I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream I know you, the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam Yet I know it’s true that visions are seldom all they seem…
No matter how depressed I am I don't cut, I don't cry, I don't try to kill myself, I eat.. Everything. Tonight I broke down and started eating an entire bowl of watermelon, usually from there I'd start making ramen noodles and a hot pocket but it wasn't enough.. I needed to fill that hole and food was how I learned to cope. I cried. For the first time in a long time I cried.. Because no amount of food will ever fill that hole..
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Thank you so much and you really look fantastic!
I just started following you and I'm so impressed by your progress! I'm scared to really commit to losing the weight because of the excess skin. Is there any way you know to help in preventing that?
Thank you so much 🙈💚
I would just like to say that as soon as I read your message I whipped my top off 😅 bare with me, it’ll make sense in a minute..
I whipped it off and took these photos, like literally 2 minutes ago..
I must confess I have never been worried about excess skin or preventing it because I consider my health much more important than a bit of flappy chub chub skin. Having said that, as you can hopefully see from the above, losing 111 lbs so far I don’t really have excess skin! Luckily as I’m losing weight, by exercising consistently my skin is tightening as I go along, obviously not into rock hard abs yet but it’s certainly not flopping over!
Please, please, please don’t let excess skin be a reason for not making the best change of your life, I personally think floppy excess skin which is a medal of your success is waaaay better than a solid podgy lump, which can also be tightened over time!
I’m sorry I can’t give you any preventative tips as I am literally just trial and erroring this myself as I go along! Everyone is different and we’ll never know how a body will look after weight loss until we try! I do purely cardio though so maybe I’m just sweating it all off? 😅
Good luck friend 👊
Gryffindor | Ravenclaw | Hufflepuff
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Getting excited every time the giant squid would swim past the glass in the common room
Having to stock up on warm clothes bc damn it gets cold in there
Everyone in the dorms having like ten blankets on their beds during winter
Having huge games of Chinese whispers at the Slytherin table which confuses the whole school as to why all the Slytherins are deadly silent
Having the sassiest and most sarcastic conversations ever with your house mates
Staying up late on Friday nights with loads of other slytherins and playing weird drinking games with firewhisky while the minors watch in awe
Always defending people from your house even if you’ve never talked to them before
Getting confused as to why Slytherin is supposed to be the “badass” house because what actually goes on in the common room is eating competitions and rap battles
Creating the strongest and most last-longing friendships
Passing notes in class
saying “fight me” under your breath to literally everything
So much swearing
Everyone swearing all the time that you forget that swearing is “bad”
Getting told off in class for swearing
“God fucking dammit i just spilled my fucking ink”
“Excuse me?”
“Sorry professor…slip of the tongue…”
Getting extremely stubborn when people tell you what to do, making you do the opposite.
Not being as huge a fan of Snape even though everyone thinks Slytherins worship him
Getting really annoyed when people are surprised at how lovely you are, despite being in Slytherin
Slytherin PRIDE
I am painfully aware that I am no one’s favorite person