Manessathevamp - Schizotypal Girly

i require a lot of love and attention to be functional

Black Bat Flower

(tacca chantrieri)

I had a psychotic episode yesterday and the maintenance saw my hell of a room when I was outside now I’m embarrassed

✞ 666 ✞

cum inside you while i tell you that you belong to me

Im Ngl I feel like what I do to myself isn’t even self harm like idk why I do it honestly it’s relaxing like when people drink tea or something I’m not aroused by it at all I’m not a masochist I can’t even explain half the shit I feel and when I try to people try to speak for me I hate that I hate people like is it really bad to harm yourself and torture yourself if it makes me feel relaxed and content?

I want to hold organs and squish them

can you relate?

I have this issue I don’t like when people are affectionate with me it just disgusts me I don’t know why I legit feel uncomfortable