Dive into your creative stream
honestly my study motivation is being able to maximise the number of men I can be condescending to
(jokes aside, I love explaining things to people who are interested - strangely, it's almost always women)
hardest part about studying stem is not the stem it's the fucking incel classmates thinking they're special and smart
like ok we can all solve differential equations but can you do that while being a decent person? mm yeah didn't think so