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✨my personal blog✨ painful levels of demisexul // 2001 baby // (she/her)🏳️‍⚧️ 18+ stuff on here be warned

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10 months ago

his words are intoxicating

10 months ago

I love when you ask things of me. Do it again. Tell me what you want me to do. Demand more from me. Let me give you my all. No amount of time, effort, or energy will ever be a waste if it is you. What can I do to make you the happiest in the world, my sweet divine?

10 months ago

What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

 sunscreen

 a travel alarm clock or watch

 mylar emergency blanket

 a backpack is a must

 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

 sleeping bag

 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

 swiss army knife

 can opener

11 months ago
My New Favorite Shirt Although My Tummy Isn't The Best Looking In It Yet. Early Transition Issues Whatcha

My new favorite shirt although my tummy isn't the best looking in it yet. Early transition issues whatcha gonna do.


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11 months ago

Fuck you (please carve your initials into me)

1 year ago

I yearn for a beautiful girl yandere to have mutual obsession with. Where we dont have any other friends. We both stay locked in the house with each other and we’re never apart from each other for even a second. Mayhaps some sapphic cannibalism? Please? Please? Please? Please? Please? Please? Please?

1 year ago

Aww honey, why are you crying? I thought you'd be happy to know that I want to be with you so badly.

Your confession was so touching and cute I think we'd make a perfect couple. But sadly there's a problem. I'm not attracted to men. I was really disappointed by that because apart from that you're just perfect. Luckily I figured out a solution how we can resolve this. I'm going to turn you into a girl.

What's with that look on your face? You don't really look too upset by this. No, I thought you're even happy. Have you been waiting for this? A crazy girl kidnapping you and turning you into her girlfriend?

Oh honey, I'm so glad you think so. I promise to turn you into my cute and adorable princess. You'll be mine and mine alone forever because I made you perfect. 💜

1 year ago

I really would love that fanfic writers learn but fr LEARN to tag theyr work.

Don't get me wrong, each user organizes their work in the way they feel is the correct one. BUT there are Tags for a reason and especially i'm talking to gender tags.

I know the fanfic thing is more comun for cis women and afab people, which is why as an amab woman sometimes it's so frustrating to read fanfics. Personally, the only problem I have is when the fanfic contains Smut, nsfw aspects or where they talk about genitals because, dysphoria. That's why if I want to read something most of the time I look for the Gender Neutral tags but apparently people don't know that GN means GENDER NEUTRAL.

You can specify genitals, of course because it is your work and you do what you want with your work, but the tags are there for a reason and if it's not the genitalia thing it's the gender roles applied in a character WITHOUT GENDER, there are people who fall into the binary but still do not want to read things with gender roles or specific genitalia and that's why we look for this specific tag.

Anyway writing is hard and each of us does it from our reality and personal experiences but please tag your fics according to their content, thanks <3

I Really Would Love That Fanfic Writers Learn But Fr LEARN To Tag Theyr Work.
1 year ago

Dream body

D̶͖͛̓͢͝â̷̗͇̕̚͜t̸̢̥͌́̋͞e̴̱҇͆͜?̶̶̶̶̱̱̱̱͌͌͌͌͢͢͢͢͝͝͝͝🖤

d̶͖͛̓͢͝â̷̗͇̕̚͜t̸̢̥͌́̋͞e̴̱҇͆͜?̶̶̶̶̱̱̱̱͌͌͌͌͢͢͢͢͝͝͝͝🖤

1 year ago
 Happy Valentines Day To Fucked Up Women And Their Girlfail Gfs
 Happy Valentines Day To Fucked Up Women And Their Girlfail Gfs
 Happy Valentines Day To Fucked Up Women And Their Girlfail Gfs
 Happy Valentines Day To Fucked Up Women And Their Girlfail Gfs

happy valentines day to fucked up women and their girlfail gfs

1 year ago
The Ghost Of A Parasaurolophus Has Come By For A Visit - It’s Fossilized Bones Just Got Unearthed And

The ghost of a Parasaurolophus has come by for a visit - It’s fossilized bones just got unearthed and they’re so excited to finally be found!

1 year ago

The Ultimate Guide to Circular Gallifreyan in All of Time and Space

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                                                                                     Introduction

Gallifreyan, is the language used by the Time Lords of Gallifrey. It is (allegedly) a fictional language used in the BBC TV show Doctor Who. 

There are three known forms of written Gallifreyan; Old High Gallifreyan, Modern Gallifreyan and Circular Gallifreyan. 

Old High Gallifreyan, the original ancient language of the Time Lords, was declared by the 11th Doctor to possess the power to “raise empires and destroy gods”. But by the Doctor’s era, it fell in disuse and was known only to very few. Modern Gallifreyan, an evolved form of Old High Gallifreyan was common at the time of the Doctor.  

