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☆ ignore your CR ☆

A lot of people tend to struggle with that - including me. Eventually I came to the conclusion that the reason why it was so hard for me was because I was focusing on the act of ignoring. By focusing on ignoring my CR and the 3D i subconsciously put it in the center.

What helped me was focusing on my DR - in my case it was focusing on my memories, but you can focus on your senses or anything that works best for you. By focusing on my DR, my memories and my emotions the 3D automatically begins drifting away.

☆ Choose something to distract you from your CR and 3D and focus on that ☆

gonna start being like luna lovegood in mindset. she believed in things that majority found absolutely outrageous and when laughed at and confronted with skepticism she was so genuinely confused and almost concerned for her BULLIES well-being cause?? ofc nargles are real and you should know this silly! and then just went on with her day. she is truly unshakeable in her belief and we could all take a page out of her book.

I do think realization is internal because at some point you have to realize it's not "I have to fight my subconscious to get what I want" it's "I control what my subconscious mind creates so I can just think differently "

nothing about today has felt real. I have done nothing but shovel snow, take a nap, and go to walmart and it all just feels off. I can’t explain it. shit’s wack.

coraline literally shifted to a better cr dr and they STILL have the audacity to say shifting is fake.

Don't force a shift.

Why is everyone trying to force a shift?? Like literally everywhere I see it's 'I'll shift tonight' or 'I'll lock in and shift' or 'I didn't shift yesterday but I will tonight' like? You know you can rest yeah? You don't have to 'go' so bad. The moment you think of shifting to your drs is the moment you've shifted. Do you even know how shifting works? I mean can we just relax? What's such a hurry to change the physical plane? Yes I know you miss your s/o, your friends and your family there but continuously hoping but not understanding how things work is not going to get you anywhere.

Get out of your own way. You don't need anything to shift. Shifting is your nature. You're shifting every moment because you're changing your awareness every moment. I can say from experience that moment you want something your subconscious knows. Do you know that your mind knows what you want? Do you know that you don't have to 'try' to do anything? Do you know that you just have to know now you have it? Do you know? Do you?

I'm seriously so sick of people saying they're gonna shift doing this or doing that. I understand if methods help you. I'm not trying to shame you for that. But the problem is when you wake up in your cr again your sweetass thinks that you didn't shift. LIKE WHAT.

You shifted the moment you thought of shifting. Say it with me SHIFTING IS CHANGING AWARENESS ONLY. The moment you claim that you've shifted, YOU'VE SHIFTED!!!!

Stop with the 'my surroundings didn't change', 'I didn't feel any symptoms' or 'I didn't try to shift'. Do you try to shift when you change your awareness from looking at your hands to looking at your feet? Did you try anything here? You didn't right? Do you try to shift when you change your awareness from one thought to another? Did you try anything here? Did you?

When you know that awareness is the only thing that matters, then why the fuck are you looking in the physical plane? Your reality is YOU. You haven't 'physically shifted' yet because you didn't shift internally!! There is no secret to shifting. Just know that you're in your dr (because you are!). That's it. That's literally it. You don't have to pretend anything. Just know the truth.

There is no need to do any method while going to sleep. There is no need to connect to your dr. You're already in your dr you can't connect more than that. In your mind exists literally every reality ever. You're already connected to every reality. There is no need to force yourself to feel any emotion regarding shifting. There is no need to affirm throughout the day. There is no need to gaslight yourself into thinking you're already there when your awareness is here.

You have you let your physical plane be. Stop fighting with the 3D. Stop fighting with yourself. It will pass through you when you let it. Your reality will change when you let it.

Your only job is to know that you already exist in your dr and that you're there. Everything else will shift on it's own because it's you. You just have to shift internally, you just have to know. Shifting is as easy as breathing. Every single breath you take is also a shift. It is super easy to do. Stop being in your own way.

Let every thought pass. Let every feeling pass. The knowing is stronger than any thought, any emotion. Stop looking outside of you when the reason it even exists is YOU.

your sign to try and shift today, youre closer than you think you are i promise

insomnia thoughts with Jello

part one

I have a habit of struggling to fall asleep, and with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company at 4am, let us all set sail on this treacherous sea that is the shit storm I call my mind.

It pertains to shifting so bear with me.

I love the movie Coraline, as I’ve mentioned before. And we all know it’s very shifting coded. But I was thinking about all the times Coraline would go to sleep in the other world and wake up back in her original world, except for the one time she let fear win.

