Update: For Once I Ran On The Treadmill And My Thoughts Weren't Sooo Loud I Shut Them Up When They Got

Do you know what I hate, I hate how I can get something and remember having it before but now I freak out over it and it makes it worse like wtf!

Dear my Anxiety, today I want you to know:

Your making me very scared about my eyes that I keep asking people if there fine or I keep checking on them. Your also frustrating me really bad, why?? Because when I'm no longer worried about on thing u always find something else to make me worry about which sometimes makes me want to tell u to FUCK OFF!!! Can u take a break just for one day. Please!

One thing I hate:

How my doctor says I'm fine yet I still dont believe am fine 😑

SOWOOZOO D1 ➛ BANGTAN X DAECHWITA  (cr. dwellingsouls)

Man I have to take anxiety pills just to hang out with someone 🙃

Over thinking kills your happiness by Me

SUCKS ASS!!!

So I recently discovered I have health anxiety and must I say it sucks ass. Every single sensation I have, I think I'm dying. I ask for reinsurance all the time but now even when someone tells me they don't feel a lump or that my eyes are fine I still don't feel fine. Sometimes I wish that it would just go away because am so tired , I just want one day were I can breath without thinking something horrible gonna happen. 

I think I might have a thing for his hands 😵‍💫

i love how we've collectively lost our minds over t8s

Me: I guess an advantage of my hypochondriasis is that I’m always aware of the state my body is in. So if I do find something amiss I can get treatment and raise survival rates.

Also Me: Has this always been here? Has it always been this size? Do my cramps always hurt this much? Have I always breathed this way? Is it serious enough to bother a doctor? I don’t think it is - but what if? Guess I’ll just wait until the fear becomes unbearable and I burst into tears at lunch.