Flashme69 - 18 And Over Or Leave

Amazing how everything works in life😊

F. Scott Fitzgerald / The Great Gatsby

Thing’s I want to do with You:

Stay up all night talking to each other

Hugging/kissing randomly in public

HORROR MOVIES

Star gazing

Falling asleep watching movies

All the random “I LOVE YOU’S”

Acting silly together

Waking up before you and just wonder how I got so lucky

Going to see our favorite bands together

Cuddling up in blankets in the fall time

Midnight trips to the store

Maybe start a family of our own together

10:07 pm

9.17.18

“I experience not only my own suffering, but even more that which I inflict upon you.”

— Franz Kafka

Astronomy has proven that when you wish upon a star, you’re actually a few million years late. That star is dead. Just like your dreams.

Damn

Love

Such a small word and used so many times when it shouldn't be. I know this all to well because I was one of the worst at it but not deliberately I thought it was love till around 18 months ago when I met her. She lit a fire inside my heart like nothing I'd ever felt. And I thought I did her the same for around 14 months then the truth all came out and left me shattered and broken. Guess that's what happens when you fall in love with a married woman yet here we are still together since her husband didn't want her back even though she tried I became her second choice and I took it. I was thinking things would change like she had promised they would yet they didn't are once flaming love has now became a chared pile of ruble we still love each other or at least I do but there was a change a big one the girl that use to laugh and smile with those big blue eyes was now just a broken woman broken just like me her husband had cut her out just like she did me and every time I look at her I see the sadness of a failed marriage and a broken relationship I'll always love her and only time will tell if we as a couple will survive it and if not hopefully we can still be friends but then again ex's don't make good friends they only hinder you from moving on with your life and can very well cause you to miss out on something great. Girl no matter what I'll always love you and you will always be my sexy thang 😓😓😗

I really want that part of my heart back.

The part that loves curling up with a book and reading for hours,

The part that listens to loud music,

The part that giggles at stupid jokes.

I need it back now.

So that everytime I do those things,

I don’t think of you….

-ICS