messedupcookiejar - Alex/MiScha
Alex/MiScha

Danger noodles, dinosaurs, and anime DeathNote is the best. Shigadabi/Wriolette/Matchablossom for life, basically semi-working alcoholic, I am a writer (ItIsIAlex on Ao3)

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1 year ago
"I Wish You The Best Of Luck."

"I wish you the best of luck."

This scene got me in shambles...

1 year ago
There is an anti-LGBTQ+ internet censorship bill that has unfortunately passed in Kansas. It requires you to use your ID verification for any site that involves LGBTQ existence, which are now labeled as “harmful to minors”.  This bill aligns with KOSA (Kids Online Safety Act). 🚨 https://t.co/9FZMVqCo8G  — 🌈🌷Maurice Roberts 🌷🌈 (@multicolormale) March 27, 2024

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KOSA (Kids Online Safety Act) wants to do something like this on a national level

AMERICANS, CALL YOUR REPS

1 year ago

Them just being lame ass boyfriends and gaming together on a couch. They lay around one another like brezels and give the other "You suck, loser," comments when losing before kissing their cheek.

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1 year ago
1 year ago

we're having sex and you pull out at the end to discover your cock is entirely gone, dissolved (ive digested it like a pitcher plant). bye!

1 year ago

He when Hawks is in a fanfic (I need to kill him or make him suffer inhumane things for Twice)

messedupcookiejar - Alex/MiScha
1 year ago

Me rn. Two Shigadabi stories to complete and one Pygmalion inspired Wriolette story in mind

messedupcookiejar - Alex/MiScha
1 year ago

i need feminism because when jesus does a magic trick it’s a goddamn miracle but when a woman does a magic trick she gets burned at the stake

1 year ago

Me with almost every fantasy world

I Probably Put Way Too Much Thought Into It But I Do Enjoy Making A More In Depth Story Rather Than Winging

I probably put way too much thought into it but I do enjoy making a more in depth story rather than winging it. I like to actually think about the worldbuilding, make sure things actually connect and make sense. I am a big history nerd and I feel like it's the closest I can get to writing my own history.

1 year ago

Sometimes I wish I could catch and eat my ex as well with almost no real-life consequences. W for Dabi

Speechless. The Pose. The Expression. This Should Be A Painting.

speechless. the pose. the expression. this should be a painting.

1 year ago

Fuck that. First pedos and now rapist? Those people need to die seriously, or be used for scientific experiments rats are usually used for. The rats deserve way more than these sick freaks who ate themselves out of earth's shithole and now spit absolute bullshit for life.

DONT SCROLL THIS IS IMPORTANT!

im begging anyone who sees this post to prevent rapesexual, im begging you. no one will see this but if you do reblog to get the message out that these fuckers exist and dont deserve to exist heres the flag so you can know who to fucking block, report and tell to fuck off

DONT SCROLL THIS IS IMPORTANT!

i dont want this to ruin the pride and help with self esteem of being lgbtq+ so a signal boost from larger accounts might be nice

1 year ago

Sure, why not? At this point, he has already shown how little he cares about Tomura and how weird and random everything feels. Like dream dimension? Sure, why not that also. It can't fuck the story up more at this point. And we'll just have to take his tomfoolery lying down.

My predictions for chapter 419

My Predictions For Chapter 419
1 year ago

Moth Tomura staring at Dabi's flames like: loud screeching intensifies

And then he chases the living lamp around the hideout like: LIGHT! I NEED THE LIGHT!

Fairy Shigaraki for the enjoyers

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

So, one day I went a bit insane and made 50+ pictures of Tomura as a fairy, and today I'm finally posting it!!!!

At the end there'll be the link to download them all!

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

+Izuku

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

Anyway, enjoy?

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

There is more but tumblr limit is 30 images, so download the rest here!! https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1oyTuQ-SqWwDfXDM_0t7ZZfA1RKqN1mIw?usp=drive_link Free for use too ^^ (please credit me LineLi)

1 year ago

He ain't no fairy, he is a big cranky moth boy. Chilling in the dark and staring at the lights. Sometimes banging his head against the lamps he is holding.

Fairy Shigaraki for the enjoyers

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

So, one day I went a bit insane and made 50+ pictures of Tomura as a fairy, and today I'm finally posting it!!!!

At the end there'll be the link to download them all!

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

+Izuku

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

Anyway, enjoy?

Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers
Fairy Shigaraki For The Enjoyers

There is more but tumblr limit is 30 images, so download the rest here!! https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1oyTuQ-SqWwDfXDM_0t7ZZfA1RKqN1mIw?usp=drive_link Free for use too ^^ (please credit me LineLi)

1 year ago

Some writers: *meticulously plan out every plot point and the tone and meanings before they start writing*

Me:

Some Writers: *meticulously Plan Out Every Plot Point And The Tone And Meanings Before They Start Writing*
1 year ago
1 year ago
🦀 Kudos Crab 🦀

🦀 Kudos Crab 🦀

If you are scrolling and see Kudos Crab, your fics will be blessed!

You will get good comments and kudos!

You will beat your writers block!

GO AND WRITE!

1 year ago

Tomura Shigaraki 's abuse and neglect under All for One

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

I've decided to make this post due to the fact AFO's abuse towards Tomura is often ignored and even denied, so I'll be bringing a collection of scenes that prove he was being severally neglected during the 15 years he lived with AFO

1- Malnourishment and Underweight

At the beginning of the story Tomura used to be very skinny, his spine visible, very accentuated collar bones.

We can't see if his ribcages are exposed too since he's always dressed, but we can tell he is abnormally skinny and thin.

