I’m Gonna Be Honest It Could Be Any Of These At Any Time.

this IDIOT who SUCKS AT GAMBLING and made me FAIL MY CHECK at the LAST MOMENT.

This gif brings me unexplainable entertainment. Why is it so smooth? Why is it so clean? I don't even want to eat the sandwich. I just enjoy the act of being a peaceful observer to it's revolution reverie.

The way it spins is mesmerizing. Enchanting. Beautiful. I envy the sandwich and it's ignorant bliss. It doesn't know the pain of existence. Only the joy of the spin.

It's movements are artistic in a sense more like the art of nature itself- something unintentionally gorgeous. The sandwich is unaware of it's beauty, like a forest clearing in a perfect summer's day. It simply exists because that is all it knows, it spins not for a purpose, but simply because. It spins, like the earth around it's beloved star, unaware of it's greater meaning in the universe; if it even has one.

Not because it must, Not to say something, not because spinning is important to it, or to anyone perhaps.

But because the spin, the turn, the swirl- is all it knows, and all it needs to.

Magical.

Just finished Serial Experiments Lain, and my ultimate takeaway from 5~ hours of binging that absolute artistic masterpiece (albeit an abstract as hell one) is that you shouldn't do Linux. Ever. It's not worth it.

My second takeaway is Lain is actually me. Next to Ryan Gosling.

tumblr: constantly be aware of your own privilege. constantly be aware of your capacity of be evil. hey i know you really like that new piece of media but make sure you're aware of all of the problematic elements all the time. hey i noticed you reblogged a post from a designated Bad Person so please make sure you do a thorough background check on everyone you reblog from to make sure they're not bad, otherwise people might get the wrong idea about you. always be aware of everything bad that's happening in the world all the time because silence is violence. i see you not reblogging this post btw. activist burnout is a privilege so be aware of that. xyz people are required to reblog this post. if you're not constantly fighting against designated Bad People you are inherently complicit and therefore a Bad Person.

people with ocd:

Drew dave from memory on MSpaint. tried to draw more but i couldnt stop giggling at that... thing staring at me.

Yknow i have a lot of praises for Limbus Company, but one has been on my mind a lot recently. Mostly concerning Dante. Usually, in games like these, Dante would be the faceless, nameless protagonist, usually only going by a title. They're a fill-in for... you. But honestly? That's really boring, and kind of immersion breaking. Sometimes to a comical degree. And, worst of all, it becomes this... dead weight for the story.

But Dante? No, they're not the average faceless protagonist- Although quite literally faceless, they're an ACTUAL PERSON with independent thought and wants and needs. they're awkward and say things i wouldn't say, does things i wouldn't do- And i love that. they're a character I've grown to love because they're stumbling around and trying to figure out this whole "manager" thing while everything around them is trying to either murder them, or is yelling at them for not doing things right. they're relatable, without being a cardboard cutout of a person. they suffer, they feel joy, they grow connections with people- The moment when they were insulted for their clock head in canto II and sent Outis out like an attack dog, as funny as it is, really shows how they're... a person. A flawed one, an insecure one, one who fucks up a LOT.

But they are a person. And i love that about them.

The limbus company download button in my steam list is calling to me like the green goblin mask and I'm terrified to answer it. I don't know what's gonna happen to me if i do. Please send help i don't know how much longer i can fight the urges.

All around me are familiar eggmans, worn out eggmans, worn out eggmaaaansss...

It's peak and I'm angry about it.

tavros is going out on her first girls night with roxy kanaya and feferi . tavros does not get on super well with feferi but its ok . they are going to have a lot of fun and eat good food . they are not getting drinks as to accomodate roxy and instead indulge in overpriced sweets . they are all dressed overly feminine for the girls night vibes but tavros is still wearing pants instesd of a dress or skirt to display that she is the butch of the group . tavros has been reciting her entire fiduspawn card collection from memory and nobody is speaking up about it even if they are a little bored so they are out to have fun . they get sidetracked with various activities like shopping and murder . they go home and all sleep side by side in the same comically wide bed that tavros takes up 50% of because of her fuckass horns