It’s Not Easy Being Gold. Always A Smile, Sharp And Glittering. Always An Attitude, Bright And Cocky.

It’s not easy being Gold. Always a smile, sharp and glittering. Always an attitude, bright and cocky. Always charming, sexy, beautiful, but never calm, soft.

It’s too much. He’s breaking down.

Take a break, they say. If it’s not fun anymore, that defeats the purpose.

Because he knows it’s all a game. It’s a game where their lives are risked, but that makes it all the more fun. He’s not gonna take a break.

Try a different angle, they suggest. A different mask, a different brand.

Rose Gold.

Softer, gentler, calmer. It’s a change the city is not expecting. It’s a change his clients are not expecting.

It’s a change his enemies are not expecting.

They target the boy who was golden, now tinged with pink. They look at his new weaknesses and try to exploit them.

They don’t realize he’s twice as dangerous. Because he’s comfortable again. He’s back to playing his game.

And metal has sharp edges, but roses also have thorns.

First in the AU Boy aesthetic series. Inspired by a post from @cutehaywood

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insane-from-reality

6 years ago

Jisung, to himself: wait, is he into me?

Jisung: quick, make a bad joke and see if he laughs

Jisung, to Minho: did you hear the one about the skeleton who couldn’t go to the party?

Jisung: he had no body to go with

Minho: that’s really funny!

Jisung, to himself: well that’s not a fair test. that joke’s hilarious

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insane-from-reality

8 years ago

empty gold by halsey

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insane-from-reality

7 years ago

Someone glad to meet his giant back …

Baekhyun: hey Chanyeol Chanyeol! come down come down man~ c'mon man

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insane-from-reality

8 years ago

Michael Jones calling Gavin “baby” in the Outlast 2 Play Pals Reblog if u agree

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insane-from-reality

7 years ago

Chanyeol: Okay, guys, how do I ask Baekhyun out?

Jongin: Roses are red, violets are blue. Guess what, my bed has room for two.

Chanyeol: OH MY GOD!

Minseok: Twinkle twinkle little star, we can do it in my car.

Chanyeol: STOP IT!

Luhan: Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, I can make you scream.

Chanyeol: GUYS!

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insane-from-reality

6 years ago

all those terms for when you dont really like something but someone else does and you respect that… youve heard of “not my cup of tea” and “whatever floats your boat” and now its time for this phrase to shine