Repeat This Until You Understand It: I Do Not Need People Who Do Not Need Me.

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The Tumblr love story I had in mind.

I want a love story with a girl who I met on Tumblr. We talked to each other online, we skyped and developed a good friendship that turned into something more. Two years later, you met each other for real and you decided to be together to have your happy life. You had an apartment and good jobs and whatever that comes in the way. You go through rough times and you depend on each other for strength. You worked hard together for your dreams and you got them together as well. Then your relationship lasted for years until you get old and feed each other cookies.

Wouldn’t that be great? Now I’m interested to find that girl.

At times I want people to know how dark I am but then they would ask why

It's nearly been 8 months now, I don't know what to say. I can't even tell you how much I cry everyday. I wear your jewellery around my neck but it just ties me to the pain. We knew you were going to leave us but you're never prepared for that day. Your birthday is coming up. How are you not going to be here for that day? We talk about you constantly but still I just don't know what to say.

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I got my heartbroken by someone I never even got to call mine. I felt like a idiot for months. Humiliated. Ashamed. Until one day my therapist told me: “He gave you permission to love him.” And he did. And no matter how many times I try to share myself into believing it was never love…it always comes back. I did love him. I still do. It’s not pathetic that I allowed myself to fall for someone who made me feel safe. It was beautiful, and one day it will be beautiful again.

I don't like how endings in life come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. One minute you're In the middle of something and the next it's all a very long time ago and you're a different person and none of it is coming back. Endings come whether I want them to or not. Endings come whether I am ready for them or not. People change, people leave, people come. Life will not make sense at times. But in the end All I can say is enjoy each moment, each person and everything you can until you can.

-Harris

Not that this mattered to you

Someone be my gay friend please?

I need more gay friends