blog of a fem tboy vampiric siren living on landhe/they/it ☆ 18 ☆ 4/10/25 💉☆ digital diary ☆☆ i post about my genders a lot ☆☆ https://gofund.me/5d25dd4b ☆
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im feeling down but theres nothing i want to do or buy i dont even wanna buy food which is something i always wanna do whenever im upset
was supposed to play overwatch with a discord server im somewhat active in but like no one showed
i hate having no friends. being alone is fun until youre reminded that youre truly alone
and like i really want to share the fact that im having bottom growth and have people tell me in that moment that theyre proud and happy of me but i have no one :’)
might just post it randomly to a discord server im in meant to tmen and get my validation from there
and im constantly like “i wish i had a bf” but i really dont wanna use dating apps they fucking suck
grindr is so damn scary and comes off as “scam the app” then i feel like shit using any other dating app i dont wanna swipe on ppl thats mean
idk. just sad and lonely rn
chat ima need yall to imagine somone
imagine a person, androgynous looking but if you had to choose, assuming youre thinking heteronormatively), see them as a guy and masculine
theyre black (very important when it comes to choosing my name tbh), nonbinary agender, usually has their afro (thats dyed blonde) out, will probably lock their hair soon
but they also love femininity, still dress feminine, and refers to themselves using the term “femboy”
whagt name do you vibe with for said person? thinking abt changing it bc my cousin makes fun of my current one a lot and my brother kinda makes fun of it
also, if you comment your own it needs to start with the letter s!! i dont want my initials to change lol
current preference is sage and soren tied for first and silas is in last place
I'm just-
we classified the colossal squid in 1925, put together from pieces found in sperm whale stomachs.
we've found them dead or dying or in distress, floating on the surface or entangled by trawlers.
but now
in 2025
100 years later
we finally find one alive and thriving in the deep Antarctic sea
and it's a baby.
my blog was meant to be a roleplay / irl kinda thing and i chucked the roleplay aspect into the trash LMAO
im meant to roleplay as a siren confused about living on land which makes sense tbh for my age rn since im only 18 and now living life as an adult™
OH MY GOD ITS THE 3 WEED SMOKING GIRLFIRENDS POST
My three girlfriends. And yes, they smoke weed.
EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP SCIENTISTS AT THE SCHMIDT OCEAN INSTITUTE HAVE FOOTAGE OF A LIVE COLOSSAL SQUID FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🦑‼️🦑‼️🦑‼️🦑‼️🦑‼️🦑
I put on Twitter that a cute date idea for me (a cis woman with reproductive issues) and my boyfriend (a trans man) would be for us to get a hysterectomy together and someone replied:
somewhat nsft,
but YALL IM ALREADY HAVING BOTTOM GROWTH OMG
Age 9: "Tomboy"
Age 15: Strictly enforced femininity
Age 30: Hitting the mental limits of being closeted all his life and about to crash HARD
Age 47: Fifteen years now since starting transition. Far more good days than bad, no regrets.
The world may be full of uncertainty and danger, but I resolve to continue to find joy in who I am. Be joyful to be kind to yourself and be joyful to spite the bastards who would tear us apart.
Loved one got top surgery yesterday so I made this for him but I think y’all would appreciate it too
dude i cannot wait till i pass
i cannot wait till i look more masc and androgynous
i cannot wait till i look like how i want
i keep getting recommended posts by transfems and their journey and them passing im so jealous and happy for them theyre so happy they pass so well theyre so pretty i cant WAIT FOR THAT ERA OF MY TRANSITION WHERE I JUST AM SO PROUD AND OUT AND HAPPY AND POSTING ABOUT IT
Okay, time for some house cleaning. If you disagree with any of these then get off my blog
Trans women are women
Trans men are men
Nonbinary people are nonbinary
Bisexuals, pansexuals, and omnisexuals are valid
Arospec and acespec people are valid
Trans women deserve to be included in women spaces
Trans lesbians deserve to be included in lesbian spaces
Trans men deserve to be included in men’s spaces
Gay trans men deserve to be included in gay spaces
Black lgbtq+ people deserve to be included in our community
Indigenous lgbtq+ people deserve to be included in our community
LGBTQ+ people of all races deserve to be included in our community
You’re never too old to transition or discover your sexuality
Respect is not given but earned
Polyamorous relationships are valid
Monogamous relationships are valid
And lastly, but sure not leastly,
I pray this won’t lose me too many followers. Not because I care about followers but because I hope not many people disagree with this
everyone should watch this video. just learned something new. the usa is still genociding indigenous people and they won't stop.
my brothers response to me starting hrt a few weeks ago
On April 16th 2025 the US federal government has proposed to change the interpretation of the endangered species act so that it no longer protects habitat.
This is open for public comment until the end of May 19th. Please comment and make your voice heard.
