There is nothing worth explaining, for when your angry you might say things that hurt others but in your heart of heart you believe those words or else you would of never said them. When you speak of someones flaws its not for them to feel bad about themselves and its not to make yourself feel better but its to throw the fact out there that they are not going unnoticed and whatever moves they make are in fact being taken note of. See the people that get mad at you when you try to tell them about themselves are people that thought they were fooling someone into believing that they were someone else.If in life you see that someone truly cares for you then you will feel comfortable when they tell you things to help you, but sometimes we have people that disguise themselves to make it seem that they care about you but they just try to continue to mislead you to thinking so. In life we are all hot and cold, especially in NYC. I'm hot for the lovers and cold to the haters. It is all to funny to me how God has revealed a path for me, one of showing me how i stand out from the rest of my crowd, one where he pours his love and understanding to me with every new experience. It is a truly wonderful and scary to be able to look at yourself in the mirror and question yourself as vigorously as you would do to someone else and really answer yourself honestly.....and see why certain things happen and how what you do can effect every situation around you. If there is one thing that i try to tell people it is that if you don't like what you hear don't listen, if you don't like what you say don't speak, if you don't like where you are then leave, and if you don't like who you are the change it. Sometimes we hurt ourselves by sticking to people that aren't good to us or for us, or just staying in a situation that hasn't changed but you have. We have a right in this world to make sure we have a good life and as a believer in GOD and Jesus, it's a hard and long road. Sure we cannot all be perfect or even try to be, i like my vices because they make me unique, but if we can all learn to be a little more compassionate to others even though we might not completely understand there circumstance, it will still make us a little less hard on ourselves. When i feel like my world is falling apart i look at people that don't have anything, no water, no food and it makes me feel lucky to be where i am. I've never tried to covet or hate on anyone's success because in my heart, for the people around me and in my life, it gives me joy to see that they are doing and feeling good. Well enuff for me today....those are just some of my thoughts. Happy Holidays
#leo #thelion
#summerbaby #sunchild #lionheart #rawrr
This is a A and B conversation so C your way out before D jumps over E and F's you up like a G......haha
Look at her body so amazing...she's hot she's blazin....you think she's confident and strong inside...but she's only dressed like that for attention from guys.....her daddy wasn't home and her mama wasn't there so she struts her stuff and gives it up without a care............ #hoodissues
Me
The way you changed my world around when you landed from heaven on gods green ground heavenly beauty that i can't describe your lovely voice that opened my eyes Your radient essence that surrounds my heart from the sweetest lover, I cannot depart only one true person could have my heart when we make love it's like a work of art So splendid that pictures have a million words people bow at your beauty around the world my sweetest lover, truest friend to this romance that shall have no end.
When I look back to some time ago, I saw myself happy and in control, the years went by, they came they went, broke up fought and together again, looking at the people we used to be, now realizing the world moves on and so should we. Tape on this broken heart won’t hold forever…and sure enough it will break and be put back together…what a fool what a fool, I think to myself….for believing that you can care for somebody else. I had the chance to start a new but you dragged me back in with your witches brew. I can’t seem to see the reason, why I hate you like a heathen, you make me sad, you hurt my ego, like a lion in the jungle-I just wanna eat you, like the prey u are, a hopeless gazelle that wondered to far…look out look out the king of the night, is on the prowl looking for a bite…at first you run at my sight, then you play around and try to put up a fight…but once I sink my teeth in the bite…all you gonna do is go night night….lolz I’m so silly sometimes…I’m in my own world my own mind…Walking down the road that’s covered in gold, diamonds and rubies adored…floating like a princess locked in a world where everyone throws rocks at her thrown, the princess yells out but doesn’t get heard, she tries to speak but loses her words.
Going thru some changes, some good some bad, some i wish i didn't have....People want to walk around with a smile on there face..which is cool i guess because it disguises the bitter taste, that they have in there mouth from talking so much smack, oh what i would give to take those nasty words back. Thinking and plotting and hurting my head...I want to be nice but straight anger fills my head...not towards people, friends, and foes...but anger for when i try to change..people never know. I need some love and i need some affection, i don't want to walk around with my heart guarded and protected. "not i said the kat" and nether am i, not a ho, not a slut, not a slide, not a hood rat...I am a powerful being, a titan i am strong....when changes come i don't follow the drum...I lead the way for that is why i was made...to be a leader in these fools heads...
LEO July 23-Aug 23
The Sun is the single most important planet, because it represents a LEO's ego and individuality. It shows their ambitions and deepest character traits, where they have the ability to shine. Such people represent what might be termed the heartforce of humanity. They are overflowing with sympathy, and are generally generous to a fault. They are usually lucky in money matters, often having money given to them from unthought-of sources; but they crave love above all, and this is the one thing they seldom get. Such people have the power to inspire others, and as leaders like Napoleon, born in this Sign. They have an ability to lead their men through fire or death. People who were born in this period usually have an extremely independent spirit; they detest control or being dictated to. They have great tenacity of purpose and will power and if once they put their mind on some plan, purpose or position, they usually reach their goal in spite of every difficulty or obstacle.
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Well it's been a while since I last posted up. Been laying low like a band aid in the cut. Dont turn ur back or get butt fucked. Don't look for me cause I'm up in the sky. Not even with radar can I be seen. I believe I can fly. The sour and kush got me high so on another level IS I. :)
Basically a blog about how I feel mixed in with some original poetry...ENJOY :)
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