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Sometimes you scare me in a, not so scary way, you’re still a bitch but you’re my favorite bitch.
*alleviates your anxiety by replacing it with new, less relevant anxiety”
Fuck you too bitch
Middle school: ew what is sex, that sounds gross I could never fuck someone
Highschool: FUCK WHY IS EVERYONE HOT LIKE GODDAMN HES HOT SHES HOT I WANNA MAKEOUT WITH ALEX FIERRO EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESNT EXIST WHAT THE FUCK.
Reposting this because the first time I posted it it was a reallly bad picture and it was just her legs. Sorry!
This is the story of how my cousin and I barely saw each other for YEARS
So when we were in kindergarten we were in the same class, and basically after that year we were split up until fourth grade. They removed us from each other without giving us an explanation.
Now that’s not to say we never saw each other, our family is huge and we’d always have big get together for birthdays, weddings, even just after church. We also rode the same bus.
But here’s the thing
I only had two friends
for a while.
They were that cousin and another boy our age, we’ll call him jack.
Fast forward a couple years and he was still my best friend, but I had made two more friends. That was when I REALLY started noticing that no one liked me.
Now I’d met my fourth friend through my third friend and they were both great, for a while, friend #4 was always a little on the mean side, but I didn’t care.
People always said “be nicest to those who aren’t nice to you” so I took those words to heart, “sit with the kid who doesn’t sit with anyone.”
Well this girl never sat alone thanks to me.
But she wasn’t getting any better either.
Now she wasn’t just a verbal bully to me, she would punch me, kick me, tackle me to the ground. And when I asked her why she’d say “that’s what friends do isn’t it?” And so I took her word for it.
Little did I know she was giving more reason for the teachers to keep me away from my cousin.
Apparently she’d turned me into a sociopath and I didn’t realize until years later when my parents told me they “didn’t raise me like this” and that they didn’t like friend #4.
I being a small sociopath ignored them.
Then flash forward to fourth grade when I got to be in the same class as my cousin for the first time in five years.
He told me that people had been keeping us apart because I was a bitch and I was super controlling. Now I of course don’t remember that seeing as I was just a little tyke at the time.
He told me that that’s what his teachers, his mom, MY mom, had been telling him for years.
By this time I was so influenced by friend #4 that I verbally threatened my class mates. A lot.
I had broken ties with Jack because 1) friend #4 always told me that being friends with a boy wasn’t “normal” (and really she just wanted to be his girlfriend) and 2) he was terrified of me.
They were all terrified, I was the puny girl who wore dresses every day, I wore pigtails and I had a foot of dark brown hair, in all accounts I should’ve been super cute, but was friends with the mean girl.
She had once broken an eighth graders thumb when she was in first grade, she had smashed her own head through a wall because she was angry.
And now I was a mirror image of her attitude.
Apparently, everyone was scared of me. I’ve since attempted to mend my ways and learn from my mistakes, I’ve tried ditching friend #4 a total of two times and I’m trying again. Once I learned about what she had done to me I didn’t talk to her for a year. She would cry she would scream at me. But NOTHING convinced me to talk to her. I’d been keeping her around once I’d made more friends, I thought they liked her. But now in eighth grade I hope she switches schools for highschool, my friends told me they hate her. They don’t like how she’s treated me or how she pushes her beliefs and opinions on everyone.
She was the reason for my prolonged separation from my very first friend and and they only put us back together because they thought he could do me some good. I will never let another person control me and take me away from the people I love and trust because that’s not “just what friends do” that’s what abusers do.
I also can’t stand my family and how they told my cousin all these horrible things about me and who I was. They told him that I was basically evil and though that may have been true for a while, I was still just a kid and hearing that my own family had trash talked me and kicked me down had locked me into my shell. When your own mother calls you a bitch you cave in on yourself. I got super depressed and I don’t even know what any semblance of a normal relationship with that cousin would look like anymore.
I may not have physically hurt myself, but the scars on my inside are a lot deeper than I like to admit.
If they can’t say it without the anon they’re just a coward don’t pay them any mind. They don’t deserve you’re time I love your amazing art!! Have a good day/night
go kill yourself shit bag
hmm nah
When I have art block there’s usually either one or two characters I can still draw, this is the duo this time.
I actually almost cried reading this
- Rick Riordan.
That man.
ME TOO
magnus, vibrating at speeds high enough to shatter glass: i love alex a normal amount
I have never related to Alex more in my life
Sam: [whispering to Alex] Just tell him, “you have beautiful eyes”.
