I Want To Join An Occult Community Here But Why Are The Ones Who Are Giving Out Knowledge Invite Only?

He should be tracking my location 24/7

My boyfriend is the only man I love

STPD culture is being worried you're accidentally sending out secret messages to people because you just assume everyone reads into things just as much as you do

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The only man I love is my bf

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

I love working with the ars goetia I feel heard here

Last night I was terrified to fall asleep because I felt like I was being watched again :(

Me with pookie

Chenar Mekael

voices

I heard voices today and they told me my current new friend is a good person and we should stay in contact so I’ll do just that :)

Being sexually assaulted as a child fucked me up so badly I’m an adult and I’m afraid of sex now