I remember you racing to my house after you dropped your kids off at school know you race from our house to pick them up and take them.God I miss those days we where so in love or at least I was and I believe you where too. I'm so sorry things didn't turn out right but I figured as much nothing ever goes my way and that's why I was the way I was when we meet. See after so many years of everything going bad you just give up and stay numb. Sorry for getting you to stay even though it was the best year of my life. But I also know it caused alot of hurt for you and I'm sorry for that. I love you and always will. You was my light in a world without sun. But it's time to stop the games go home to your perfect world
I really want that part of my heart back.
The part that loves curling up with a book and reading for hours,
The part that listens to loud music,
The part that giggles at stupid jokes.
I need it back now.
So that everytime I do those things,
I don’t think of you….
-ICS
@sunandwhiskey
God I don't even know where to start nothing has went right for us. My temper your husband LMAO 😂 the last 3 months have been hell but through it all my love hasn't dropped the least bit and I know that's hard to believe with the attitude I've had. God this morning was amazing and not just the sex just you. You absolutely melt me it's all the little things the wrinkle the chickenpox scare those big blue eyes that absolutely drive me crazy. I know alot has been done and said but I can promise you that I can let it go and never mention it again. I love you more then life it's self. And when I say I'd trade my soul for a good life with you like we had I would. I'd rather have heaven on Earth with you then hell on Earth and burning in hell after. I can see it in your eyes though that your mind is pretty much made up. I'm sorry that I pushed you to move forward with us I knew what would happen there's alot of things that point towards that conclusion. But I need you to know no matter what I'll always love you and be thankful for the 16 months of happiness you brought me I'm pretty sure I would be in jail or dead if you hadn't came along sad part is I fill myself going right back and I know you see it. I'm done arguing about him it doesn't help even since you came back it's still the same so it is what it is I just wanted to say I love you and thanks for the happiness you brought me😘😘😘😘and I'm sorry for everything 😓
“I experience not only my own suffering, but even more that which I inflict upon you.”
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