After being asked to sew buttons in her eyes, she goes to bed needing to wake up back home. Despite knowing she has done so multiple times without even trying, the second she puts her all into it— the second she is desperate, she fails.

which brings me to this:

fear is not an assumption.

While you can be afraid and still manifest or shift, the second you start clinging to the results for dear life is the second you give up your power. Driven by fear, you put more belief into it than yourself. If you truly believe you are in control, then there should be no fear of unwanted results.

Oddly enough, it works the opposite way too. Being afraid of something happening will not guarantee its occurrence. For example, I randomly thought to myself “oh no, what if all my scripts get deleted?” which was followed by “oh no, since I thought it now it’s going to happen all because I assumed.”

But I didn’t assume.

It was a fear, not an assumption. It was an invasive thought, not an assumption. It was a jumpscare, not an assumption.

All this goes to say that when shifting and/or manifesting, we need to let the hell go. Don’t strain for control because that just reaffirms the lack thereof. Chill the eff out and trust yourself, trust your subconscious. They know what’s up.

Hopefully this all made sense.

It is now past 5am.

I am tired.

Jello💖

me and the 1109 edits of the same man saved in my camera roll against the world.

Consider this my introduction post because I haven’t done that yet whoops.

Hi. You can call me Jello. My pronouns are she/they, and I’ve been a shifter for about five years now. I am 22 and discovered shifting a little before I turned 18, but didn’t actively try shifting until the fall of 2020– so yes, I was knee deep in the horrors of shiftok at that point.

I have a degree in Creative Writing and Publishing. It’s kind of cool, being a writer and a shifter. It does make me totally picky about what I script, but it means that the stories I write based off my shifts are gonna be brilliant.

My first ever DR was a One Direction reality (RIP). It was as horrifying as any first script. I have many DRs now, but my mains include Criminal Minds, a Hogwarts one where I am also in a band, and a College Romance type one where I date a professor wait what? I have a bunch more based off other series I love and some based off books. I just started scripting for a reality based off my own novel which is kind of epic.

I have yet to shift to any DR. I may have minishifted once in the sense that I heard my DR but I’ve never opened my eyes anywhere but here. Yes, sounds demotivating as hell. And it was, until I came here. You, shiftblr, have somehow made it all click in my head in a way shiftok could only ever dreamed of. So, thank you.

I think that pretty much sums me up. I would love to yap about any and all my DRs— or really talk about anything. I’ve never really been active in any shifting community so consider this my tentative “hey… how y’all doing?”

Oh, fun fact: I use the same name in about 90% of my DRs. My first name remains the same in all but one DR, and my last name is consistent in all but two? I think? I do that because I think it’s cool, to have this sort of identity that I carry with me throughout my own little multiverse.

Another fun fact: my favourite movie for at least six years of my life has been Coraline. I live and breathe that film. And then suddenly I discovered shifting and it’s just this funny little thing, this silly little connection I find all too intriguing. There are a lot of times where I’ll look back on my life with the knowledge I have now and am hit with this realization that I have been doing this a while, even just in the tiniest of doses, without even knowing it.

Okay, I’ll quit yapping now. Hello and welcome to my page. I don’t know what I’m doing on here but I am enjoying myself immensely.

Jello💖

step into your new reality

The power to shift lies within you, waiting to be unlocked. Every thought, every intention, and every belief you hold is a building block for the reality you want to experience. You are not a passive observer of your life—you are the author, the director, the creator of your own story. The universe responds to the energy you put out, and the version of yourself that you seek is already living in another reality, just waiting for you to step into it. All it takes is belief, intention, and the unwavering knowing that you are worthy of experiencing the life you’ve always dreamed of. Your journey of shifting isn’t just about finding a new reality; it’s about discovering the limitless power within you and realizing that you can be, do, and have anything you desire. Trust the process, and remember: the only thing standing between you and the reality you want is the decision to claim it. YOU CAN SHIFT.

Hold up y'all know that blockages and limiting beliefs are not a thing right???? That nothing is holding you back right???? That they're just made up and not actually real right????

RIGHT??????

new dr just dropped except it’s the novel I’m currently writing— go big or go home right?

A shifting quote I like

''Something that I think all shifters need to realize is that the hard part is over. Finding shifting was the hard part''

"I already have it."

4D (inner world) → 3D (outer world)

"I don't see my desire in the outer world, so I don't have it."

4D (inner world) → ego → 3D (outer world)

Want to "instantly" (time is an illusion, I say this in "material language") manifest desires from the inner world to the outer? Stop paying attention to destructive thoughts that the ego creates. You already have your desires. Done.

