"what do you do for a living?" Oh I am a professional hopeless romantic and I read books and cry in my free time.
i just. wanna LIVE. read some BOOKS watch some MOVIES. what's all this abt careers? ambition? what abt LETTING THE SOFT ANIMAL OF UR BODY LOVE WHAT IT LOVES
I want to be a mysterious girl with a private online presence but I also need to tell everybody I cried at the DMV
โIt's taboo to admit that you're lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven't left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you're not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are. A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn't transition well to adult life, that you'd fall right through the cracks. And look at you now, it's happening.โ
soft reminder: youโre alive. you survived the worst nights youโve ever experienced. you picked yourself up when you were at rock bottom. you made it through the worst relapses, loneliness, heartbreak, failure and darkness in your life. when you wanted to disappear you stayed, time and time again. you can make it through anything. you will get through this too.
I am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who look better, who live better, who love better than I.
-Sylvia Plath
- lockscreen ๐๐
โI will treasure your eyes that reflect me as they quietly grow deeper.โ
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Taeyeon (SNSD), Wine
I donโt WANT a career. I want to cuddle and sleep and eat and read and create and love and be loved.