crying and sobbing bc at the end of the day all i want is a partner who is sweet to me and thinks of me fondly
It breaks my heart knowing there are so many beautiful souls out there questioning their worth because someone they loved made them feel unloveable.
You are a fever I am learning to live with,
Richard Siken, Crush; from ‘Straw House, Straw Dog’
just a little life update: unlovable!
I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane
Vampire Spawn 🩸🦇
A little less lonely
Having an emotionally absent but otherwise present father is fun stuff because you live with an unknown man your whole life and are supposed to put up with his shit AND love him like ex-fucking-cuse me
Growing up with an absent father is all funny haha daddy issues until it’s one of those rage filled nights of sobbing wondering why he would subject you to this.
i hate when men are funny and kind and smart and silly and caring and pretty. stop it dude you're ruining my sleep schedule.
guts : have a poorly drawn comic about my mental state currently
not actually alive, just a corpse walking in a suit of flesh
I have no reason to live but no energy to kill myself
feeling a little insane, might kiII myself later!
long therapy waiting list said “Maybe…be a little sicker next time???!!!”
"SURVIVING"
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who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child
YOU CAN GET FUCKING BETTER!!!! YOU GOT THIS SHIT!!!!!! KEEP GOING BITCH !!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!
In every kind man I see what would’ve been.
feeling a bit silly today