I Really Cannot Wait Until The 24th When I Can Just Fast For Like Two Full Days And Restrict The Rest

That’s my plan now he’s back home. Just to only eat when I actually have to because he’s around (should be just one meal a day, dinner). Obviously means I’ll have to eat normally on Saturdays and Sundays because they’re his days off… but I at least that’s only two days a week. I should still lose a decent amount of weight decently fast since I’ll only be eating one meal a day most of the week

my biggest fear is being like my mother

Plus I can obviously just not eat anything while he’s at work on the Thursday and Friday too (will probably still have to eat breakfast & dinner tho)

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

Actually can’t wait until I can fast next week 😫

There’s so many shoutouts to mentally ill people who still manage to succeed at school or work and it’s not that they don’t deserve praise and respect, but here’s to the mentally ill people who

Get bad grades

Fail classes

Dropped out of school

Lost their job

Are unemployed

Are on welfare benefits

Rely economically on family members or a partner

Your worth isn’t defined by how productive you are or whether you live up to society’s demands and expectations and you are just as worthy of respect and compassion as the mentally ill person who juggles a university education with a full time job.

Not logged in or anything but it still exists

His work phone and tablet have Twitter on them

I feel sick now… I definitely can’t cope with this

So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

i think i speak for most of us when i say i've accepted i'm just going to be using tumblr until it either shuts down or i die