me: wow i made so much progress on my WIP today!
them: cool! how many words did you write?
me:
me:
me: well…
feel like this belongs in a museum or something but nope names not amanda
2,121,566 people are not Amanda and counting!
We’ll find you Amanda.
SKETCHBOOK DUMP #1!!!! Because I’m getting pretty far into my notebook. Most of these are things I’ve already posted but it’s fun to have them in one place! I’ll make a part 2 soon
*I’m a writer* i mutter as i type “what does it feel like to stab someone” into the google search bar
just listened to the get up kids - four minute mile album and omfg i sounds so much like bullets by mcr
so yk how when you kinda stop hyperfixating on smt you thought you would hyperfixate on forever because you’ve found something new… so now you’re in the new hyperfixation trying to take it slow and let the obsession come to you but then all of a sudden you’re up til 1 am watching 4 pixel videos of your favorite band members or reading 100k+ slow burns and…. yeh just me?
ok y’all it finally happened i was in science class and misread “milky way” as “mikey way”
Ok hear me out:
A sci-fi/fantasy story written by a quantum physicist who gets more and more vaguely annoyed and passive aggressive towards the scientific inaccuracies of this future world as the story goes on.
had a relapse
got minecraft again
better mindset advice than i’ve gotten from anywhere else in the past decade
hey, i heard that adhd medication causes anxiety. what's your experience with that? i have adhd and while not on a psychiatric level i experience anxiety too. so im a little skeptical about using meds...
I don't know, my personal experience with anxiety is of the "went so deep into the madness that I came out sane on the other side" sort. Instead of being scared of being in the wrong place and doing everything wrong, I accepted the assumption that I am always in the wrong place and doing everything wrong, but that it's everyone else's problem until someone has the balls to stop me.
If I'm sitting in a crowded room where everyone secretly hates me but nobody's brave enough to actually say it out loud, then I'm the most powerful person in the room. So either people don't hate me at all, or they fear confronting me about it. And that's their problem, not mine.