I cannot wait to reunite with mother :)
my ex friend bragged about knowing my address thinking I forgot I knew I just didn’t give a rats ass he not even like that the guy stutters out in public tf I gotta worry for 🧍🏽♀️
Blood Bath 🩸🩸🩸
Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.
Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.
Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.
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I just found out a gay white supremacist is following me 🧍🏽♀️ like white people aren’t superior and it’s cringe to think so, I’m honestly not even mad at that type of mentality I laugh at it like how are you gay and a white supremacist at the same time they don’t like gay people 😭 pick a struggle
ppl saying "we need more weird people" when they cant even handle when a schizo-spec person unmasks around them
Schizotypal is like having thoughts that people are out to get you and your mind convincing you that your friends and family don’t like you