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"Networking is how you get a good job" I am killing myself dawg
once, someone (he doesn't even remember who), between their unnecessarily praising speech to mori, mentioned how much his bandaged executive and him are similar. dazai was zoned out the whole speech so this small, unconsidered statement felt like a punch in the gut and suddenly he became extremely nauseous. they went on with their nonsense, mori listened with a polite smile on his face and all dazai could focus on was suppressing his urge to puke right into the speakers mouth, all over this huge room of mori's and finally on mori himself. he visualized in his head how his vomit will choke the speaker and how it'll pour from mori's hair. the smell would be awful.
later on, he stared at his distorted reflection on a puddle. a breeze lifted his coat, he smiled slightly and a few seconds later he was bent over to empty his whole stomach. he never had to vocalize it because he already knew. but how come others realize it too? he felt himself full of something sticky and poisonous, melting everything inside him and re-shaping them. he swears if he were to scratch and scrape his skin until it bleeds he'll find him there. was it always that obvious? at some nights he dreams himself on top of mori's dead body; his neck sliced open with a lancet. but deep down he knows there won't be any difference. it's too late, mori could die, disappear even; he has already injected all his venom into dazai's veins.
and dazai could see himself taking the syringe from mori's hands, just to poison another soul, just to melt them completely and destroy what they had of a person once. he knew all of these.
but still, he never got used to hear them from others.
I Hate Humans
手を抜いて描いた画の方が 2倍以上の反応した数字をカウントしている事実を見て、捕らえ所のない感覚を抱いたので もう1度描いてみた。
自身が属しているクラスターと キャラクターのチョイスでこういった結果が出てしまう事は ある程度予測は出来ていたのだが…
https://t.co/6Z1JYbTCva
描いているときに なんかこのネタ見覚え有るなぁと 色々記憶を探ってみたら出てきました。
how fucked up is it that naruto actually had to be pretty responsible for his age and all the years before that for him to amass a decent amount of savings with this obviously limited budget and how proud naruto was of his savings when having them meant that he definitely had to repress the very natural childish urges to splurge and then jiraiya just shamelessly takes them under a guise of being a responsible adult figure to naruto only to spend an orphans life savings on booze and women but naruto's not even fucking mad because he's a little kid and hes just giddy that an adult is gonna specially train him so jiraiya just gets away with it
