Pilote Part 1
Pilote part 1
Sadly I didn’t knew how to escape my life. all I wanted was to have time for me to take care of myself, be able to go on a long walk on the sea coast, in the park… my life wasn’t complicated, it was the opposite, my life was boring af. Get up, go to school, don’t stop working, stay awake late you have Homework, stay concentrate on your lessons, don’t complain… Welcome in high school !
i was to young to just go outside when I was feeling like going swimming or just ride away on my bike. For me everything felt boring : school ? boring, weekend ? boring, summer ? boring, automne, winter, spring ? BoRIng ! LIFE ? BORING !!!
I couldn’t stay enough concentrate to read or draw, even music and video games were on the edge ! I felt like I was going to explode into tears and cry, scream and punch the wall or my italian teacher’s face, break my phone with my bare hands, running away from my house and my family, climb on the rooftop and live there all at the same time.
On the halloween break I realise that I will never have time for me because life those days is about earning as much as you can and if I had to explain life quickly I would say : when you are 3 and until you are 18 you have to go to school to learn the basics then you can go for more years of school to obtain one or more degrees on speciality. now you have to find a job and work as hard as you can because you need money to live, you will work until you are to old to continu and now you have to survive with the money you have left until the day you die. when I will die on the “game over” screen i will see “congratulation you are dead and you waste your time ! Yay !”.
I know I sound so cynical but, hey, that’s sadly true.
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Hello 👋 can we request our own OCs?
Hello ! Nice to see new people in here !
To answer your question and make it public : YES ! You can absolutely request your own OCs but...
Remember the quality of a request is lesser than one of a comission and the time I will take to make and complete the piece will be completely random ! It can take a long while !
With that disclaimer out of the way, it will realistically, at worse, take up to three weeks but I will keep you updated during the whole process! You can always ask me question during the whole process !
Since nobody will ever find my blog I’m just gonna start writing a story
Fair enough lmao
Do you even read something so bad, or play a game with terrible script and worldbuilding that you think "I'm not even good at writing but even I would do a better job ?" Yep, that was me when I was 14 and today I just finished writing my first book. Keep your eyes peeled because I fully intend to publish it !
Pilot part 4
Today was a rough day, I’m starting to think I’m just not meant to success. I had a test in italian and d*** ! I think I will have a 9/40 and I still believe I’m generous. There’s a thing with the teacher… I can’t stand her, her voice and how she act it’s like she was screaming “I’M AN HYPOCRITICAL !!!”, she sound fake and selfish, she just don’t care about teaching us anything and if you don’t understand it’s limit if she don’t insult you. I’m still trying my best but I feel like I’m unconsciously giving up a little more every times I go to her class.
Apart of that the day was really boring, like if I haven’t left for two weeks and only came back, the teachers, the lesson, the rythme, everything was so natural and yet so strange…
I thought coming back would help me to quit this feeling of emptiness and loneliness but it didn’t work for long. I think I need a HUG from a friend, or at least an entire day to speak with them without being interrupted !
I need an exit door, I feel like starting a Kickstarter to raise enough money to be sure I have anything I need to open a portal to an other dimension. Maybe I will throw myself inside or maybe I will just watch things come from it and ruining everything. No I love you too much Earth to destroy you ! I will only open it and then close it as soon as I’m on the other side.
Should I try ? Ridiculous it wont work… unless ? No, I don’t think it will ever work so it don’t hurt to try, no ? I’ll try to find information about that, just for the joke and the science of course !
I want to draw space related stuff but I have to draw real things for my art class, raaaah ! I am never free !
I will stop complaining here, this one is shorter than the others but I don’t think I have anything else to say for today. Have a good day !
Nanami Kento as a Palace guard from Aladdin (1998) for @princeasimdiya12 !
Plus a bonus Gojo as Aladdin in his prince disguise!
Hope you like it !
Nanami Kento as a Palace guard from Aladdin (1998) for @princeasimdiya12 !
Plus a bonus Gojo as Aladdin in his prince disguise!
Hope you like it !
The bench at the edge of the universe.
I sat there. Silently. I said nothing when he sat next to me. We just stared in silence at what was in front of us. How should I describe that ? Light was a liquid, a see of stars and supernovae. Blindingly bright yet soothing to look at. It shifted like gentle wave under the breeze. I witnessed with my own two eyes the universe unfold all its mysteries. I watched in awe as the big bang happened again. We sat there witnessing the reinvention of time, of matter, of gravity, of life. It expanded until it broke and folded on itself until it vanished from existence and once again exploded into this incredible ocean of possibilities.
From the silence came his voice. "Why are you here?" He asked, and suddenly I heard the universe sing
"I do not know" I answered
"It's alright "
"Why are you here?" I asked
"Because the burden of life sometimes gets to heavy for my to lift it"
"So you come here to rest?"
"I am always here, it's just that sometimes I take a tangible form"
"Wouldn't it be heavier that way?"
"No. You humans do not carry this burden. I feel light when I am you"
"I do not feel so light when I am awake"
"Well come back here anytime you need then. You'll always exist here. You just need to remember it"
I wasn't expecting to be tagged on anything so soon but ty so much. Let's goooooo
Last song : Running with the wolves by AURORA
Last show : Hudson & Rex
Currently watching Young justice but I'm going on vacation so I will have to wait a bit T-T
Currently reading: A brief history of time and Exoplanets
Current obsession: Dc comics and justice league !So that was fun ! I'm tagging...@w0lf-kin @obstructed-birdsong @wolfyboi44705 @sootandfangdiary
nine people i want to get to know better
ty @lesbee-dee, @sewerkingcharlie & @thekidkelly for the tag!!
last song: sane by greentea peng
last show: nathan for you & x files
currently watching: WWDITS & all seasons of Drag Race airing rn
currently reading: all the lovers in the night by mieko kawakami (prob the best book i've read so far this year, recommend if u like japanese realism)
current obsession: planning a trip on my way home to Australia next year after spending the last 3 years in Japan (hyperfixation rly comes in handy when it comes to making itineraries, i fucking live for it)
i tag @milo-is-queer @kathleenbrash27 @heartshpedfx @sunnydregs @clumpofglitter @gayrights666 @trillgutterbug @charliekelly89 @brezideje if u want <3
blog on hiatus?
Yes, um, hello everyone ! Finals are approaching and I am studying harder than ever to pass so everything is slow, dont worry the drawings are still something I wanna do its just...I aient got much time now...sorry
True to myself it didn't take long for a new problem to appear.
Did you know that finding an Editorial house and publishing house is a pain in the neck ? Well I did, so I decided to start looking to try and find a few that could correspond to my need.
I find one but to find the relevant information they make you click on several links that end up just keeping you in a never ending cycle of links. So I gave up, after 15 min. I think that if I can't find what I need in 5 minutes on a site then it's probably not worth my time anyway.
That was a major let down but I will be going back online, later in the project, to continue my search for the graal !
struggling artist and dungeon master, also geologist and astronomer, I do some shit photography. ✨️REQUEST AND COMISSION OPEN✨️
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