I Hope Everybody Heals And See The Beautiful Things In This World Again

Probably losing contact with my best (virtual) friend sometime in the near future. God I hate life sometimes. Why do I let myself become attached to people like this?

To reassure her;

Got a bad grade? ”you did a good job baby, it’s okay if the grade isn’t what you wanted, you tried your best”

Sad? ”I know angel, it’s alright, let your feelings out”

”I’m here for you.”

”I will always love you don’t worry.”

”I’m so proud of you baby.”

”It’s gonna be okay.”

”No baby i’m not mad at you and I don’t hate you because we had a disagreement. I still love you silly.”

Insecure? ”Your body is so beautiful, you don’t need to be sad over it, you don’t have a single flaw, little one”

Pouty? ”Aw baby you’re so cute sweetheart. But let’s talk about what made you feel this way, yeah?”

Hugging them tight and kissing their forehead <33333

I hope so

To the ones who made my little cry last night, you can kindly F off in every direction. There's a reason that I was trying to remove some toxic people from my life, and yet you still tried to drag my name through the dirt, and drag her down with it.

I'm extremely happy that I have such an amazing friend that was able to become friends with my little, and to help her through that rough time, as well as help me through many tough times too. Thank you so much.

Another topic that I have been thinking of lately.

I always see the reasoning for why a girl wants an older man, and it always points to daddy issues. But what about someone like me, who wants to take care of a younger girl?

Well, I think I figured it out, at least for what applies to me. And it's really not all that different, just a little harder. The answer? Years of neglect, and not wanting someone else to feel the same pain that I have felt. Having absent parents, one physically was never there because the other left him. And the other was so focused on herself that she neglected her kids. Then onto adulthood. Neglected by partners, tossed to the side, emotionally ignored for no reason at all. So to be able to help save someone from that same trauma, I think that is what has developed me into who I am today.

Sure, it's not the overly aggressive Dom that everyone imagines, but that's not all there is to this lifestyle. It should be more about genuine care for your little, not just about abusing them. All that will do is break them, and they will eventually leave you for someone that actually cares.

But craving that attention from me is what I crave.

everyone wants a clingy gf until she’s whining about not getting enough attention while you’re trying to work 🥺

Going to try to be more positive here again. I feel like I'm finally, slowly coming out of this slump. Trying to be optimistic about a few things, and ignore the things that I cannot control. I will still keep myself guarded to some extent until I'm certain I have found the right one to care for (who knows, if you're reading this, you could be that one for all we know), as my heart probably can't take much more ache in such a short time. So bear with me as I find more positive content, and who knows, maybe new followers will come too.