no, i don't know what to do with this blog either
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life just always has a way of tripping you up, doesn't it
you know it's bad when the angsty music you listened to as a teen is starting to make sense again
i do firmly believe that everything, including people's attention, is finite. trust me, i'd love to think otherwise but it just seems more and more every day like you have to fight for every single thing no matter how little it may be or how much you need it. you just have to prove yourself time and time again and, if someone better just stumbles along, you'll still get nothing
autumnal asks
lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?
frost - if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say?
maple - is there a hobby / skill that youβve always wanted to try but never did?
harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?
fireside - if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like?
cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy?
amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.
fog - how well do you think youβd do in a zombie apocalypse scenario?
jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?
spice - have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted?
orchard - share one thing that youβd like to happen this autumn.
crow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?
bonfire - describe your dream house.
cinnamon - if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where?
cobweb - (if youβve graduated) do you miss high school?
cranberry - whatβs one physical feature that you get complimented on?
maize - share the weirdest encounter youβve had with a stranger on the street.
quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?
pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?
moonlit - are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly?
flannel - have you ever gone on a bad date?Β
cocoa - if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?
ghost - is there someone that you miss having in your life?
what the fuck is going on anymore this can't be how my life is just gonna be
Do you ever wonder how much you exist in other peopleβs lives? Iβm always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder how many stories Iβve been a part of that I may have forgotten. I wonder if I still I exist in the minds of people that I donβt speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day I pass through someoneβs head.
got sick right on Halloween, fuck yeah...
no, no, i did not want to have a good time, it's fucking fine
it is misery, when something you wanted so much is coming up and you're too tired to care
i am no longer able to picture myself in a romantic relationship. all my life i've avoided human connection and running away from it is all i know to do. i see others' relationships falling apart, repeated realisation that in the end of the day people care primarily for themselves and even the best intentions don't protect you from hurting yourself and others, making care for anyone else feel foolish. not getting involved seems like the perfect solution to avoid hurting, but the problem is that i already do.
changed my mind. i don't wanna talk to people anymore.
i desperately wish to get to know someone from the middle. start out by talking about movies, ideal night out or something. names and professions later.
i'm sick of the small talk and routine "getting to know each other" questions.
i'm sick of telling people where i'm from and where i work.
i'm sick of receiving this information that ultimately is so surface-level and doesn't tell me anything i want to know about the person standing in front of me.