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@sunandwhiskey

“I woke frightened because I had a dream of you dying and I was left with a empty bed. For awhile, I thought you were actually going to die… How naive of me to mistake the sound of death knocking at my doorsteps for you walking out the door and leaving my life.”

- excerpt from a book I’ll never write #128 // @loveactivist

I really want that part of my heart back.

The part that loves curling up with a book and reading for hours,

The part that listens to loud music,

The part that giggles at stupid jokes.

I need it back now.

So that everytime I do those things,

I don’t think of you….

-ICS

I'm so afraid this has happened to me.@sunandwhiskey

Damn

“If I date you, the goal is to marry you. Build with you. Grow with you. I’m not dating you just to pass time, I see potential in you. I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time.”

-anonymous

Light

You where the sun in my darkness, the torch to my pipe, the oxygen to my lungs,and the one to finally make my heart beat,you did so many good things for me in a world I thought was so harsh so painful and just hell for me. You made it into heaven your the one that made my life whole, complete, the one I knew in my new found heart would be there till my last breath to love me and hold me and keep the sun shining. No one ever touched me in the heart felt way you did and made me fill so much love. Then my world turned grey and in what seemed like a second went to fully burning hell. Know when I see you the sparkle in your eye is gone and so was my light know I'm worse off then before and even though your back it's so hard. I miss you when your gone but when I'm with you I'm angry I fill as if your not my sun your my darkness holding my sun prisoner. Till I explode which causes me even more anger not because e fight but because I fight with you. My light my everything it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from I just want to wake up to the sun I had and loved so much. But I'm so afraid she's gone for eternity or she will come back only to go dark again. All I can do is pray for her to come back or pray I go on to the next life for without sun I shall not grow anymore only starve to death looking for my light. And as bad as it hurts I think my only choice is to pray for the next life for I can't handle this pain any longer my heart has has almost stopped and will be completely in the following days💔😭

@sunandwhiskey

Why is it so hard to find someone who will love you and cherish you? Is there really such a thing as true love anymore? How can someone say they love you when they lie to you? Why is it if you forgive someone for the things they have done to you like lie and be deceiving they think the trust should just be instantly returned? These are just a few questions for the day feel free to answer. And for you J.C. I always loved you and still do but when you walk out our door today it's all on you and you will never walk through it again no matter how much I love you. True Story