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good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
Eczema
The itch I have, yet can not scratch
For if I scratch the itch
It will lead to a series of uncontrollable scratching
Allowing me to glitch and open wounds
With no cognizant mind....
That I'm actually hurting myself
Followed by self-loathing as to why did I just do that
Opening wounds after would all to satisfy the 10min bliss of a
Itch..
That wanted to be scratched.
Similar to sex... That most can't deny...
They wonder why did I just do that.?
Cause 10minutes of bliss can fill the void of a father that left for bread and milk and...
His still coming back..
10minutes can make an empty vessel feel whole
10minutes of destruction could help uncover a foundation
10minutes does help a hole feel whole but 10min.
Is all I have to allow myself to self inflict and further no more
Cause 10minutes is all I have look over myself and clean my wounds.
10minutes is what he said it would it take..
For him to come home
10minutes is all I get to scratch the itch I got..
#poetry #creativewriting
A hug can be expensive
But
Really it is cheap
I mean it's easy to embrace someone, anyone, a loved one
But you can't just hug everyone
Cause not everyone is ready for that hug that leaves you with warmth, a hug that is more than just two beings wrapping their arms around one another.
A hug that Mae's you feel protected & safe, a hug that is sensual and makes you feel wanted.
These are all expensive
Why you ask?
A hug is time, time I have taken to decipher, whether I can trust you in my personal space... Space to be torn open by arms that might never hold me again.
A hug is something I open my heart to, cause feeling safe, protected, love, warmth and wanted.. Was maybe never on my agenda.
A hug is like an imprint on your soul, cause you will forever remember the embrace that once enfolded in your arms.
So I ask you.
Will you hug me?
So that all of the above can unfold....
yes #upgrade
Sultry and sensual was she who embraced herself authentically