Wildlife need their habitat. If the ESA redefines harm so that habitat is no longer protected, the implications for wildlife would be catastrophic.
bamanaba breamd…….
GUYS MY THERAPIST THINKS IM FUNNY IM WINNING LIFE
THEY EVEN SAIDTHAY I SHOULD GET MY OWN SITCOM BC I MAKE RHEM LAUHH SO MUCH
I’m hoping that this is as “angry” as I’ll get with a comic, but given how the world is shaping up politically at the moment, I fear that might not be the case.
It’s been incredibly eye opening to witness the degree to which some people I know are willing to bury their heads in the sand in order to avoid the reality of the awful things that are happening around them. Awful things that they were told were going to happen.
In America, people are being black bagged and shipped off to El Salvador without due process to be held indefinitely in prisons, with the current administration now making social media posts cruelly boasting that they’ll never return.
Make no mistake, if people are being kidnapped by the government, given no due process, and are shipped to a foreign nation to be held in prison with no intention to give them any legal recourse, we need to call these prisons what they are:
They are death camps.
The United States of America is rounding up “undesirables” and sending them to death camps.
There are people in this country that voted for this. No matter how nice they otherwise seem or claim to be, these people are evil to the core.
There are also people who didn’t vote for this, but do provide social validation and acceptance to those who did.
If you are someone who thinks you’re against fascism, but you also accept fascists in your life, you are a fascist.
There can be no acceptance of intolerance. In the comic, the person I’m lampooning is the “Fake Trans Ally”, but you can swap out “trans” for any other group of marginalized people. Frankly, just call this person “The Fake Ally.”
If you’re someone reading this and feel attacked because I’m calling you a fake ally, it’s time to do some soul searching. When the history books are written about this period of American history, are you going to be someone who was unambiguously against hatred, or were you someone that treated hate as acceptable?
Were you someone that invited hatred into your home?
Were you someone that shared a meal with hatred?
Were you someone that allowed hatred a safe haven?
If you’re someone that does that, you yourself are hateful.
When you accept hate, you do so at the expense of those who are the target of that hatred.
Be better, our lives depend on it.
you've been salmonsharked reblog to salmonshark someone else
macadamia nut with white chocolate or chocolate chip raisin since regular chocolate chip is too sweet for me :3 (it hurts my teeth now 💔)
what is your favorite type of cookie. not allowed to throw shade not allowed to be mean to each other just say what kinda cookie you like the most. this isn’t a competition just a conversation between friends there is no right answer
i invited this guy i was talking to, (who im sure fetishizes trans men since he said how hed prefer me not to start hrt or get top surgery BUT wanted me to get bottom bc he likes futas LMAO) ,
to this viking roleplay minecraft server i was apart of
the issue?
you have to make a character to be able to join the r and play on it
mind you, ive been roleplaying since i was 9
i offered to help make his character
he.
decided to use chat gpt.
to make it.
yeahh after that i didnt really wanna talk to him anymore…
it also didnt help that he BARELY txted me back
When I say that transmasculine people, including, obviously, binary trans men, don't hold power over women, there's always ONE fucker who's like "oh yeah ? But what if it's a whit, able-bodied perisex transhet man who's papers are all changed, who cispasses and is totally stealth AND is a manager ??? What then ???"
And I'm like, you CAN'T be in good faith rn. I'm not saying this particular case doesn't exist but be for real, it must be one in a fucking million. And even in this case, the dude is one outing away from having all his privileges taken away from him, which isn't the case for cis white men.
Stop nitpicking. Transmasculine people don't hold power over women. Period. If you want a punching bag, aim at the people who are truly after your ass.
Trans men standing to pee
im trying to become a more happier person™ which includes me avoiding any topics that make me angry or sad
anyways, who wants to play roblox?
yall i finally deleted twitter 🙏❤️
im healing
yall so.. i actually started hrt 2 weeks ago (this week thursday will be my 3rd injection!) and i didnt make a post bc my dumbass got too lazy to buy (also poor) the trans flag to put up so i just printed out a picture and taped it on my wall LMAO
im gonna buy it soon yall!! along with the trans icon blåhaj :3
ALSO ITS FREE!!! BC MY INSURANCE IN NYS LEGALLY HAS TO INSURE ALL GENDER REAFFIRMING CARE SO ID ONLY END UP PAYING FOR THE NEEDLES IF ANYTHING
also picture of the pretty girl since yall haven’t seen her in a bit
day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 🙏
IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW
the gods must hate me today bc not only did i eat shit and fall running up a hill,
but i also need to recollect literally all of my items for my batch at work because my cart somehow disa-fucking-ppeared
im upset and about to cry
chat this is my first day ever doing an am shift (7a-3a) and while running to my lyft bc i didnt want to be late, i fucking ate shit and FELL
thank god my house is on a hill and no one saw me 😭
good morning ig 💀