I’m happy my YouTube is getting views
Schizotypal culture is seeing someone online having a similar day to you, and thinking you’re bound to this person by some vague, nebulous bond.
cum inside you while i tell you that you belong to me
I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)
people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.