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Me being obsessed with my hat and then my teacher unexpectedly drops “peaky blinders?”
Regulus always dreamt of a tiny apartment with a balcony, preferably in the middle of the city near a neighborhood filled with elderly people, so he could sit every morning and people watch with a cup of coffee
When Remus curls his arms around his waist and comments on how beautiful miss Mary's flowers look this morning, everything clicks into place
He made it out
He's not cold anymore
Show me your world and guide me through every wound on your bonds, let me see your heart and take your breath away every time we kiss and I lift you up. Let me be with you and never go away from me, stay forever, stay forever
Я разговариваю сама с собой:
Headcanon:
Chuuya is an alcoholic and always smells of it, Dazai is a chain smoker and always smells of that, so, during their mafia days, they would always smell of both cause they spend so much time together until Dazai left and someone asked Chuuya if he quit smoking cause he didn't smell of it anymore and he broke down in tears in his room right after
feeling very sane and normal rn
Do you love me, want me, hate me, baby, I don’t understand
I love him😭
So cute
SKK as cats 🐈 🐈⬛
They’re not set species or anything but I did loosely base them of certain kinds. Chuuya is more of a long haired bobtail and Dazai is kinda tortoiseshell stray mix.
Like most photos this looks slightly better irl, the lighting sucks.
Btw I didn’t have any au in mind, but thinking in Warrior Cats terms I don’t have much other than they wouldn’t be country cats but city strays.
Albert Camus and his cat, Cigarette
"'I have led a toothless life,' he thought. 'A toothless life. I have never bitten into anything. I was waiting. I was reserving myself for later on--and I have just noticed that my teeth have gone. What's to be done?'"
-Jean-Paul Sartre, The Age of Reason (1945)
Dazai is cruel. Dazai is abusive. In some way Dazai haven't changed and won't change. Dazai is manipulative. Dazai is dangerous. Many of Dazai's actions are disgusting. His actions could be perceived as inhumane. But Dazai is a human being.
It's always about being human. In your own eyes. In the eyes of others.
Dazai doesn't consider himself non-human because of his cruel actions. It's nothing about his morals. After all, Dazai had dealt with so many cruel people. He knows evil is human. He thinks he's lacking something. Something that makes others move forward. A purpose in life. Isn't he just lost?
Dazai's character is portrayed as infallible but it's not truth. To make mistakes is the most human thing you can think of (next to peeing in the shower). His mistake is that he can't tell he already has meaning in his life: working for ADA, protecting his friends, protecting the world.
"Anything I would never want to lose is always lost. It is a given that everything that is worth wanting will be lost the moment I obtain it. There’s nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering." – he's always ready to leave. Dazai tries not to get attached. He's always ready to lose everything. Doesn't it make him just a passive observer in his own life? From a manga reader's perspective, we know he has significance to the story but Dazai sees himself as nothing. He's able to catch the moment only when it's already a memory. Dazai may think of himself non-human because he only lives his life halfway. He plays chess – he moves the pieces but does not appear on the board.
So even if you're a genius, still you're nothing more than a sinfully stupid and cruel human being.
I like the fact that Daphne Hardy gave the name “darkness at noon” for Koestler’s book because she was the first one who translate it to English and it also was the only one version of the book left after the original carbon copy was lost. Until 2015 when student found it in archive Daphne’s translation was reading around the world for 79 years. I think this is so beautiful. Oh, I forgot to say they were lovers
1940/2019
The defeated and bloodied king was chained to kneel in front of his enemy and he says weakly: "Is my wife still alive?" His enemy nodded. "You fools," he said smirking, and the king starts laughing as the sounds of explosions getting closer shake the room.
i lay with you in my dreams
She gave him the piece with the happy face and then he gave it back to her because he wants her to have it and I'm crying because this is exactly what they want each other to be— happy. They are so in love with each other that it's making me emotional. They deserve the world and more.
Clicked on an article from the anthropology subreddit about loneliness and was immediately blasted into oblivion by this opening paragraph
Trans Regulus who got really upset when he found out he was the first guy James ever liked because
“what if he doesn’t actually like guys and just subconsciously thinks I look like a girl”
It got so bad Sirius had to tell him about James (unknowingly) having an obsessive crush on Frank Longbotton in third year
Dazai being a pain in the ass
I must master myself to tangible resistance against melancholy and degeneration i can catch whenever my brain lowers its standard. I have energy and i don’t have enough time to waste it for nothing than escaping reality in imaginary world. I must train myself to be better.
They look so funnysilly in this particular official art it makes me giggle like a little girl
The worst feeling ever was not when I got bad grade in my entrance exam, the worst feeling ever was not when my family was breaking down, the worst feeling ever was not physical pain, the worst feeling ever is to be nostalgic over someone who left
Are you sick of me?
Would you like to be?..
One day I will drive my car and listen to the music that I like and everything will be so enchanting and beautiful for me
Ебаный трамп почему никто не заткнул ему варежку сколько можно какие минералы блять