Reality Check

Endloses Labyrinth

Ich versteh es nicht wie kann sowas passieren

Wie kann mich das glück so hardcore ignorieren

Versuche jeden tag zu verstehen

Was der Grund ist

doch ich kann ihn nicht sehen.

Ist das vielleicht alles nur eine List?

Damit du alles gute vergisst ?

Immer der spruch, hab kein selbst mitleid

Aber wie, wenn keiner so wie man selbst mitleidet ?

Überleg doch mal, denk doch mal ganz genau nach

Du kannst nie verstehen wies mir ging als meine welt zerbrach

Mag wohl sein dass du auch schlimmes durchgemacht hast

und deine Matura nicht geschafft hast

danach deine beste chance verpasst hast und von da an nur mehr ne last warst.

Aber was gibt dir das recht zu verstehen

Was die Menschen täglich durchgehen und durchmachen,

mit Großem schmerz alles schaffen.

Also lass dich nicht täuschen von dem Gesicht der Glückseligkeit

Denn es ist nur aufgesetzt in eurer Anwesenheit

Nennen wir es Arbeitszeit,

Denn das ist keine leichte Angelegenheit!

Zu täuschen man wäre fit

Und das leben ist der größte hit.

Doch das is alles nur bullshit.

Im Hintergrund zerbicht man

Du fragst wie man das alles dann noch kann ?

Ich sags dir es ist der klang.

Der klang eines liedes, völlig egal

Ob genre klassik, raggae oder tiktok viral

Es geht um die syphonie und Zusammenarbeit

Damit dir die Melodie im kopf hängen bleibt

Denn eines bin ich mir sicher

Wär die musik mein richter

Bräuchte ich nicht mehrere Gesichter.

-B.I

I love it ! 🤍

the hardest quest of the day

is the journey to my bed.

the place where all my thoughts

go racing in my head.

.

lavender tea, a hint of honey,

my nightly calm routine.

bittersweet potion to aid the fight

with the demons that I keep.

.

climb in cold sheets, pen in hand

my notebook in my lap.

these words are my sword and shield.

attack, attack, attack.

-Ink Knight-

BL 2022

Whenever I love, I cause damage– And that's why I'm distant; No one will ever want to manage, Because I'm like a disease that's contagious; I don't want to ruin anyone else's existence, I'm tired of waiting for the love that is mine, I just want to be by myself for a lifetime.

Anna Deus

Cloudy thoughts

Laying in bed,

so much stuff in my head

cant decide what i think about

so much shit to care about.

So much questions to understand

but who will respond to em ?

I cant say whats right or wrong

but does anybody can ?

Looking out my window,

thinking is there anything we know.

Everyone doing their daily routine

thinking they’re doing their own thing.

But that’s wrong

cause we’re following the system for way too long

Nothing we do is our own choice

Its just the only way we survive in this weird place.

But the’re is a way to escape

This is a experience just a few people can make

This exit is called love

Its a feeling u cant get enough

Its the way out of this grey place

And i can feel it when i look into your face

-B.I

Nein zum Naiv sein.

I’m Endeffekt ist es alles nur ein gegenseitiges ausnutzen

das dich aufhält in deinem eigenen dreck zu putzen.

Once upon a time…..des glaubst du immer noch ?

Das kanns doch wohl nicht sein!

Aber fühl dich nicht schlecht

ich war auch mal so ein naiver Specht.

Ich dachte liebe gibt es überall auf der Welt,

1000de Hände die dich auffangen wenn man fällt.

Aber A,E,I,O,U

so naiv wie ich warst nicht nur du.

-B.I

Thank you so much for liking my posts, I really appreciate that🥰💕& thanks for your reply too.. though it was hard to digest it first😅, but i think I really needed that. To love ourselves is something I’ve only read about till now😅but it’s just always confusing.. i mean i do all that self care n all of my own stuff🤔🤷‍♀️😕… but yeah, I do admit I don’t really have that mentality😅.. ‘To actually love myself the way I expect someone else would’ is something I need to look into. Like I really think you were right with that! I do think whenever/if i will be in a relationship, i do have a huge tendency to turn into someone clingy (if not by actions then thoughts🤔)..

Also yes😁, I went through your poems and read each of them😍they’re really well-written & relatable. I’m not much of a poet or a writer myself😅, but i can say.. I really enjoyed reading yours🙌😁n they do get the msg through!✨

Hey i just wanted to say that i am so touched by your message ! I am so happy i touched you with my words and that you understood that i meant it ally by heart and for your happiness. I hope you have started working on loving yourself more because you deserve to be loved !!!!! ❤️❤️

And thank you for all your kind and nice kompliments to my poems, its such a blessing when my work gets appreciated 🥰🙏🫶❤️

Keep on beeing such a beautiful person beeing and always protect but not prison your heart ❤️❤️❤️ (learned that from a beautiful person)

hii , literally thank you so much for supporting me since the start and liking my posts and commenting , I truly appreciate it and it means a lot❤, hope you really have an amazing day!! You made my day 💕

Hiii sweetheart !!!! You are very very welcome. I just treat people the way i would like to be treated so please continue beeing so sweet and creating such beautiful art ! I love your work 🥰 and i hope you have a beautiful day too 🫶🤍 the greatest gift you can give me is your happiness ☺️🤍🤍🤍

Your form is turned, to see what comes,

In a far-off looking place,

And I wonder if, by mysterious aum

We'll ever see your sweet & intelligent face?

I enjoy reading your quotes very much

Its my heart u r about to touch

And thanks for asking so nice

But everything has its price.

And i wish i could show my face

But there are people who put it in disgrace

They cant keep their bad actions on a lace

Its an experience i already had to make

There was a man who was nice but fake

Thats why i want to stay anonymous

So just my poems are contagious.

-B.I

🤍🤍🤍

Thank you for supporting me and my art with all the likes 💛💛

I will support everyone who loves to share his art as much as i do 🫶🫶 you are very welcome 🤍

Omg! Just recently saw your blog and totally love it! Übrigens wünsche ich dir einen schönen Tag!

Omg i swear i could cry becaus y‘all supporting me so crazy. I loooove you so freaking much and thank god i‘m blessed with such cute people ! 🙏 all i wanted is that people read my poems and feel attached. Thank u for making this possible 😍🙏❤️🫶 und ich wünsche dir auch einen wunderschönen Tag 🥰