How? Observe the thoughts and states that the ego creates, don't get involved. Doubts, fears, worries - all this is the ego. Don't identify yourself with it. You are consciousness. If you have decided that it is yours, then you already have it. The outside world will definitely show it.

Don't complicate it. You can, dear! 🫂❤️

where is the stuff that i manifested?

why is my reality lagging? why am i, the divine, the ordained, the girl on the hill, not seeing the thing i have declared mine? i have sat in the temple of assumption. i have dined with the lords of the quantum realm. i have whispered my desires into the cosmos like a mistress to the moon. so where the fuck is it?

breathe. inhale. exhale. do not become a tragic greek figure, clawing at the sky, cursing the gods, wailing into the abyss. you are not sisyphus. you are not icarus. you are, in fact, the universe wearing a silly little meatsuit. and the universe is not incompetent.

but let’s get clinical. let’s get ruthless. let’s get biblical.

i , are you checking the 3d like a victorian wife checking the window for her husband’s ship? if you keep looking at the 3d for confirmation, you are living in the state of lack. and what does the 3d do? it mirrors. so if you live in the state of “where is it,” the 3d will say, “where is what” right back to you. congrats, you’ve manifested a waiting room. enjoy the grey chairs and outdated magazines.

ii , are you persisting or are you pouting? manifestation is not a negotiation. you do not get to sit across from the universe like a hostile business partner, arms crossed, demanding results before you believe. belief is the contract. assumption is the currency. you are either in the state of the wish fulfilled, or you are outside in the cold, shivering, looking through the window at your desire having a candlelit dinner without you.

iii , are you declaring or are you begging? the universe does not respond to “please, oh mighty forces, grant me this one thing.” the universe responds to, “this is mine because i said so.” you do not ask. you do not hope. you do not weep at the altar. you declare.

iv , are you actually embodying it? or are you just thinking about it in a cute way? imagining yourself as the version of you who has it is not a one-time aesthetic exercise. it is a full-body possession. the reality in which you have it is the real reality. this one, the one that says you don’t, is the illusion. the question is, which one do you choose to believe?

v , are you reacting to the 3d like it’s god? the 3d is old news. the 3d is a corpse. the 3d is a polaroid of a moment that has already passed. if you react to it, if you bow to it, if you let it dictate your inner world, you are breathing life back into the past instead of standing in the present, drenched in your fulfilled desire, dripping in inevitability.

vi , do you actually think it’s yours? or do you just want it? wanting is not having. wanting is the antithesis of having. wanting says, “this is separate from me.” having says, “it is done.” when you order food at a restaurant, you do not sit there worrying that it won’t come. you just know it’s on the way. so why are you treating your desire like a lost package instead of an assured delivery?

the 3d will fold. it will bend to your assumption like a devout disciple. but only if you hold the line. only if you refuse to be swayed by what is already dead. only if you walk like the god you are, not the peasant you fear you might be.

your desire is yours. it always was. the question is, will you finally start acting like it?

idea inspired by @scentedpeachlandcreator !!!!!! go check her out right neow .

⚠️ Remember, an assumption is a belief WITHOUT physical proof. As the law states and as we all know, as long as you live knowing that your assumption is true, your physical reality will show you that. You are not waiting for anything. All you need to do is accept it in your mind as true. You are it NOW. You have it NOW. I promise you that’s it. Just accept it and everything else follows. There’s no fail unless you assume so. There’s no need for long posts because it’s SO DAMN SIMPLE. There’s no eye opening post that will tell you any secret. Stop looking and just be.

𔘓 Why the 3d is still not showing me my desire?

*note: i swear to god if i see someone ask me a question after this, you won't like what you're about to see*

Well because you did not accept that your desires are yours.

Simple.

The 3d will reflect your 4d when you accept you have it.

It is a Law and it's the 3d's JOB.

Simply think as your desired version of yourself that have your desires, what would they feel? Of course neutral, natural, peaceful.

They wouldn't ask where is it? Why it isn't showing up? Or being impatient.

It's just take a simple firm decision that your desires are already Manifested and you have it NOW, not tomorrow not the year after, the moment you decided that you have it then you do, in imagination.

You think that just simply because your 3d didn't show you anything that you don't have it? Who said that? Your logical conscious mind? Heh, this is just your mind playing tricks on you.

You have it sweetie, you have it the moment you closed your eyes and imagined it, it yours, congrat.

