tiredtranstrain

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I can't explain the terror this gif makes me experience. Like I like this movie, the Onceler is my favorite character even, but it feels overwhelmingly like a horror videogame death screen. Like a Poppy Playtime or a Bendi and the Ink machine-style death screen. This catches me off guard for a typically bright art-style movie that is without any of the real deep meaning behind the original Lorax. Something about it makes me feel like I should be holding a controller and I messed up the gameplay somehow.

not me deciding on a whim to start a YouTube channel cause I have crippling ADHD.

clicks away from video while sighing softly*

*says a fact in a conversation and a wikipedia citation appears next to my head*

did you know? i love to hurt myself

jokes on you, im actually all three ha!

Reblog if you are ASEXUAL, SUPPORT ASEXUALS, or really really want to WEAR A REALLY FANCY BLACK CAPE

The song about not wanting to be free hits different when you are panicking about your future and not sure if you will be able to make it out there. Like I know that is not how prison is but it doesn't sound to bad. I do not have to worry about the future just the now.

whos ready to watch me hyper fixate to close to the sun and play through every single ending of a heist with @markiplier cause im actually insane turns out. School has broken me.

watching @markiplier has been interesting because he has made me cry (on two separate occasions and only one of them was sad), made me throw up because I was laughing to hard and made the stupid mistake of drinking water, got me out of a nonverbal episode, gave me motivation to draw, and has given me some mother son bonding time. And I only really discovered him a month ago. I cant wait to see what he creates. Not to mention his videos have allowed me to act more childish and have a childhood I didn't think I could have. Its been a wonderful time and I cant wait for more.

I just got my mum to play a heist with @markiplier with me, I had already played it for several hour long chunks, but not gotten all the endings cause hyperfixations. But the entire experience went something like this.

My mum: Oh markiplier your dumb but I didnt want you to die!

Me: is just thrilled that she likes is and didnt go cool I got one ending im done.

My mum: How do you try again?

It was amazing. But also reminded me of how simularily we think because we both got pretty similar endings with the both of us only getting one different ending seperatly.

is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child

Not every character needs to be in a romantic relationship reblog if you agree

I FOUND A SHINY POST NOW EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO DEAL WITH IT.

I love my sisters bunny but its not the smartest. It just slid down my back in a panic and is not panicking in my lap. This is the third time it has done this in a minute or so.

It will never cease to amaze me about how petty I am about things, especially when it comes to fictional characters. Like I will refer to John Walker as Shmaptain Shmerica for the rest of my days. Not cause its easier. But because I know it would piss him off. Hes never going to find out and me calling him shmaptain shmerica will have no real effects on anything. But i will call him that regardless

Should I react to this the way I want to, or is this a trauma response: A continuation by me.

am I overreacting or do I have a valid reason to feel the way I do: a novel by me

the speed of which bucky broke rule one two and three in episode three is outstanding. 

Update she thinks Karli isnt a bad guy and that she cant be mad at her or think shes the villain.  I think my punk ideals are turning her. Its only a matter of time before golden retriever friend gets convinced to dye her hair black. mwahahah

Watching the falcon and wintersolider with my straight friend has been so much funner than I thought it would be. Because we just started episode three with my favorite character Zemo but she has spent the entire season going, why are Sam and Bucky not together yet? And I adore her for it, cause my experience watching it has been my straight family going not everything needs to be gay some people can just be friends and my friend jumping in going KISS ALREADY has been the best. I wonder if she will vibe with the Zemo being a sugar daddy thing. hmm I guess I will find out, and I might keep you guys posted.

As a reminder for me and any of my trans brothers and siblings. Enjoy this lovely recipe for binder soup.

How To Wash Your Binder!

Hey everyone, just wanted to make this is show y’all how I wash my binder and as a reminder to wash your binder!

So first off, I like to wash my binders every third day (unless it was really hot that day or if I spilled something on it, then I wash it that day)

So first I fill the sink up with warm water and put my binders in the water. Then I like to let them just soak in the water for a few minutes!

So next I use a Landry cleaner and softener

I keep them in small tubs cause I don’t need the whole bottle.

Now I leave them to soak for a couple minutes

Now I’m using dove body wash to make it smell nice and feel a lot softer

Now I let that soak for a moment

After I scrub them I drain the warm water

And then rinse them off with cold water

If any of your water turns a weird color do not worry! It’s not because it dirty, it’s just the dye!

Then I squeeze them out the best I can by hand and then I leave them to hang like this for the night!

Hope this was helpful!?

Scrolling through tumblr is a mental trip because I either get oh look a cool fanfic, or look a funny post/headcannon or oh the reason why I relate to Klaus, Diego and Five is because I am the burnt out gifted child who has been fighting for awhile and acts hostile when they really care but simultaneously I feel like giving up because everything is gonna fall apart anyways. 

Insomnia is really weird because I am actively swaying like about to physically collapse and yet if I close my eyes suddenly I have enough energy to be like mmm bathrobe is slightly too thick cant sleep. So here I am. Reading fanfic at 11:54 pm like a respectable child aware that I have to be awake at like 7 am and go to church and do things but sure brain. Lets learn as much as I can about Al Capone specifically from Night at the Museum. That´s a good use of my time.

Does a male pansexual character count? Cause I’ve got one of those in the comic book I’m creating. I probably have a male bi character too. I have so many characters I’m loosing track of them at this point.

Make more male bi characters you cowards

Help

So I’m writing a comic book and I want to have representation and sense I don’t have autism and I want to write an autistic character, but I don’t have autism so I don’t want to misrepresent you guys because Sia screwed you guys over. So did Autism Speaks. I have ADHD and I don't want to do the oh look autism when it is ADHD on accident. Any advice is welcome.

Fun fact: I’m autistic I’m gonna do a thing inspired by another person

Reblog if your blog is safe for autistic people or is ran by an autistic person!

oh and

Reblog if you stand against Autism Speaks!

“Those poor boys”

“She deserves to be punished too.”

“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”

“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”

“She put herself in harm’s way”

“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”

“She ruined their lives.”

Interact with this if you've had a breakdown over school before

I wanna see something

And a father who actually cares about his children. Imagine that.

I love canon Jesus is better than fandom Jesus cause its true, its very very true

So I know that none of you know this, but it’s been a dream of mine to dance and be able to be on pointe, and last year I started dance for the first time (Thank you Atomic Dance Studio so much you’ve helped me get to this point.) and today I found out that I might be able to be on pointe if my bones are healthy enough. This has been an amazing moment for me.