Some theorize AFO's purposefully keeps him in this state so he's more weak and frail similar to Yoichi. Or so it adds to his tiredness and numbness.

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

He's also been shown randomly struggling before (it could've been the aftershock of Stain attack, i don't know)

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

2- Lack of hygiene

He literally lives in pure filth, trash bags, old soda cans, paper, boxes, packages of food that seems ordered other than homemade, it lingers all over his floor, he is clearly a hoarder

It's completely different of the kept and clean bar, and now before you say "That's Tomura's responsibility, he's an adult he should clean it himself!" just think for a minute, if you had a son, that you see as your heir, and bets on their future so much,If you truly cared about them and saw they felt into a hoarder mindset, wouldn't you at least help?

Why not even Kurogiri cleans if Tomura was being cared by him? This clearly is intentional neglect, specially to keep his mood constantly down.

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

3 - His teeth

Tomura canonically has crooked teeth (compare his teeth to the other's in the jump festa art), cavities or at least what looks like plaques or dirt all over his teeth.

For someone raised by someone as filthy rich as AFO, he should've had access to dental care

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

4- Shaggy hair

His hair looks un-brushed, shaggy and dirty, which had no reason for before MVA when he became homeless, so why even at the start? How long has he taken a bath or a shower?

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

Look at the blatant difference in this scene after he showered at the PLF mansion

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

5- Unkept, ragged and broken nails

despite his hands also being very skinny, his nails are also all rough and broken Now, I know Tomura isn't a kid to have someone cut his nails for him, but this implies he was never teached how to take care for himself.

Besides of course his clear symptoms of depression and suicidal idealism, which, are very obvious, All for One IS neglecting Tomura by keeping him in that state /knowing/ he isn't being capable of taking care of himself.

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

6- His bedroom

First of all: No windows

Second, notice how empty it used to be, he had nothing but a bed and a desk, but right as he committed his first murder he started to receive toys, AFO is lovebombing and manipulating him to kill more

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

7- The obvious neglect to his pain

Notice how every time Tomura panics or is even wounded, he is just ignored and left on the floor bleeding out, puking or writhing.

Which uh- it isn't normal to watch your kid writhe in the floor while smiling and monologuing

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

8- 24/7 Surveillance and lack of privacy

There are cameras everywhere, AFO spends most of the time watching Tomura, even in his own bedroom, and even talks to him, Tomura probably hasn't had any privacy ever since he was 5

Which is a sign of abuse and control

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

His entire childhood from 5 to 20 is often relatable for people who grew in cult like environments, and homeschooled children who grew under controlling parents, despite the abuse not being as "obvious" since AFO never directly physically hurt him, the neglect and psychological torture is still there, that and more all the manipulation, gaslighting and grooming (think of Mother Gothel from Tangled as an example of this type of abuser)

By the way, talking about it

9- Gaslighting

"but wasn't /you/ who desired my power?"

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

The entire body possession plot is a clear evidence AFO never saw Tomura as anything other than a toy to play with, the same way he saw Yoichi, but so many people say the possession was a retcon because "early afo cleared saw him as his heir, he even said it's all for him!"

Well, argue with the literal "he's the next me", while he is.... weirdly caressing the screen while he watches his kid with no privacy- 100% creep behavior

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

10- AFO's bizzare behavior towards Tomura

The way All for One's hands are often shown caressing him or encasing him somehow, which yeah, it's part of the symbology of Tomura's character (hands that can both hurt and save)

But knowing AFO represents /hurt/ and, you know, i'ts kinda weird to caress the kid you kidnaped off the streets like that-

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

Cuz yes! Picking kids from the street even if they are orphan is illegal!! You should take them to a police station instead :D

Tomura was KIDNAPED by AFO, not saved.

11- Proof Tomura doesn't /feel/ saved

During his fight against Bakugou, when he sees him being helped, besides being "broken" he starts to spiral on "why no one saved me even before i was broken?"

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One
Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

The visual including the granny that ignored him on the streets

AFO broke him.

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

He recurrently thinks back to when he was on the streets, even though he was already traumatized, and had already killed his family, he still had /hope/ he ADMITS he believes he could've been different if it wasn't for AFO

If AFO had truly saved him,he wouldn't think like this

12- AFO gifting Tomura the corpses of his family to intentionally keep him nauseated, uncomfortable and traumatized, so he never heals

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

Besides their weird placements- On a kid. the gangster's hands being in his chest...

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

13-AFO's intentional desire for Tomura's discomfort

If this entire thread didn't make it obvious already, All for One benefits of Tomura's tiredness, ill feelings, nausea, depression and suicidal mindset, and over all physical and psychological discomfort

This ensures he's submissive to his manipulations and orders, keep him feeling hatred and anger due to constant overwhelming feelings and makes it harder for him to think of why AFO does all of it at all.

Tomura Shigaraki 's Abuse And Neglect Under All For One

I could go even deeper than this about it, but i've reached thread limit and am lazy, so I hope you enjoyed this thread!

Thank you for reading

1 year ago

if you're not obsessed with a fucked up female character i hope that changes for you soon. becoming obsessed with a genuinely deranged fictional woman will change your life.

1 year ago
Since We Have Playable Arlecchino And Her Animations I Had To Update My Favourite Pairing Trope

since we have playable arlecchino and her animations I had to update my favourite pairing trope

1 year ago
Keyboard Go BRRRRRRRRRR

Keyboard go BRRRRRRRRRR

1 year ago

Me: Okay, Brain. Think about what happens next in this chapter.

Brain: *Skips three chapters ahead*

Me: No, no. This one, this chapter, the one we are writing right now.

Brain:.......*47 scenes forward*

Me: NO

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