The reason why you don't have what you want is because you're still in the state of getting it, Always wishing to have it, if you had your desires right now you wouldn't try to get it, because logically you have it, you know what i mean?

It's impossible for the Law to fail, LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE.

The Law of assumption is just like the law of Gravity, it happens because it is a Law.

"but Eli i have been persistin-😢"

Shut up, if you've been persisting you wouldn't come here whining and complaining on why you don't have it.

Persisting isn't fighting negative thought and ignoring the 3d, it's staying loyal and firm in your assumption no matter what happens, Because you know that your assumption is true, despite everything that goes against you.

So stop looking for it, because you Already have it the moment you said so.

Xoxo, Eli

How To Finally Shift If You’ve Been Trying For 2+ Years

⚠️ Little warning before we begin: don’t get scared off! I might sound a little negative at first, but that’s not the point of this post. My goal is for you to reach the end of this and think “Oh, I’m definitely going to shift to my DR now!”

Having said that:

If you’ve been on your shifting journey for two or more years, doing methods, reprogramming your mind, consuming advice, maintaining a mental diet, manifesting, forcing assumptions, trying to create assumptions, etc, etc⏤and you still haven’t shifted your awareness to your DR, maybe it’s time to stop trying to make yourself shift.

Stop trying to shift.

Stop trying to trigger a shift.

Maybe the thing you need at this point in your journey is to stop trying to make yourself shift.

And I’ll explain why by asking you a question:

In these two, three, four, however many years of effort, don’t you think you would have shifted by now?

Think about it. You’ve oversaturated your mind with the intention to shift. You do all your methods correctly. You try to convince yourself that you're already in your DR. You feel symptoms. Sometimes you even "mini shift." And yet… you're still here. Doing the same things. Searching for advice that leads you right back to doing the same thing:

Trying to shift. Trying to trigger a shift. Trying to shift your awareness.

Trying.

Trying confidently.

Trying hopelessly.

Trying angrily.

…Trying.

If you were going to shift by inducing a shift, triggering a shift, or successfully shifting with a method, it would have happened by now.

“But Clover, I still have a lot of soul-searching and work to do! I just need to put in more effort!”

Awesome! Then click away, because this advice isn’t for you. I’m not talking to you.

I’m talking to the person who is tired. Who is drained. Who, despite applying all the sage advice on the internet, is just burnt out from the process of shifting.

And if that sounds like you, let me repeat: Maybe you need to stop actively trying to shift.

Your work is done. And that’s a good thing.

You’ve spent years ingraining the idea of shifting into your subconscious. You’ve impressed the intention to shift so deeply that it’s already there. Congratulations! You did all the mental work. It’s done.

Your DR is already yours. You already have the ability to shift.

So stop trying to trigger it. Stop trying to make yourself shift.

Let go of the “making yourself shift” process.

“Oh my god, she’s going to tell me to take a break.”

LMAO you thought.

Yes, breaks are excellent. They help reset and recharge your mindset. I always encourage taking breaks if you need them. But let’s be honest. Sometimes, even the thought of taking a break feels just as mentally exhausting as staying on your shifting journey.

“Oh no, she’s going to tell me to do nothing at all.”

Once again, you thought.

Instead, you’re going to capitalize on the fact that you’ve already done all this work. The intention to shift is always, always, always in your mind. Your subconscious knows you want to shift. Just like it knows how to shift your awareness.

So, the next time you lay down to do your shifting process...

Instead of trying to shift…

Instead of trying to induce a shift, induce the void, or force an outcome…

Give yourself exactly what you want.

Give yourself the feeling of being in your DR.

Drop the conscious, active intention to shift because your subconscious already has it covered. You don’t need to keep hammering it in. Instead, focus on inducing the emotions you would feel if you were in your DR.

Imagine waking up in your DR. Imagine being there. Imagine spending time with your DR friends, your S/O, whatever makes you happiest. Personally, I lean toward wake-up scenarios. You can listen to music, meditate, visualize, even do a shifting method if you enjoy it—but instead of doing it with the intention to shift, you’re doing it just to give your body and mind the feeling of being there. The happiness, the calm, the excitement, whatever it is for you.

This does not mean you’re lying there thinking, “Okay, this is going to make me shift.”

No. No, no, no, no, no.

Drop the idea of shifting entirely. That process is done.

And I’ll say it one more time:

If you were going to shift by inducing a shift, making yourself shift, or triggering a shift, it would have happened already.

