Light
Light
You where the sun in my darkness, the torch to my pipe, the oxygen to my lungs,and the one to finally make my heart beat,you did so many good things for me in a world I thought was so harsh so painful and just hell for me. You made it into heaven your the one that made my life whole, complete, the one I knew in my new found heart would be there till my last breath to love me and hold me and keep the sun shining. No one ever touched me in the heart felt way you did and made me fill so much love. Then my world turned grey and in what seemed like a second went to fully burning hell. Know when I see you the sparkle in your eye is gone and so was my light know I'm worse off then before and even though your back it's so hard. I miss you when your gone but when I'm with you I'm angry I fill as if your not my sun your my darkness holding my sun prisoner. Till I explode which causes me even more anger not because e fight but because I fight with you. My light my everything it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from I just want to wake up to the sun I had and loved so much. But I'm so afraid she's gone for eternity or she will come back only to go dark again. All I can do is pray for her to come back or pray I go on to the next life for without sun I shall not grow anymore only starve to death looking for my light. And as bad as it hurts I think my only choice is to pray for the next life for I can't handle this pain any longer my heart has has almost stopped and will be completely in the following days💔😭
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I feel like I'm hitting a breaking point in my life where I just don't give a fuck anymore live doe who really cares what's the whole point of life work your ass off just to die
I meant every word when you came back there was going to be all these changes but the only thing that has really changed is you. Your depressed because your losing your husband that for the past year you have told me you couldn't stand yet here we are after the truth came out. I love you but if your not happy with me and you can't stay away from him then it's never going to work love goes along way but not that far I'm a one woman man and I want a one man woman if this doesn't work for you then I'm sorry we might as well stop trying know because I'll never trust you around him no matter what reasons.
Day 13
We’ve spent the day working together we got a late start and worked late. I’m so happy,thankful and excited my baby’s back. I don’t think she will ever beable to fully comprehend the way I love her or feel about her the last couple of months I tried to get her out of my head and heart and prepare myself for the cold hard truth I’d lost her forever. Thankfully it wasn’t the end just the beginning of what will last till the end. I’ve never felt so sure of anything or anyone she’s my best friend my rock my everything and I’ll never stop loving her or let her slip away. I can’t life would be unbearable without her by my side. Sunandwhiskey I love you always have always will
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“I woke frightened because I had a dream of you dying and I was left with a empty bed. For awhile, I thought you were actually going to die… How naive of me to mistake the sound of death knocking at my doorsteps for you walking out the door and leaving my life.”
- excerpt from a book I’ll never write #128 // @loveactivist
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“I wonder how you’re supposed to know the exact moment when there’s no more hope.”
— Sara Zarr
Scared
Sorry but not sorry. Don't confuse your feelings and mine. I've never once doubted us or been scared of you and the boys. I'm the one who has pushed for 16 months so just because you got cold feet and still had feelings for your husband don't try to blame me. I'm not the one running or scared to move forward with y'all. So you always remember that you go back to him ok you stay ok even better but I'm not the scared one. You do what's right for you but don't you dare put me through what I just went through again at least be upfront and just say what and who you want.That choice is up to you!!!!!
But I'm getting more and more use to it and it gets easier every day
“At the centre of me, everything sits cold, I no longer feel and yet I have never felt so alone.”
— James McInerney (Instagram : millsmc07)
Antoine de Saint-Exupery | @wnq-quoteoftheday
