Juliathesuccubus - Julia The Succubus/Julia La Súcubo/サキュバスのジュリ - TumbleRead

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

DRAW THIS IN YOUR STYLE CHALLENGE!

SCROLL DOWN TO KNOW THE RULES AND PRIZES

PLEASE REBLOG AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE SO EVERYONE CAN SEE THIS!

This is the moment I've been dying for its finally here!!!

++++++++++Rules++++++++++

1. Use whatever pose and color pallette you like, as long as it is recognizable.

2. Human version, comic, animation, Killer with other characters are accepted, please keep the outfit so I can recognize them.

3. Please leave a hashtag #zucchiyeni100 and tag me @zucchiyeni so i can see your work!

4. DO NOT TRACE/COPY/STEAL FROM OTHER ARTISTS

5. Submissions after the deadline will not be accepted.

DEADLINE 7.00AM 1ST SEPTEMBER (GMT+7)

++++++++++PRIZES+++++++++

1st place: 1 halfbody fullcolor

2nd place: 1 chest-up fullcolor

3rd place: 1 bust-up fullcolor OR 1 chest-up lineart

Honorable mentions(2 slots): 1 bust-up clean sketch

(All will apply simple background)

-------------side note--------------

1. Feel free to use the design however you like, with credit, ofcourse.

2. After the event ends you can still participate, fun is priority✨

3. This is kind of an IDOL AU sooo be creative on that✨ actually, use whatever headcannon you want!

4. And dont forget, have fun!

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The winners will be announce ~2 weeks after the deadline. After the result is set, i'll DM the winners and we will discuss more later on

If you need samples, please check out my page. My style is inconsistent so you have to tell me the specific artstyle you want by sending me my art.

Here's the lineart version for a clearer look

And lastly,

HAPPY 100 FOLLOWERS TO ME!!! 🥹

(i just having a small hope @/itsxroxannex can see this im wild today)

Side acc @zucchichat

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

✨"Let your dreams guide you!"✨

ahhhh I'm finally done!!! here is my official contribution to @zucchiyeni 's IDOL AU:

Introducing the Star's lead singer: DREAM!!!

here's the ref:

this whole thing took an ungodly amount of time to make lmao thank you for letting me do dream's design! I had a lot of fun figuring it out :D

bonus: dream's reaction to the notes

Dream Sans belongs to JokuBlog the idol au belongs to zucchiyeni

(closeup, static. ver, and draft below the cut)

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

Here comes ur papas 🤲

This makes me very short

Dust belongs to Ask-DustTale

Horror belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios

U belong to them

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

Swap fell red enthusiast here again, just wondering what a normal daily routine the swap aus have looks like. Also your art keeps me entertained so thank you!

I'm glad you're enjoying! I'm not good at those kinds of questions, so I hope you'll have this instead 😁

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

A digital drawing of a series of 5 colourful outfits, all worn by Papyrus (from the hit game Undertale). The entire image is very vibrant, and almost hurts to look at. He is standing in 4 of the poses, and in the 5th, he is laying down on the floor, propped up on one elbow with his other hand draped over his knee.

1. He wears a red scarf, a brightly coloured leather jacket with flames on the sides, blue shorts with yellow trim, tall black boots with a gold zip, red soles and spikes at toe and st the back of the boot.

2. He has on a mismatched suit. The blazer is covered in colourful squares with an image inside each square. Notably, within the squares are a fried egg, a skull, a fish and an orange. His undershirt, vest and belt are 3 different shades of blue, and the vest is held together with a small bone that punctures the fabric. The pants have a gradient from bright orange to a darker, purplish red and appear to be patterned with a criss-crossing net pattern. His plain brown dress shoes are hidden by the Papyrus laying on his side. The outfit is topped off by his signature red scarf.

