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How can you let doubt lead you the way you do?
How can a man so spectacular in so many ways feel so inadequate?
I know my attempts to enlighten you to your own greatness fall on deaf ears
I know you believe I see you through love’s eye so my view is skewed You forget that I haven’t always loved you, But I have always thought you a great man
There is more than one path to being a Good Human Being™
Hanging on by a thread Waiting for you to cut the cord
he took a screenshot and my heart took flight
You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison
I want to rail. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to yell out horrible things about him and make him feel as useless and broken as I do.
I want his arms around me. I want him to stroke my hair and tell me it will be okay. I want to believe it will be okay. I want to be safe. And secure.
But no one hears my wants as they fall directly into the blackness which was once my heart.
Time again to box it all up. Put it away. Pretend I don’t feel. Time to lose myself in mundanity. Hide from passion. Give up on hope.
The darkness in my head thick viscid pulling me under
I once thought you had come to banish the darkness It turns out you only came to snuff out my remaining light
I miss you You miss me Yet we keep missing each other
I keep typing out all my feelings to you Then I remember I’m not allowed anymore
No matter how hard I try Or the amount of willpower I manage to summon You will always be my weakness
It’s just nice to know once in a while you’re weak for me, too
When you avoid your feelings, you bury your passion
What is life without passion?