I knew that you are a liar I saw the way you treated others who had similar experiences to me, and I didn’t get anything but you rushed to their side to help them that’s when I knew it was all a lie :)
Never trust anyone they all lie :)
Either if you love or hate me cut me up
Being sexually assaulted as a child fucked me up so badly I’m an adult and I’m afraid of sex now
Can someone recommend goth music especially female lead singers or solo female singers
Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.
Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.
Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.
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I can’t take it anymore I’m going insane