3. The next outfit is a cropped sweater with a boob window, through which you can see his sternum and ribs. The sweater is made up of 2 parts- the upper section including the sleeves is a pale blue, with white pom poms dotted across the surface. The bottom half is checkered with brightly coloured squares, and at the corner of the boob window there are two yellow flowers with green leaves. He is also wearing a pleated pink and black skirt, which is edged with yellow and gold. Along the hem of the skirt is Mettaton (in his sexy box form) in various poses. Instead of Papyrus' normal scarf, he has a red bandana tied around his skull, and red legwarmers.

4. Papyrus is wearing a cowboy hat and red heart shaped glasses. He has a jacket or sweater draped over his shoulders, showing off the 3 large messy stars decorating the sleeves. The red crop top he has on is emblazoned with his own face (specifically styled like a pixel sprite from the game, where he is wearing sunglasses) He has on a pair of flame patterned pants, and brightly coloured blue sneakers with red and yellow trim.

5. The last Papyrus lays on the floor, showing off his red velvet heels and red stockings. He has on a pair of light jeans with orange and purple flowers painted on them. He wears colourful button up shirt over a orange graphic t-shirt, which depicts a bone on a skateboard. The bone is wearing sunglasses and flexing. He is also wearing a baseball cap backwards, and it is bright red just like his heels and stockings.

Closeups from the previous two drawings. Notably, Papyrus also has a pin on his shirt, and Sans has a pen clipped to his cardigan.

OUTFIT SET 2 of 4 // Undertale

The highly anticipated classic skelebros are here :D!!

(Extra notes under the cut! There are sooooo many details in this set)

An annotated version of Papyrus' outfits.

The colourful leather jacket he's wearing was made by him- check out the super cool flames!! He even bedazzled it. The studded boots from the same outfit were chosen because he likes spikes.

The suit jacket with colourful squares is a custom texture, and the "net" pattern on the pants is actually made up of small bones, with a tiny skull at each intersection. The bone pinning together his vest is also shown in a closeup.

The colourful squares on the cropped sweater are revealed to be a reference to the the tile puzzle from Undertale, and the white pom poms are meant to be snow poffs! There is also a small image of Flowey next to the yellow flowers on the sweater.

Papyrus' hear shaped glasses are held by teal washi tape, with pink and white flowers. There is also an annotation that mentions that he seems like the type to own a shirt with his own face on it. I want the Mettaton themed skirt he is wearing.

The shirt design on the last outfit is revealed. Yellow text on orange fabric reads "Suns out, guns out" in capitals. There is a bone riding a flame patterned skateboard while flexing it's muscles. Both the bone and the muscles have sunglasses. The caption describes this as a "Really cool shirt!!". I want this shirt. The last detail is that the pin Papyrus is wearing is a Flowey Fanclub pin (official Undertale merch)

An annotated version of Sans' outfits. Outfit details described from left to right.

A note near the bottom points towards the bunny slippers. The caption reads: "Is that?! A reference to Peekaboo with Fluffy Bunny?!?! (They are just normal bunny slippers.)"

The vertical stripes on Sans' blue button up are actually lines of bones. The pen clipped to his cardigan is Napstablook's Space Junk pen (official Undertale merch).

The "Deez Nauts" shirt is revealed to have a picture of an astronaut helmet, meaning that the Naut in question is of course, an astro-naut. The red glasses are borrowed from Toriel. There is a closeup of a scrapped version of Sans' socks which are coloured like Tumblr's "Do you love the colour of the sky" socks. That idea was scrapped in favour of the sock-patterned socks. Additionally, the Waterfall themed pattern on his button up is also a custom texture.

A caption points out that NASA has the same amount of letters as "SANS" does, but even so, on his hoodie it has still been misspelled.

The last caption mentions that the forgotten papers are actually real. pages from a research article (Quantum Physics in Space, pages 13 and 17) there is also a link to the article written below this caption.

What's this?!! EVEN MORE NOTES??

Custom Texture Notes.

First up is Papyrus' t-shirt and colourful blazer.

The shirt was inspired by his really cool regular attack (bone with sunglasses on skateboard) and his Steam Trading Card (Papyrus' face photoshopped onto a muscly body with sunglasses on his face and muscles, and spaghetti in the background) What's cooler than a bone wearing sunglasses on a skateboard? A bone wearing sunglasses on a flame patterned skateboard with muscles. Which also have sunglasses.