So let it go. Drop it.

Induce the emotions of being in your DR, and then let go. Once you do that, go to sleep. Or go about your day. That’s it.

So why does this actually make you shift?

Because feeling is the language of the subconscious.

Think about it: The moments in your life that shaped you the most weren’t just things you thought. They were things you felt deeply. Joy, fear, excitement, grief. Emotions imprint on the subconscious. That’s why certain smells, songs, or places instantly bring back vivid memories. Because your subconscious records experiences based on emotions, not logic.

So when you stop trying to shift and instead just focus on feeling like you’re in your DR, your subconscious responds by aligning your awareness to match that emotional state.

Because to the subconscious, there’s no difference between imagination and reality. When you visualize something vividly enough, your brain fires the same neurons as if you were actually experiencing it. Athletes use this trick to enhance performance. Musicians use it to refine their skills. And guess what? It works for shifting too.

When you let go of the effort and just immerse yourself in the emotions of already being there, you bypass the resistance that trying creates.

And that’s when the shift happens.

It happens because you stopped forcing it.

It happens because your subconscious already knows how to shift, you just needed to get out of its way.

So, again, drop the struggle. Drop the effort. Stop trying to shift.

The more precise or perfect you want the shift to be, the more pressure you put on yourself. Your brain rebels against that because rigid control drains energy.

Remember this:

High Emotion + Low Attachment = Flow.

When you feel something strongly but aren’t clinging to the result, your subconscious has room to act. This is why sometimes, when you care less or focus on something in a passing, emotional way, it manifests easily.

This is why people can give up on shifting entirely and shift. This is why people let go of the need to shift and shift. This is why you shift without meaning to.

You: “No, I can’t do this! I need to keep trying to shift or else my subconscious will think I don’t want to shift anymore!”

Me:

*As always, take what resonates, discard what doesn’t, because we’re all different people who need to hear different things :)

SHIFTING IS NOT DIFFICULT‼️‼️‼️ IT'S NOT A SEVEN HEADED BEAST LIKE YOU THINK IT IS‼️‼️‼️ IT'S SO SO SO MUCH EASIER, THE UNIVERSE IS SCREAMING FOR YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES AND REALIZE HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE. THERE'S LITERALLY NOTHING HOLDING YOU BACK TO SHIFT, YOU'RE LETTING YOUR DOUBTS TAKE OVER WHEN IT'S SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS BREATHING AND WALKING ‼️‼️ I'M BEGGING YOU LET YOUR CONCIOUSNESS BE FREE, ACCEPT THE INFINITE POTENTIAL HIDDEN INSIDE YOU, YOU'RE WAY MORE THAN ENOUGH‼️‼️ GO SHIFT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

How to actually manifest something

Decide what you want !

You can manifest anything literally anything ! Money, beauty, a boyfriend, your celebrity crush ?? All of them are possible !! Dream big cause you deserve it !!

Affirm <3

Affirm that you have it because you do, it could be robotics affirmations or mind saturation both works. Then these affirmations will become assumptions. Assumptions make your reality!!

Persist !!☆

Persist in the assumption that you have your desires! Even if you feel like it's never coming or you have doubts. Trust me it will come faster than you think.

Ignore the 3d !!!!

The 3d does not make your reality the 4d does! Getting validation from the 3d is useless. It's not your job to change the 3d, it is yours to change the 4d !! The 3d has no choice but to reflect what you assume eventually.

Stop overcomsuming

This is all you need to know to manifest yet you're still here scrolling like a loser instead of applying the law ? Waiting for a miracle isn't going to manifest sh*t. Go live your dream life already.

Other tips !! ::

Don't be too harsh to yourself ! It's normal to have doubts or constantly check the 3d.

If you're too lazy to affirm or just don't want to : subliminals !! You don't have to do anything but listen to them and you can do it overnight <3

Make pause if manifestation feels more like a chore than an actual fun thing to do to improve your life.

That's all !! Stay hydrated and AFFIRM !!!

If you have any questions feel free to ask (this is my first post ever btw)

DIVA YOU ARE SHIFTING‼️

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"How do I persist if I know it's not here"

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When I started my journey I used to believe it was about "knowing", it isn't. It's about saturating your subconscious. You don't have to know, or believe or feel or whatever else you're worried about.

Also, "ignoring the 3D" isn't what you think it is. Ignoring the 3D does not mean somehow inducing amnesia and you just have no idea what your surroundings are or what's happening around you. That's not it.

