of this fandom.

there's a psychedelic drug trip at some point that's in the edits where crowley goes whee down a chute. either that or the sleep deprivation is getting to me. fuck you, good omens fandom.

terry pratchett is a guy

whether he is real, or a character, or like neil gaiman he is neither real nor a character, i am unsure, but he is important and people want me to remember him

crowley likes speeding

I need this, you might too

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

Like this post if your sexuality is anything BUT straight

Repost this post if your gender is not what you were at birth

And comment if both of these apply

😊

love how castiel looked at jimmy novak good dull christian husband with impeccable cheekbones and was like this is a huge waste. he should be fucking men. i'll fix this. and then he did

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

HE IS MY CHILD AND I LOVE HIM