The colourful blazer pattern (squares with images inside) is on full display here, and most of the images are related to a person Papyrus knows. The items are as follows: an upright heart, a skull with a blue eye, a fish, a stick, the Delta Rune, a flame, an orange, a dinosaur and a fried egg. Stick is for Frisk, Skull for Sans, Fish for Undyne, Delta Rune and Flame for Toriel and Asgore, Dinosaur for Alphys. The egg is a reference to the egg seen in Papyrus' dating HUD.

The order of dinosaur and egg is also mentioned. It is a reference to his favourite food (Oatmeal with those dinosaur eggs)

Custom Texture Notes for Papyrus' Mettaton themed skirt.
A sub header reads in all capitals "Fangamer please hire me. I want this skirt to exist."

There are 7 Mettatons around the skirt. The first has very sexy legs instead of his usual wheel (Who needs arms with legs like these?).

The second is holding a microphone and is presumably singing, as he is surrounded by musical notes.

The third is wearing a dress, and is a reference to the scene in the game where Mettaton wears a light blue dress. (One True Love!!)

The fourth shows Mettaton laying on his side, with one arm extended (Literally. It is longer than usual) and holding up a bunch of grapes.

The fifth shows Mettaton with a chainsaw slung over his "shoulder". It is meant to reference Cooking with A Killer robot, but I couldn't fit in the chefs hat.

The sixth and seventh Mettatons are posing dramatically, but aren't referencing anything in particular.

The rest of the skirt is covered in sparkles and pictures of some of Mettatons bullets/attack patterns, such as tiny Mettatons with umbrellas, hearts with the letter M on them, as well as tiny bombs with plus signs on them. Somehow, each of the main Mettatons has enough detail that the M on his screen is still visible.

Papyrus: - PATTERNS PATTERNS PATTERNS - There is nothing ‘plain’ about him. - Scarf not required for every outfit, BUT each outfit must include red, yellow and blue (like his battle body) - Vibrant colours; white and black only used for balancing colours. - Wears gloves for most outfits. - Very tempted to give him more hats. - Pink heart glasses = optimistic outlook, rose tinted glasses ;P Sans: - No SHOES. Only socks and/or slippers. - Mostly blue with splashes of red (...and a tiny bit of yellow.) - Buttons, ties and zips undone. - The one time his shirt IS buttoned, the buttons aren't done up correctly. - The dog's name is Rocky. He likes rollin';] - One of his sticky notes slipped out and is now stuck to his slipper u_u - Mismatched styles (homewear worn with outerwear and formal wear...)

If you got this far, I hope you enjoyed reading my notes and design details! Thank you for reading 💛💛!!!

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

Digital drawing showing Underfell Papyrus in 5 different outfits and poses. He is standing in the first 4, and sitting in the last. 1. A white shirt cuffed at the elbow, long red scarf draped over 1 shoulder, black pants, shiny black boots with red soles and 4 black leather belts with silver spikes and studs. 2. Red blazer over a puffy black shirt and black leather harness which criss-crosses over his chest. Grey slacks with a thick black leather belt and shiny red heels. 3. Black blazer with red interior, tight black pants and red boots. His ribs, spine and top of his pelvis can be seen through a semi-opaque shirt with a floral design. The collar of the shirt is a large satiny bow which drapes across the front of his chest. 4. Red scarf hanging off of one shoulder, draping across his chest over a black long sleeve with shoulder cut outs. Pants are dark grey and red with a lacy floral pattern. Couple of leather straps on his right leg, black high heeled boots with zipper. Red gloves holding a thornless rose. 5. Black coat with red interior worn over shouders. White button up with the top few buttons undone. You can see into his ribcage a little. Grey slacks and brown dress shoes. There is a scarred white cat wearing a red collar on his shoulder, giving the camera an unimpressed look.

