Vent blog, I do not encourage anyone to hurt themselves in any way shape or form, if you're not ok, there's hope. Reach out to someone, don't be like me making a secret vent blog instead
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Your inside is on your outside
Inner Turmoil
The Teeth Part of a collection of oracle cards I'm working on. Art by me
Daily Drawing #69
spoiler'd for blood n gore. Human muscles and organs and... mush.
with a phrase thats just... been in my head for a while.
“It’s Never Peaceful”
8x10 inches
Gold acrylic, crystallized blood, wet blood
cw: gore
idk how to use this app yet . here is a work
Dakota Johnson as Mother Suspiriorum in Suspiria (2018). BTS
May Sarton, Journal of a Solitude
I have to remember how much it hurt. I can't make that same mistake again.
I've been living in some of vacuum lately, keep feeling myself slipping further away from myself, from this world, from every living thing around me. I'm falling and I don't know what to hold onto anymore.
Help me, I'm afraid.
I don't feel better after crying and the dark feels kinda light lately. Like it's nothing anymore.
There's voices in my head and I don't know how to explain to them that I do want to keep living. My feet wander and I don't think I like where they want me to go.
I'm afraid.
hope trapped inside pandora's box
a burning hill // mitski
don't give up
WHAT DO YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK INTO THE MIRROR?
I have to leave this song here, not my favorite but the lyrics are just too fitting.
*avoids even people I love w all my heart*
Oh sunk-cost fallacy, we're really in it now. We are in fact so really in it that if we quit now then everything we did would have all been for nothing and so we have to keep going in
I try to fight it, but some days it is really hard
EVERYTHING MAKES ME FEEL LIKE HIDING
doctors will be like. yeah. there’s something so so so so wrong with you. idk what and I don’t really care
I'm getting tired of my own self destructive tendencies
Keeping myself together
A comic about a sick inner child and suicide ideation