Latest Posts by mewhenigettosilly - Page 5

AHH I LOVE WHEN SHE SENDS PICTURES AND VIDEOS OF HERSELF, SHES SO FUCKING PRETTY IT MAKES ME WANNA KMSSS, AHHHH MWWAHHHH <3333

CAN WE ALL AGREE THAT JIRAIBLR IS BETTER THAN JIRAITWT AND JIRAITT ?!?!?!?!

It just feels so much more inclusive and accepting.

I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY I SWITCH UP ON PEOPLE SO QUICKLY NOW !!!

(this applies more for people I know irl rather than online)

So yk how sometimes you have fake arguments in your head ? I do that but have full conversations. But it can be very specific.

For example, I always think about what will happen in my therapy sessions, and since I hype myself up about what it's going to be like, I get disappointed and upset when my therapist seems to be going off my script

It happened today with my teacher. I built up the courage to go up to him and ask about the test and if I could do it earlier (since I was leaving school, before the time of the test) and the second I asked, he looked uninterested and plainly said I had to do it tmrw. It wasn't the reaction I had thought he would have (nor was it the one I wanted, I think he's a bitch for being uninterested, there was like 4 kids in the class and he was doing nothing, so it's not like I inturputed him or anything)

Anyways, I think that's the best way I can explain this XP

the four horsemen of jirai kei: horny, manic, suicidal, and depressed

my cvts are so pretty, but I don't wanna get t-worded for posting them to much >.<

Which is a shameee, cause the new blad3s are giving me some damn good bl00d

It hurt a little more than usual but I think it was js cause I was going over the other cvts I'm not really giving a chance for the others to heal up properly😅

I don't really know what to do cause now I have bl00dy tissues but no bin in my room (my mother took it away :< I wasn't trusted with it) sooo I might js hide them in my school bag and hope it doesn't attract the ants in my room + nobody sees them at school XD

"jealousy is so cutee!!"

until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me

cries because I lost track of who everyone was and now I forgot your main

WHAT THE FUCK ??? AM I REALLY THAT FORGETABLE ????

AAAUUUUGGGHHHH WHY DO WHENEVER I POST ART IT BARELY GETS ANY NOTES BUT WHEN MY FUCKASS MOOTS POST ART THEY GET SO MANY NOTES, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG ?!?!?! IS MY ART JUST THAT BADD AUAUAGAHAAUAUAHAGAHAHAHAUAHAHAGAAHAH

talking to people who don't cvt or just aren't really mentally fucked is such a jump scare sometimes

(especially if you jokingly say 'imma kms' and they take it seriously + get concerned 😭)

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

FINALLY SOME GOOD...sfx...makeup...totally not real blood

I FEEL SO HAPPY AND JITTERY EHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA

Tw forrrrrrrrr cvtssss (n blood)

Block don't report please this is a coping mechanism :( I'm safe trust, my therapist looks at them often to see if there clean ^^

Cat scratchessss >.<

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Finally got some good bl00d

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I thought I got more pics wth😭😭

Just as i did it

And this was my attempt to clean😭😭

(I did some bandaids cause it wouldn't stop bleeding and I'm not sure when my family's gonna get back :P)

Me bc my childhood actually DID really affect me and how I feel about men, women and people as a whole

As well as how I veiw myself and people close to me

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DO U HAVE AN AUTOCLICIER IR SOKETHIJG GAWDDAMNN

nope ^^

I think i liked all of them

(and yes i am VERY proud of myself 😼😼😼)

UHMMM ???? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD TO CUT WITH RUSTY BLADES LMAAOOO

(I've never had a tetanus shot, am I fucked ??)

i hate it when mental illness doesn't just make me a silly person who cuts and is chill about it or whatever but also an actual deppressed loser who stays home alone all day and cries >:(

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What the fuck ???

If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D

I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)

Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)

I think my friend is looking for this acc (and I think they know it) so actually fuck off dude, I don't want you here :P

Just in case anyone was wondering

Obsession is not cute or romantic

Its dangerous and unhealthy

Its not fun being on either sides

Being obsessed with someone is so physically painful at times and it causes you to lash out and do irrational, unforgiving things

I can't speak for people who have been obsessed over but I imagine it would be an unfortunate uncomfortable thing

Stop using it as a little quirky trait, and if you are going to use it, potray it correctly and do not romanticise it because in no way is it romantic

IM SO HAPPY I ATE ONLY AROUND 500 CALS TODAY !!!

(i would have eaten less but it is so hard to get around eating when in recovery 😭

Im currently at 42-43 kg (it alternates because yk im in recovery so its acc so hard to starve or purge now)

AND I WAS AT 39 KG !!! LIKE TWO AWAY FROM MY UGW BUT HAUFDAUHWHFEF FUCKING THERAPY SNITCHED ON ME >:[

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

i hate how its becoming normalised to make rap3, SA, p3d0philia/child predat0r and abuse jokes, its one of the most unfunny category of jokes, and imo its not even a joke, cause why are you trying to make joke of something so serious ?

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<

When scars and marks start to form >>>>>

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

If someone says

"Don't cut for me ?😢😢💔💔😔"

One more time I'm gonna cut myself deeper :p

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