Digital drawing showing Underfell Sans in 3 different outfits and poses. He is sitting in all of them. 1. (top) Red is wearing a red turtleneck, grey ripped jeans and a black leather jacket with studs and spikes on the lapels and upper sleeves. He also has a gold necklace and 3 gold rings with rubies in them. His black shoes with red accents can barely be seen, but are shown to have velcro straps. 2. (left) Red is wearing a black jacket with a red hooded jacket underneath, black pants and red sneakers with white laces. His partially hidden graphic tee is white, with some elements from the periodic table in grey. 3. (right/bottom) He's wearing a brown bomber jacket with fuzz around the lapels, black ripped jeans and dark red sneakers with bright red laces and soles. The jacket is covered in patches sewn on with red thread, all depicting various icons from warning signs with the exception of a patch on his left breast, which depicts a red-eyed Gaster Blaster. On the two Reds wearing sneakers, his laces are untied, laying haphazardly across the floor.

Closeups from the previous two drawings. Notably, Edge's socks are patterned with bones and skulls and Red's gold chain necklace has a pendant shaped like a molecule.

OUTFIT SET 1 of 4 // Underfell

By popular demand! The first pair of brothers!! (And the most important character of all: Doomfanger)

(Extra notes/thoughts under the cut!)

I like to headcanon that Tale!Papyrus (Cyperus) got really into a bunch of hobbies once arriving on the surface, one of which would be visible mending (which you can kinda see in the previous lineup) so well...

A sketch of classic Papyrus chasing after Underfell Sans (Red). Papyrus has his hand outstretched, and is calling out after Red: "Red!! Let me mend your jeans!" in all capitals, followed by smaller text that reads "they're full of rips!". Red is running, holding a bundle of clothing in his arms, pairs of ripped jeans trailing after him as he calls out over his shoulder: "over my fucking dust!"

A continuation of the previous sketch. Red has narrowly escaped Papyrus and is peeking out from behind a wall, still clutching the clothes to his chest. He is quietly repeating to himself "shit shit shit shit-" as he sweats. In the background stands Papyrus, who has one hand on his hip and the other brought to his chin as he wonders "If I were short, fat, and loved mustard, where would I hide?"

A continuation of the previous sketch. The image is laid out the same way as previous, except Red is now digging through the ball of clothes saying "Surely there is something in here I can use…" Meanwhile, still in the background, Papyrus has turned around, standing with his feet apart and with both hands on his hips, displaying a comically prominent ass. He exclaims "Where the fuck is he?"

A continuation of the previous sketch. The image is laid out the same way as previous, but an offscreen figure is casting a shadow over Red. The red text and capital letters scrawled at the top of the image implies the figure to be Edge (Underfell Papyrus) who is asking: "What are you doing cowering on the floor?!" Red, clutching the ball of clothes closer to his chest, has let out a high pitched scream which has attracted classic Papyrus' attention in the background. Papyrus is still standing facing away from the viewer, but his head has whipped around to show an expressionless skull save for the gleam in his socket, the text above him reading "Target Located." He has retained the comically prominent ass.

This is simply the obvious conclusion.

(don't worry, hes fine, really)

ALSO. A few more details about Red's outfit because even though theres less of them compared to Edge, I still put a lot of time thinking about his clothes/style ajdmjdjb

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

EOVD Doodle Dump!

A sketchy digital drawing of Rus (Swapfell Papyrus) cudding a reader insert character in his lap. The reader is reaching up to cup his face, and he has his arms around them.

Today (the 30th) is the anniversary of me posting the first chapter of my fic, exes of varying degrees (wow!!) and for some reason, I haven't posted any of the art I've done for it despite drawing uh... QUITE A FEW PIECES while I was writing it!!! So I figured now was a good time to redraw some of them so I could post them all at once!

There's also another comic that ended up needing its own seperate post, so y'know. If you want to see Edge with cat ears... go check that out.

A sketchy digital drawing of Sans (Undertale) desperately trying to smother a reader insert character with a throw pillow. The reader is reclining on a beanbag with one finger pointing into the air as they say "Many times actually!". Many is in all caps for emphasis.