By the end of the last great Time War, Gallifreyan could be written using a complex system of interlocking circles, hexagons and connecting lines. This form of Gallifreyan is known as Circular Gallifreyan. 

Circular Gallifreyan is a language closely linked to the TARDIS. The TARDIS contains a translation matrix, giving it the ability to adapt to every other language, at least for those of us who aren’t Time Lords. In Muggle terms, Circular Gallifreyan is more of a cipher or code than an actual language. It can be used to write any language that can be translated to the same script as English. Since 2005 this version of Gallifreyan is used very commonly on the Dr Who TV show. 

                           Guide to Circular Gallifreyan

 Step 1) Learn the Basic Alphabet 

Getting familiar with the basic alphabet is incredibly helpful

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I recommend memorizing the individual alphabets because it makes the reading and writing process much faster, but if you don’t want to do that, then you can use the chart below for reference to the consonants.

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In circular Gallifreyan, there is no version of ‘C’. When there is a ‘C’ in a word, you replace it with either ‘K’ or ‘CH’ depending on whichever sounds closer to it. 

Some people write a version of ‘C’ that looks like ’D’ but with 4 dots. But that version is rather confusing because that can have different interpretations, so I prefer to stick to the ‘K’ method. 

Step 2) Vowels in Relation to Consonants 

Vowels are generally attached to the consonants directly before them. In which case they will be placed “in relation to the consonants” as seen in the chart below.

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Vowels can also be put separately if there is no consonant before them, or if that is more convenient. In such a case, they are placed as seen in the alphabet chart.  (see step 1)

Step 3) Reading and Writing Simple Individual Words

Circular Gallifreyan is written and read anti-clockwise starting from the central bottom part of the circle.

Things to Keep in Mind :-

1) When you are writing the words, make small markings for the lines and dots you need for the alphabets and join them later. This way you can visualize the whole word. The lines can be drawn in any direction, what is important about them is their number. 

2) When writing words with double letters, like Gallifrey that has 2 L’s, make a smaller circle within the bigger one. Similarly, 2 T’s and all the other alphabets can be doubled by making a smaller version of themselves within the original letter.  Examples :-

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Step 4) Grouped Words

In Gallifreyan, words in a sentence are grouped together, making the individual word circles form a larger circle. This is done by putting the individual circles in an anti-clockwise pattern. 

When reading Gallifreyan sentences, start at the lowest part of the circle at the bottom of the main circle and read it anticlockwise. Then do the same for all the other circles in the main circle, going in an anticlockwise direction. 

Examples :-

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Eventually, with practice, you should be able to read and write extensive  passages in circular Gallifreyan

Examples :-

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(Examples above are - ‘Love the running’ and ‘bad wolf’)

Step 5) Punctuation 

In order to read and write large sentences in their proper grammatical context, the following system of punctuation is used in Circular Gallifreyan.

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The punctuation of a sentence can be done by placing the necessary punctuation next to the pertaining word circle or by placing it in the outer circle of the word.

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Step 6) Number System

 There are many systems for writing numbers in Gallifreyan. There is even an entire system of doing advanced mathematics! But, since the last time I saw my mathematics book I stabbed it with a knife, killing it like the horcrux it is, I’ll stick to the two most basic methods. 

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I personally prefer the second method, because it’s much easier to use for really large numbers, like if you’re writing the date (or star date). But, method 1 is the one that is seen used in Doctor Who. The second version is more like using roman numerals, to an extent. 

Step 7) (optional) Decoration

Circular Gallifreyan has a beautiful script, so it will look good whether you write it free hand or elaborately with a compass. If you do want to make it more decorative, then there are various things you can do:-

• Draw an extra outer circle 

• Indent the inner circle

• Join the lines of the different circles together

• Change the thickness of certain circles in bigger phrases

Step 8) Test Yourself

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If you need any help or translations, feel free to ask me!

- Medini Sriram

doctorwho

1 year ago
Magic: The Gathering - Eldrazi Playmat

Magic: the Gathering - Eldrazi Playmat

Sweet-arse playmat from Stephen Raffael (Inked Gaming Link / Tumblr Link) in a very lovely stained glass style.  Standard Playmat, polyester with anti-slip rubber backing, approximately 24" x 14".

THEY CAME AS THREE

The Eldrazi are an ancient race native to the Blind Eternities that have neither physical form nor color alignment. Their nature is ceaseless hunger, so they travel between planes devouring the mana and life energy until the plane’s destruction. Three Eldrazi titans were bound on Zendikar in aeons past: Emrakul, Ulamog, and Kozilek.

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