Alex: That’s good! Great idea! [to Magnus, confidently] I have beautiful eyes.
Magnus: Aah… yeah. Okay, sure. They’re… they’re nice.
Sam: [whispering to Alex] No! HIS eyes! HIS eyes!
Alex: Oh, right! Yeah! [turns to Magnus] Your eyes. Your eyes are great. Not mine. I mean, you know, mine are okay. But yours, I- I bet you see right through them.
Sam: [facepalms]
Middle school: ew what is sex, that sounds gross I could never fuck someone
Highschool: FUCK WHY IS EVERYONE HOT LIKE GODDAMN HES HOT SHES HOT I WANNA MAKEOUT WITH ALEX FIERRO EVEN THOUGH SHE DOESNT EXIST WHAT THE FUCK.
Bitch-boi-death, ya-bitch-death, ya-boi-bitch I can’t read any of these without know that they are all me in real life
replace one word of your url with bitch
Scared
how does this make you feel?
Mess around with your style, with your drawing app, with your filters and brushes, new mediums. This first drawing is from tonight when I wouldn’t let myself sleep until it was finished. The bottom one is from YESTERDAY when I was watching TV with my parents.
ITS REAL
i had a dream that you were a youtuber but you swore off making any content unless all your followers pay you a dollar and one penny every day
unrealistic. pay me not to post
Yuck
Hey did I ever tell you about my theory pacman is a hermaphrodite species? Ya know, like slugs
Are we just ignoring the very first documented “Florida Man” absurdity
The Pink Mess of Goose Creek Lagoon
aka my first documented appearance
Happy trans day of visibility! I had no idea that was today but here I am! I actually changed my name yesterday! Call me Eli or Elijah
Cardigans are severely underrated, they’re like the portable hugs you never got from your mom.
Mission accomplished! https://www.instagram.com/p/B-WHIkLDbDg/?igshid=t6bum7u5rm5y
use a photo already on your phone to describe The Gay Agenda
The four horseman of the apocalypse ride to end the world. but there’s one thing they never expected. A small group of sassy children
Pandemics are the spice of life.
i just kinda automatically think of all my mutuals as my age but then one person will mention getting married and having a baby and another will mention going into their junior year of high school and i’m like wait what
Here have this. It took me an hour and a half and I think she looks really cute. Have a happy thing to take away from the burst of corona talk.
My mom is super “health” obsessed, or really, just doesn’t like the fact that I’m slightly pudgy. But because of the existence of social media and some of the great people I’ve met through it I’ve never once thought about starving myself. And I’m so sorry to all of you that have. From the bottom of my heart, I hope your lives get better. I love you, you are valuable. You are worth the space you consume.
Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.
Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.
You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.
You deserve better.
I’m sorry.
Wow I’ve never actually seen the original before
He’s still a work in progress, but he’ll get there someday. And without kirishima it probably wouldn’t be possible.
That moment
When you realized as you have actually learned what a healthy relationship was, and thats now what you extremely and only ship.
Because as a preteen till about 15-16, I thought the bullys/victims, extreme age differences with like a teenager and an adult, possessive partners and other shit was like totally cool, mainly because of fanfictions/ fiction on websites, but then as I grew up and my morals actually developed healthily {mainly because of shows like Steven Universe and also because I watched how unhappy or unhealthy some relationships were around me or what I heard about} I realized that it wasn’t okay for these things to be in a relationship.
I realized a healthy relationship is where one partner helps another one grows and they work together. Yes, they hit patches but they work through them. One doesn’t dominate the whole relationship and the other meekily accepts. They don’t compromise, they work together to find a solution that both of them get what they want. They don’t hold each other back but help each other reach their own goals.
I
Love
And
Support
Healthy
Ships
And
Relationships!
Babes if you do too, repost with the name and or pic/gif of your ships or relationships that also are healthy and supportive! Or even repeat one of the ships that I have shown I don’t mind because I love seeing more pics of these anyway!
{Also this post is not a post to hate or tear down other ships! Please do not spread hate! The pics I used are ships I enjoy and see as healthy! As well as that all pictures, gifs or media used all belong to their respective owners!}
Three months ago I pitched an idea for a party game. Today, ‘WHAT THE PLOT?!™’ is a real game and available for pre-order! I am so excited. Thank you everyone for your support!
Gay, anime, gay