A series of digital sketches exploring Blue (Underswap Sans) and Stretch's (Underswap Papyrus) expressions. In one sketch, Stretch is holding a reader insert character in a princess carry, while they throw their arm over their forehead dramatically. On the other side of the page is a short comic, with Blue pointing at the camera saying "Gasp! Papy, I didn't know you had a datemate!!". Stretch, who had been holding the reader in a princess carry, drops them while rambling "What datemate I don't have a datemate I don't even know what a datemate is ha ha date what now, oh shit" and he cuts himself off as he realises he has dropped the reader. Blue looks on, aghast.

A digital sketch of Black (Swapfell Sans) riding a mechanical bull while yelling out "Yeehaw Motherfucker!" in all caps. To the side is the reader cheering from the sidelines, yelling out "You go Sheriff!!" Black is wearing a white cowboy hat and is swinging his purple scarf in the air.

A digital sketch of Black (Swapfell Sans). He is sitting in a wheelchair with a cast on his right leg. He regards the viewer with a disgusted and annoyed expression, however he is resolved to tell the viewer "I need you to marry me." Around him are 4 arrows with matching text. They are additional insights into the scenario. They read: "Begrudgingly tolerating your presence." "In desperate need of a nap." "Has a headache from trying to get paperwork sorted." "Tried to kidnap you less than 48 hours ago!!"

Also, take a look at the best gif I've ever made (+ context):

A snippet from a fanfic. It reads: “YOU MEAN I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THE LODGE, WHILE YOU’VE BEEN OFF GALLIVANTING.” Edge crosses his arms and gives Cyperus a stern glare. “ohhh- is that why the front door didn’t jam when blue threw it open earlier?” Rus remarks, looking around the room for more subtle changes he may have missed at first. “NYAH HAH HAH!! OF COURSE! NONE OF THE CHAIRS SQUEAK ANYMORE EITHER! THEY ARE SUPREMELY STURDY!! OBSERVE!” He says, turning to Stretch and shaking his chair for effect. Stretch wobbles back and forth, looking far less happy about having bothered Red out of his seat now. “THE WORK OF THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE EDGE IS UNMATCHED!!!” Edge continues to jiggle Stretch around for a few more moments until he’s satisfied. You swear the rattled skeleton looks a little green.

An animated gif of Stretch being stuck in the pear wiggler. He has comically large eyes as he gets sucked between the pears.

The mention of Stretch looking a little green was to inform the audience he looked sick but it was also a very subtle reference to the pear wiggling gif hrhdherjhwfejjhefkjh

These are the old versions of the art I redrew :'] My anatomy is a little wonky (*wheezes.* Sans' spine... the readers ARM...) but I still kinda like em! I drew both of them at work LMAO

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

I just can’t help myself *shrugs*

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

MORE DRAWS OF POST!SANS, DRAWS VERY VERYYY OLDDDD'S (They are drawings from last year!!)sorry:bbbb

Post!Sans He is a character created exclusively for sending letters and packages, his daily life is based on that, traveling through all the universes to deliver to each sans (only sans, he cannot do it for other monsters). He is someone notoriously tired because he spends all his power to travel through portals, but believe it or not, he enjoys his work a lot! It is very satisfying for him to deliver and make the owners of these happy (depends on who it is lol). He is always cordial to his customers, but can get a bit frustrated at times.

I hope you like this new sans, there is still a lot to show about it!💖🌻

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

OUTFIT SET 2 of 4 // Undertale

The highly anticipated classic skelebros are here :D!!

(Extra notes under the cut! There are sooooo many details in this set)

What's this?!! EVEN MORE NOTES??

If you got this far, I hope you enjoyed reading my notes and design details! Thank you for reading 💛💛!!!

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

Woof woof 💦

Killer belongs to RahafWabas

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

Some progress shots of this page. I really like how the wood texture came out and I learned a lot about how simple they are to actually do!

