Latest Posts by thebastardhyena - Page 3
if anyone needs me. i will be in the corner. contemplating the characters
i wonder what it's like to be emotionally stable. anyways [thinks about fictional characters to survive] i am fine
i’ve died alone in my room 3000 times nothing you can say can hurt me.
you missed it because you were looking at your phone but an angel just appeared to me with a flaming sword and told me that god decided there’s nothing wrong with day drinking
Look, this is what moral OCD is like for me:
I walk past a piece of paper. I don’t pick it up because I had a long day at work and it’s very cold outside. This then becomes my internal monologue:
I didn’t pick up that piece of paper, I should have. Don’t I care about the environment? It’s not my trash, I shouldn’t have to pick it up. But also that’s how these things happen right? We place the blame on others as our environment degrades. It was just a piece of paper, it’s not like it can do that much damage. But also how do I know: I’m not an environmental expert. Maybe stray paper scraps are killing the frogs. You’re literally killing the frogs. You should look up how many frogs die a year so you know how shitty you are-No stop it.
I care about the environment, and I recycle and I joined green activism movements but is that enough? I could be doing more. I should be doing more. I should donate my entire check to charity. But isn’t it self serving to think that my one check could help that much? Do I really think I’m that important, how self entitled and-no stop it, reset! You are obsessing and if you fall for it, you will not eat dinner. Let it go.
Okay it’s just a piece of paper. It’s okay you skipped it this once: it could have had something dangerous on it. Yeah that makes sense. But also, that means I’m putting my own safety over trying to help the environment, which is very selfish of me. I’m just one shitty person: god how could I be so self absorbed. I should have picked up the piece of paper. I’m so selfish, and shitty and-no, no, stop it! This is not helpful. It’s fine.
It’s been a long day and I’m cold, that’s not a crime- no that’s being selfish again, you’re making excuses. You’re just a lazy piece of shit who doesn’t care about others, and selfish and God the fact you’re thinking this much about one piece of paper shows how selfish you are, you care more about if you’re a good person than anything else, you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit, YOU’RE A PIECE OF SHIT.
I get home and open up Tumblr. The first post I see says “if you don’t reblog this post about the environment you’re as complicit as an oil billionaire.” I close my computer and resign myself to looking up the state frog populations until I go to bed.
I don’t eat dinner.
The amount of frogs that die a year is somewhere from 200 million to over 1 billion.
Thank you again for drawing my boy! This turned out wonderful! I absolutely can't wait to commission you again in the near future!
Commission for @thebastardhyena , thank you! 🪖
@streetsofwhiterun put me in a whole medieval torture device and I'd still give these answers
“who’s your favorite character?” my friend’s oc. “who’s your favorite character in canon?” my friend’s oc. “your favorite character can’t be your friend’s oc!” the posters on my walls and discord messages say otherwise. my wound has a heartbeat and only my friend’s oc can fix it. goodbye chat
I've been going through a pretty bad art block due to life events but I'm currently working through my backlog of sketches. The first one I did was a reff sheet which I don't upload here cause of nudity but I might crop it down. Anyways just a simple pagedoll for one of the many ships I have with Foxteeeth that I'm always feral for.
Also I know some of you followed me for my furry/anthro art - I'll be getting back to that soon. I've got the itch for it too
Noctis belongs to Foxteeeth on TH
if you dont have a fursona at this point youre just being unprofessional
unironically taking a break from election watch to apply for jobs because THATS somehow less stressful
I don't care who anyone is. I see a boop button, I'm fuckin smacking it
Since the booping has returned, reblog if it's okay to spam you with boops!
I wanna be polite and not spam random people without permission , ,
looking at indeed dot com at 3:30am will have you trying not to cry & throw up simultaneously
i am a firm believer that ocs are a reflection of the self in the way that every character you create has to hold some piece of you to really feel alive. sometimes this is why all your ocs have certain traits, sometimes this is why you can track your various issues and traumas all the way from middleschool to now based on what your ocs are like. this is a feature not a bug
So it's come my attention that there are a lot of students, particularly in humanities and social sciences disciplines, who need to hear this, so here goes:
Do the readings.
Oh my God, just do the readings. I promise, it gets easier once you get into the habit of it.
What makes a good student? Doing the readings. Literally just doing the readings is enough to make you a good student.
ideologically i disagree with outside cats but i cannot deny the allure of being able to just meet a little guy anytime anywhere
It kinda sucks how much shit Eso still gets after all these years like I'm sorry but skyrim absolutely does not come close in world building, story and even desighn, sure eso definitely has some bad parts but it also has
Better quests( even side quests tend to be interesting)
A world that feels lived in
The towns and cities actually look like towns and cities not a few houses just thrown down
Npcs have an actual personality hell. Even the guards have different personalities from each other
Thieves guild, dark brotherhood, mages and fighters guild quests are great and my favourite part is that we aren't made the leader
So many different armor types with zero gender lock
Again the world is beautiful
Dragons are actually dangerous and earn thier reputation (I remember my first time fighting one, got my ass kicked immediately)
Also they're not afraid to have flirty npcs thst even flirt with the player charecter that aren't just weirdly horny female npcs (some guards even flirt)
One of my only problems is how they start new players off at the latest expansion because why?
I love ESO for many reasons, but one bit that is incredibly funny to me is that if you get caught steling and dont wanna deal with guards, you gotta go stand in a corner like a naughty child to wait for the bounty to go down
