white cassock… save me…
John Schmidt never quite fit in. It wasn’t just his outstanding intellect that set him apart from his peers. It was something else, somewhere deep inside him.
He was a tall and scrawny kid who didn’t have much in common with the other boys or girls around him. He so desperately wanted to connect with them, but his nerdy interests and shy demeanor made it difficult. A profound sense of loneliness began setting in.
As he matured, he realized it wasn’t just a friendship he was seeking from the other guys, but his judgmental community drove him to suppress his abominable desires deep in his wretched soul. His feelings didn’t matter much anyway, since his insecurities convinced him, that anyone would find him repulsive if he tried getting closer.
He finally left his small town when he was effortlessly accepted into university to study mechanical engineering. During his first year, he met Andrew Morgan, a fellow student who lit up every room he walked into. Andrew was everything his classmate could only dream of being: charismatic, well-liked, funny, and John became infatuated with him. Soon, an unexpected friendship flourished, and as they got closer, John realized that he felt something more for Andrew than just friendly admiration.
He repressed his feelings, because his buddy, who was never strapped for attention from beautiful women, couldn’t possibly reciprocate. He ultimately deemed his desires shameful, as his best friend showed him nothing but kindness, and he was repaying him with these immoral thoughts. He felt like a creep, a monster, who prayed on an unassuming young man, which only deepened his self-hatred.
Years passed, and both brilliant men graduated at the top of their class. As if his résumé wasn’t impressive enough, John earned a doctorate and secured a position in a prestigious research facility. Andrew became a professor at their alma mater, beloved by his students and other staff members alike, and found a nice woman with whom he eventually settled down.
John watched from the sidelines as the relationship of the man he loved blossomed. On one fateful day, he received a wedding invitation accompanied by a request to be his dear friend’s best man.
John had no choice but to choke back his tears as he put on his best suit and tie.
D’arce from band AU by @gutsfroggie‼️ I love how the characters in her au look so much 😩 I really dig their vibe
“I stood next to your celebrated christ, Alll-mer the Ascended One as he carved his idol.”
The Man in Black for my friend
Olivia requested by @koiposting 💐
Boguslav in his traveling outfit as a treat 😋
Boguslav Cress, the sly merchant, a character from my friend's book The Folk Hero
He looked to the west at the setting sun, shielding his tired eyes with his gloved hand, before saying: “It’s getting late, perhaps we should find a place to rest for the night.”
“Come on!” exclaimed the yellow mage, almost insulted by such an absurd suggestion. “The night is young! And we’re in Jettaiah of all places! Let loose a little!”
“I do not ‘let loose’,” stated the dark priest flatly. “This pilgrimage has an important goal, and I simply cannot get distracted by such frivolous nonsense.”
“Have fun doing that, then. Or don't,” scoffed the yellow mage. “I’m going to an opium den a brother recommended to me.”
I decided to post this again because it's my blog, and I do what I want. 😋
Hey guys, I recently published a one-shot fanfic on AO3! It's Cahara/Enki AU, so if you're interested, feel free to check it out!
Here's the description:
On his pilgrimage to the Eastern Sanctuaries, a young dark priest stumbles into an opium den, where he meets a stranger, who seems to be very interested in spending the night with him while indulging in opium smoking. 😊
I also drew an illustration 🤭
idk if you do requests but if you do... can i request an olivia haas doodle... pretty please with sprinkles n a cherry on top
sure, thank you for the request! im pretty busy with schoolwork at the moment, but I'm putting her at the top of my imaginary drawing list!
olivia is such a cutie pie, i honestly cannot believe i haven't drawn her yet... 🤔🤔
over on my instagram I said that I'd like to revisit my old ocs (especially my favorite old man John) once I'm finished with my exams and I was wondering, if you guys would be interested in the lore. and if so, would you prefer a good ol' lore dump, or would you like me to share the lore more "organically" (tho I can't guarantee that I'll be consistent enough for that...)
let me know what you think! feel free to share any thoughts/suggestions/requests 👀
old art moment 😭🙌
hey man
hii ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )
d’arce in a gown inspired by christian dior fall 2006 couture collection (i don’t know what any of these words mean (i also gave her micro bangs as a treat))
i seriously need to lock in for school but i managed to sneak in one more drawing 😇
picture of the original gown under cut
I hope you guys appreciate enki’s scrumptious forehead
You notice a person kneeling in the darkness...
Hey guys, I’m working on a collection of stories about my OC Oleander and I finally published the prologue and the first chapter if you want to check it out! 🫶
Tales of Oleander
whatever doja cat said about big noses 🙄
Boguslav Cress, the sly merchant, a character from my friend's book The Folk Hero
merry christmas to everyone who celebrates‼️ shout out to my friend for this adorable idea 🫶
is this content?
I’m planning to write a collection of stories about Oleander (I’ve already started but I don’t have much yet) so lmk if you’d like to check it out and I’ll send you the link once I actually write something 😋
he’s learning healing magic, good for him 😇
Marcoh as a 50s greaser
shout out to @schromp-lee for no particular reason 😇
someone teach me how to render leather 😭 this is a cry for help (also I really hope the colors look right because they appeared so different on my pc vs on my phone 😭🙏)
what is this guy doing here? 😲 (this is not a working mod)
“hey my partner saw you from across the dungeon and we hate your vibe. he’s gonna cast hurting on you”
HEAR YE, HEAR YE! The lore video I was talking about is FINALLY HERE‼️ I hope you like it 😋 (this is not a working mod)
I made the funger gang as gingerbread cookies‼️
UMM ABSOLUTELY I WANT TO HEAR ABT YOUR FUNGER GUY?? tell me abt him!!
His name is Oleander (which means “an evergreen tree” 🌿) and he is a herbalist/folk healer, which he took up after his ageing mother! He has the Caressing soul type and he is in the dungeons to search for a rare herb (something silphium adjacent), which is said to grow there because of the presence of the old gods. Thank you sm for asking! 🫶
(I drew this in my biochemistry class 🤪)
tumblr is actually committing psychological warfare against me bc they keep showing me ads for the exact latin textbooks I use 😭😭 (medical latin is actually driving me insane send help)
if you have any questions about him, feel free to ask‼️ I don't have the capacity to make the comic about his backstory rn (for it is such a huge project), which I'm planning to do, since I don't want to half-ass it, but I'd love to talk about him.
the virgin phlegmatic vs the chad with balanced humors
the virgin phlegmatic vs the chad with balanced humors