Latest Posts by lost-with-no-begining - Page 2

I don't know if you've been there, but sometimes, in the middle of the day, out of nowhere, I find myself suddenly thinking of you. I'm trying so hard to block you out of my mind. I'm trying. So hard. But how? When my mind got used to think of you when I'm tired. Or homesick. How can you still be my comfort now when you're the main reason why I'm sad?

It was always going to come down to this

Saphira hummed deep in her throat. I have no answers either. Life is both pain and pleasure. If this is the price you must pay for the hours you enjoy, is it too much?

I got my heartbroken by someone I never even got to call mine. I felt like a idiot for months. Humiliated. Ashamed. Until one day my therapist told me: “He gave you permission to love him.” And he did. And no matter how many times I try to share myself into believing it was never love…it always comes back. I did love him. I still do. It’s not pathetic that I allowed myself to fall for someone who made me feel safe. It was beautiful, and one day it will be beautiful again.

Not that this mattered to you

don’t trust people who don’t say hello to their pets

This is so true it hurts. 💦

I don't like how endings in life come on so suddenly without making sense, without much warning. One minute you're In the middle of something and the next it's all a very long time ago and you're a different person and none of it is coming back. Endings come whether I want them to or not. Endings come whether I am ready for them or not. People change, people leave, people come. Life will not make sense at times. But in the end All I can say is enjoy each moment, each person and everything you can until you can.

-Harris

Everything else changes, everyone else changes, but I haven't changed. I'm still the same person I was 5 years ago, only now I've a lot less bricks holding up my foundation.

At least from the way you've been treating me I know you will be okay when I'm not around anymore

it's been a long quarantine

it's been a long quarantine™️

At times I want people to know how dark I am but then they would ask why

In case u needed something to make ur day better

If any of you have scars across your beautiful skin due to self harm, psychological damage due to depression, of emotional/psychological abuse, or are just having a shitty day, reblog this. I WILL message you. Every single one of you. Hopefully I can send you a message that will help make you smile.

Sadly the longer life goes on, the longer the list seems to get

“I think part of the reason why we hold so tight is because we fear something so great won’t happen twice”

— unknown (via hatin)

It's nearly been 8 months now, I don't know what to say. I can't even tell you how much I cry everyday. I wear your jewellery around my neck but it just ties me to the pain. We knew you were going to leave us but you're never prepared for that day. Your birthday is coming up. How are you not going to be here for that day? We talk about you constantly but still I just don't know what to say.