Latest Posts by nowah-star - Page 2

I hate flick notes.

Random fact about me: I have lepidopterophobia (fear of moths and butterflies)

Bro.... I can't look.... But the fear is stronger with moths. When I was younger I used to look to a simple butterfly and start to scream and cry, today I have control enough to just freeze or run away without saying nothing

I want to draw but I need to study for the the next week tests 😭😭😭

OH IT'S SO GOOD

(PRSK) Masquerade Doll Mafuyu. Honestly this event was peak

*SNIFF*

IS IT YAOI???

the lineart for this took so so long its not even funny but its ok i love drawing!!!!! i love the joy of creation!!!!!! i love yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!

GASP!!! I TURNED YOU INTO BOTH AN ENSTARS CHARACTER AND A CAT!?!!?? OH DEARY UM!!!!

Have fun :3?

- silly anon~

:3

My mind will explode by so many physics...

boku no yume wa nyan nyan nyan♪ :3

- silly anon~

Nyan... Uhhhhh

What's happening to me?...

Meow :3

And I forgot to drink water again 💀

WHY??????????

Drink water or I’ll shoot you with my silly gun!!!!! (It’s full of confetti >:33)!!!!!!

- silly anon~

Oh no the silly gun D: !!!

*dies by the silly power*

*resurrect*

Boop!

(I freaked out with this Tori card I needed to post this somewhere)

I forgot to drink water again :/

Hey! Hey! Hello! Hiya!! :333!!!

I know you’re working super hard and doing your best!! Don’t forget to drink water and take real breaks (phone scrolling doesn’t count >:p) !!!!

I’m very proud of you and you got this!!! :333

-silly anon~

Thank you! Today was the first exam and I felt like my hand was going to fall (I wrote the same essay 2 times T-T)

I have to pass the entire day studying because I have a test and my family pressure me a lot for it.(I will disappoint them again...)

I'll stay offline the entire day, I'm sure that I'll have a breakdown from studying a lot.... They don't understand my difficulty and it makes them pressure me more...

I'll check Tumblr if I have any break.

That's it.

School<<<<<

>:(

Miku where tf is my sekai

I really didn't expect anyone to admire me. I've been used to being isolated from everyone in Twitter and Amino. I like everyone I'm meeting on here at least and I'm glad

I understand. I used to have tik tok but I wasn't feeling so good there and I passed a lot of time without social medias, and now I have Tumblr.

I love him he's so silly

✧˖° rui in touhou☆wonderland !!! ✧˖°

Never apologize, this is your blog- your safe place and you should feel free to post whatever you want. I’m sorry that you feel that way about yourself and I know me telling you that “you’re great!!!” won’t change that view.

But, I’d like to be there to slowly help you see that you are none of those things. I won’t reveal myself but I had so much fun interacting with your vampire Rui and you and I hope that one day both of you will come back.

If you ever did want to talk privately or in DM I will gladly tell you who I am. But for right now, please just focus on making yourself comfortable. Listening to music like you’ve been doing is a pretty good way to do that, so you’re already doing great! Maybe have a fun snack or create something? Do anything that makes you happy!!! That’s an order!! >:33!!

- silly anon~

You interacted with vamp!Rui?? It makes me happy! (I actually always feel happy when anyone send me an ask-)

Vampire Rui's hiatus will take some more time because I'm not so good to roleplay now but I can promise that he'll be back in the best way possible!

You mencioned about create something I remembered that I love do handmade stuff, I made a cardboard doll, the undertale necklace, a literally Flowey from undertale (I really like undertale-) and other smaller things, it's an hobby that I love (but I can't do often because I have the freaking school).

I also love drawing, I created an art blog but I'm insecure to post there because I'm very exigent with myself when the subject is art, I'm afraid of what if my drawings aren't good enough-

I actually have a appearance representing you when I think about you, I should draw this for you to show my appreciation.

I want to say for you, silly anon, thank you, when you send me any ask I feel very happy because I finally can do what I really wanted, interact being Nowah.

For anyone who sent me any ask in any moment of this life, thank you, this made me happy (but please stop sending me donation asks I don't have any money--).

you should speak freely if you want it’s your blog

But people still will see what I post here, I'm a bit insecure about it

I didn't know anyone admired me. If you ever feel comfortable enough to approach me first I'm always open on all my blogs

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE ADMIRED YOU???

You're really SO COOL.

I just don't see all your rps because I always be so confused with a lot of reblogs-

But I admire you a lot in a way that you can't imagine.

I never forgot of the drawing I said to you that I was going to do, I'm finalizing the sketch and I'll show you when I finish the sketch, because the final drawing will take some time-

I'm so insecure with my art and a lot of times I wanted to give up drawing (I'm so similar to Ena in some aspects-). But I really want to express my admiration for you so I won't give up finishing it.

I'm a very big fan of you

You can interact with me anytime. I see all my mutuals as friends, so it includes you too

Thank you, I didn't know that you see me as a friend... I actually admire you a lot but I'm always scared to try to interact.

You can't understand what the future holds

This ugly bloom born anew will let its body run cold!

So punish for living, I finally give up...

I'll take my last breath 'cause I've had enough.

Why Spotify makes me listen to cheerful WxS songs when I'm listening to my depressive playlist?? (I have the poor version of Spotify, I can't listen to my music in peace.)

Hey there bud! Let’s take a few deep breaths, alright? I know feeling like you’re feeling alone right now and that hurts- but I really do promise you’re not alone!

As I’ve traveled from blog to blog I’ve noticed a trend that everyone wants to be friends and interact, but everyone is too scared.

And don’t you say that no one would care if you left or that you should just disappear. That’s not true and I hope to help you learn that. I’m sorry we haven’t been the best about interacting, but that will change. I promise.

- silly anon~

Thank you.

I'm sorry for the piece of my panic crisis-

I'm not actually very well but I have so much difficulty to say it, and it makes me feel so lonely...

I'll open myself a bit, you don't need to read it if you want.

I'm a very anxious person and I have a lot of panic crisis often, but this time I ended up posting a vent on my blog, I regret, if it depends on me, I always will say "I'm fine ^^" but... It hurts.

I have something like a very strong inferiority complex and it makes me think "nobody cares" "you're so annoying" and worse things.

Some years ago, I had some virtual friends, I won't say what happened because it gives me some triggers but I passed for one of the biggest traumas of my life and I don't have more contact with them. I want so much have the experience to meet people online again because internet is better than real life, I can chat with a people or other mainly by my rp blog but I feel that something isn't right...

I'm sorry for the big text, I still... Feel that nobody cares. I hope I can change my mind someday.

Is obvious that I'm listening to music when I'm doing spam of posts with music

Heartwarming.

I want to say something but I don't know if it will change the way that people see me

いきがつまる

いきがつまる

いきがつまる

(It's a bit wrong because I wrote it on my own with my keyboard and I still don't know kanji)