Lavi - he/him - 20somethingHey so I’m a fictive and this is my blog I guess. Our host, Loki (he/they) might also post sometimes but mostly this is just for me.
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God is great, beer is good, and syscourse is crazy
What makes an endogenic headmate different from a traumagenic alter? Simple. 1: A little bit of chicken fried 2: Cold beer on a friday night 3: A pair of jeans that fit just right 4: The radio on
@freezingcoldsystemtakes I think this nonsensicalness is your brand
I have just told our boss that we’re moving :’) He was rly sad. I wish he would move with us, he doesn’t want to stay here either but he can’t just pick up and move the business 😢
Where's my Breakfast?
Oil on Panel 30x30 cm
Artist: Daniel Arthur
fictive culture is really really really wanting to watch Source but last time you tried it threw you into a deep depression spiral even skipping the big triggering events.
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Syscourse wasnt this much of a thing back when I had my old tumblr. I’ve been back for like two weeks and I’m already over it. Why so it so hard for people to live and let live?
i won the syscourse brackets. in honour of that, here is the one and only real syscourse take you will ever see on this blog:
syscourse is pointless and brings a net negative to the system/plural community.
the results of this bracket highlight this all too well. you all voted for me, a gimmick blog who doesnt post real syscourse, over dozens of other blogs who do post long, formatted, nuanced takes everyday. why?
because some part of you all knows this is fucking stupid. this roundabout arguing over the same handful of topics, the same formula of bait blogs crashing in and new micro stances developing to pretend like you have new topics. every few weeks a bunch of people leave the tag, and a few more unfortunate people join it. a small number of people have stayed in the tag for years, regurgitating the same old arguments and same old talking points ad nauseum because they cant escape the toxic nature of syscourse despite knowing it harms them and ultimately leads nowhere.
youre all sick of this. and thats not me extrapolating- i watch the tag. nearly every major syscourser whos stuck around has stated they are sick of this and know that 90% of it is pointless and detrimental to their mental state. so i beg the question, why are you all still doing this? a sense of loyalty? a lack of other things to spend your attention on? emotional self harm?
i think its high time we all acknowledge that syscourse never had a point, nor an end goal. its all fabricated discourse founded on intentional misinterpretations of the opposing sides, and catalysted by the high strung emotions of the predominantly underage user base within the tag. you guys arent even pretending you enjoy it anymore. so leave it behind. let the tag die. the system/plural community will reap a great benefit from this utterly useless circular arguing no longer making its verbally violent rounds every few days.
as someone who escaped syscourse and whos sole involvement now is through this gimmick blog i barely touch except to add asks to the queue, i can say from experience: there are better things to do. far more fulfilling connections to be made. and the fomo goes away after like, a week. so let syscourse go.
sys culture is
“oh, i listen to a lot of everything :)” when someone asks what kind of music you like
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Oh, so when they get spoken to by a god in their head they're a "prophet" and "will lead us to salvation," but when I get spoken to by a god in my head I have "DID" and "should go to therapy."
Headmate who will not hesitate to dropkick anyone who annoys them
*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this
Baking and making compote instead of doing adult shit ✌️ We’re just going to ignore the pile of laundry and lists of to-do’s for another day and hope the will exists tomorrow
Allem Walker
D gray man :3
Im so ready but also not ready for dgm to return
It’s been a day. I hate having to be stern about things with people and I would much rather just make goofs and vibe. There’s definitely been a lot of both and I’m emotionally exhausted from putting out fires in system and trying to look normal for everyone else.
I joked in my other post but I rly am the system emotional support dog. At least today wasn’t the norm. It’s not usually this rough.
No fr!!!!! I can’t watch anything if there’s no captions! And the mistakes ai makes throw me out of the thing and I miss like 2 min of dialogue and get lost.
I wish I could watch more youtubers and understand the kids of today but like no one bothers captioning properly and the AI captions kill me off
Okay we had a moment last night and if you saw it no you didn’t.
-still not sure who’s fronting
Why is America still a country. This place sucks. Everything is hell. Some rich guy decided he gets unlimited access and we just have to go along with it??? Suck my fucking dick Literally any fucking Republican. Suck my dick. I hate you, and I hope trump, musk & co. Fucking choke.
Like to charge reblog to fucking cast.
Okay wait I just had an epiphany about my role here. Bear with me.
Was thinking about how many of us are demons, demonic, demon related and how funny it was that I’m vibing here amidst all these demons when I’m an exorcist in source.
Then I thought about my demon bf from the canon divergent memories and it clicked like. My best friend in system is a demon and I just vibe with these guys that be struggling with humanity and feeling lovable and I think that’s my role here.
I’m the demon bitches emotional support dog. Lmfao.
demonic possession wouldn’t even affect me, i would just assume it’s The Symptoms
Being plural is like
Woah I’m glad that breakdown is over, I hope no one saw that.
The fucking Grinch: Yeah
hot take. if u a system, u a system. end post
alright fellas so because I accidentally deleted the old one when the incident where I tried to purge all my stuff on impulse happened, I decided that I’m gonna make a new playlist for fictionfolk to add to, not just the fictionkin community I posted it to this time though!
if you want to be added, DM me and I’ll send you a collaborative link. I only ask that you don’t spread the link because I’m trying to keep track of who is in the playlist and I need to list what usernames go to who in order to do that. This is to prevent raiding, which may seem silly but I have had so many different things raided in the past that I don’t want to risk it.
I won’t make the usernames public, they’ll be kept in a google doc so I can remember who is who. I’ll make the REGULAR playlist link public once it’s got enough to not automatically add songs.
tagging my moots so this can get more attention, you don’t have to participate though: @untamedcrusader, @zombiepoe, @kittykatkatelol, @2bitedust, @4sqadia-8anthen, @spud-sys, @tybaltsrapier, @magicarpsystem
Do I??? Do I kin Barry fucking Blue Jeans from taz???? Fuck dude. Screaming crying throwing up in this Chili’s listening to the last episode of the stolen century arc. I cannot kin another hopelessly love struck dork.
Watch me split a Barry fictive, actually. It’s a perfect storm up in here of stress + hyperfocus. Someone end my suffering.
Small rant?
TLDR: the pro vs anti endo thing is stupid, yall need to all (BOTH SIDES) live and let live and ignore the people that you don’t agree with
I’m so confused by the pro endo, anti endo thing? I keep seeing pro endo posts saying things about how the anti endos are being mean to them and then I see an anti endo post about how pro endos are being mean to them but I have yet to see either said actually be mean to each other past saying “they say this false thing about us “ or “they say they’re about this when th eye say this other thing too”. Like? The only thing y’all are doing is putting words in each others mouths???? Have you tried just leaving well enough alone????
I don’t rly get how endo systems can exist but it’s not my business so like, how about I take it one system at a time and judge them on their actions and not on something i intrinsically cannot understand as I’m not living their experience. Like, it makes me a little uncomfortable? But that’s my problem, not theirs?
Can we please all just not?
I really don’t care. I just want to vibe and talk to people that vibe with me.
like this post if you're a trembling theyfab plucked from a pop punk concert resisting anti trans laws, reblog to give a fist bump and a hug to a clocky 6'0 tranny with a big rifle! we're going to the same protest! I love the trans community <3 death to exorsexism and transmisogyny forever and ever <3