Of course you are experiencing what's happening around you, and yes it might trigger you.

I think a lot of the stress associated with "ignoring the 3D" is because you are expecting yourself to magically become oblivious to the world around you.

Ignoring the 3D just means that you continue to feed your subconscious affirmations/visualizations/whatever you're using that imply you have what you want .

You don't have to walk around like you don't know what is happening and abandon responsibilities you just have to affirm anyway.

It's ok if you have to take care of business in the 3D and your actions "conflict with" your desire.

Example: paying your rent when you're affirming that you own a house or going to work when you're affirming you're rich

"Acting as if" is actually just thinking as if. It just means you're telling your subconscious what you want to happen instead of what the 3D is showing you. Your subconscious doesn't care about the 3D or what you're doing in it, you don't have to neglect responsibilities.

It's OK to get emotional, and from personal experience I can tell you it's OK if you don't believe your affirmations. There are times where something manifests and I still don't fully believe it.

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ALL you're doing is repeating something till your subconscious creates it in your reality and you don't repeat "the old story " because it has already been repeated to your subconscious so much that it is an assumption.

That's IT that's all you're doing that all it is. Everything else could say is just noise.

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shifting to be cared for by someone i love; shifting to learn & expand my world view; shifting to experience different career paths; shifting to meet people I've always wanted to meet; shifting to experience a world that feels safe; shifting to experience love that is so pure, warm, & unconditional, no matter the forms it takes; shifting to meet aspects & versions of myself i never thought possible; shifting to live and love as i wish; shifting to grow; shifting to learn; shifting to heal; shifting for fun; shifting to rest; shifting because I want to and because I CAN!!!!!

Think as if you have it and you do. All other rules are just assumptions that you've built about manifestation

the sisyphus delusion. . . drop the boulder and shift realities.

sisyphus had one job. one brutal, mindless, soul-crunching job. roll the rock up the hill, watch it roll back down, repeat. camus, bless his french-algerian heart, tells us sisyphus is happy because he chooses to be. because he winks at the abyss and says, fine, let’s dance. because the struggle itself is a kind of victory.

alas, sisyphus is not free. he is a hamster in a particularly wheel, finding comfort in his own entrapment. and that is where he and the modern shifter shake hands. the great cosmic irony is that shifters, these darlings of self-willed escape, have turned themselves into their own myth. they are sisyphus reborn, but instead of a rock, they roll their mindset uphill, over and over again. every affirmation, every subliminal, every night spent whispering to the void. an endless exertion, a labour of self-convincing.

it’s not shifting. it’s straining. the difference between them and sisyphus is that at least he had the decency to stop pretending the rock wasn’t real.

shifting should be the rejection of struggle, not its rebranding. but somewhere along the way, it became another mountain, another test, another something-to-be-earned. people talk about shifting like it’s a boss battle, like they have to do enough reality checks, clear enough mental debris, align their subconscious like the planets in some great celestial waiting room. they believe in the rock. they believe in the climb. they are hypnotised by the effort.

but effort is resistance, and resistance is friction, and friction keeps things exactly where they are. loa already taught us this, what you fight, you feed. what you chase, you place ahead of you, always out of reach. shifting is not a process, it’s a decision. it is not a matter of if, it is a matter of when. and 'when' is only ever waiting on you.

so step aside. let the rock roll where it may. stop thinking of shifting as a mountain to scale and start thinking of it as a room you already own. there is no application form. no cosmic bureaucracy keeping you from your desires. no checklist, no gods, no gatekeepers. only you, making your own mythology out of something as simple as stepping through a door.

so, dear sisyphus-in-disguise, put down your affirmations, your desperate notes to the universe, your battle against the self. don’t just push the rock. drop it. and walk into the world that was already waiting for you.

had a dream about my dr s/o last night… I need him so bad it’s not even funny anymore pLEASE

happy love month! you’re shifting so very soon!!!💋

another day another moodboard

and if I say I just shifted?

I got up out of my bed just to go piss girl and I swear to god— I was in there just thinking “damn I get to shift tonight— wait, no. I get to shift whenever the hell I want. I could shift right now.” and went about my business like normal.

WHEN I TELL YOU I returned to my room and my drink, which I had sitting on top of a book ON MY BED is now sitting on my end table. I DID NOT PUT IT THERE. It’s been sitting on that book ever since I went and got it— WHY IS IT NOW SUDDENLY ON THE TABLE ????

I shifted idc.

Now it’s time to skedaddle to a dr methinks.