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thanks dad
i feel so much but i don't know how to describe them.
I’m happy for you
You stop caring and I’m happy for you. I’m not someone worth thinking about anymore really.
I hold a lot of baggage and that’s something you don’t need right now. Or ever.
So I’ll be happy for you because I think being away from me is the best that life will give you.
and I’m a lot, I know. And I’m sorry.
I wish I was loved by you like the way you loved your loved ones.
I wish I was loved by you like the way you loved your loved ones. And it's funny but I should’ve read the signs, we were never as close as I thought we were. I admired you. I looked up to you. and that's where it stopped. That's where I should've realized that everything would've never been reciprocated.
Fingertips were always barely touching the glass it peered though. And maybe just maybe, I was the object on the other side, surrounded by long panes of glass, unable to escape. Maybe I was meant to be observed by you, but never truly loved by you.
It’s been 8 months now and I haven’t heard a word from you. I hope you know I miss you. But it’s time I stop trying. No more waiting to hear your voice, for invites on nights where I get lonely, on days where it’s rainy & the sun won’t shine. I've had enough. and I hope everything I gave you was enough. Because maybe truly, I’m meant to be alone to be able to finally break down the glass.