One shadow layer and one Panel/BG Tone layer

Just adding shadows and tones after the flats instantly changed the image and feel on this page. I write a script before I even get to the sketch, and that really helps. Sometimes the dialog changes or the panel's that I've outlined don't stay the same, but the script helps me figure out what I'm going to draw and where I'm going with the story when I'm staring at a blank page I need to fill with panels.

It also lets me hash out specific dialog or more importantly, jokes, that I for sure want to get worded or timed right. (Jokes are all about timing) Most the time though, the panels change a lot from the script because I'm just looking to get the general feel of the conversation and not too worried about specifics. Script for the Grillby page:

:Red hands over the money

:Grillby looking down at Red one last time in a small silly frame with him all sweaty (Is that guy really your cousin…?)

:“That guy… Y-Yeah…” “don’tcha see the family resemblance…” Red is sweating heavily, and his mouth may be twitching? He still holds the wallet

:(It’s a little too resembling if you ask me… I don’t remember you having any other family)Grillby pushing his glasses and looking sus at him

:”He’s uh… like my brother from another mother…” “Ya know… like that…”

:Grillby’s takes the answer I usually end up adding more, and I added a lot more in this instance, and probably changed Grillby's unsaid dialog quite a bit.

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

How to Greet a New Pal 11

(Part 11)

First

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10-1

Part 10-2

The warden of the warden is calling...

DO NOT POST THIS INSTAGRAM, OR ANYWHERE ELSE! YOU DO NOT EVER HAVE PERMISSION!

Dubbing must ask permission, specifically if you monetize. Give this a like if you enjoyed it, and feel free to comment on what you think might happen next. That would really help me out!

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

One thing in the Ruin DLC that I don’t see a lot of other people talking about, that hit allll my creepy buttons, is the fact that every once in awhile, the objective tool tip text on the pause menu will, um, stop being a regular UI tool tip that explains what you’re suppose to be doing, and… get very chatty-

Also leads to THIS, not so much creepy, but interesting little thinker tidbit:

Whoever Cassie’s dad is, he seems to be important enough that Cassie got to demo attractions that weren’t finished and released to the public… Or our girl’s got some false memories going on.

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juliathesuccubus

1 year ago

I was able to find a nurse's outfit to wear at a lovely store. This outfit is usually different than what I see on TV shows… Are these “scrubs”? I feel really, um, exposed wearing these… So much so that if I drop anything that requires bending over, kneeling or anything, that… um, well, you get the picture.

I think I look rather cute and ready to heal those in need!✨

A Black Rose

…My head…

…Fuck, it's like someone took a sledge hammer to it… My body is sore all over…

…Where the hell am I? This isn't my apartment or Grillby's loft…

As I sat up, I took a look around my surrounds to just… Gather my bearings if I'm even using that phrase correctly. Silk satin sheets, a bed bigger than a California King, and just a beautiful hotel room overall that I could never afford.

Shit. A hotel room? Wait…

…Yep. Naked as a jay bird—what the fuck and who the fuck did I do?! I just… i just blindly gave away my virginity just like that?! God, Julia, you fucking idiot! Who did…?

...Wait, I remember...

I was getting drunk off my ass last night and the skeleton monster I met was trying to cheer me up, telling bad puns left and right and my dumbass started firing back a few puns and flirts right back, cuz, hell, my inhibitions are all gone and I'm three sheets to the wind, so... Why not shoot my shot with a cute monster?

Shit, what else...?

Kissing...

Teeth pressing and rubbing against my lips...

The cold bricks pressing and rubbing against my back...

Warm bones pressing into the fat of my thighs, squeezing my breasts... It was like they wanted to touch as much of my flesh as they could; as if I could just disappear the moment they let go...

Their bones, cold, but oddly warm... The texture felt so different... rough and smooth... The texture of their magic on my tongue popped and fizzled like pop rocks or zotz fizz candy... The taste of whiskey and... apples...

It was hot...

It was too hot...

I wanted more and... I didn't care... I was like something deep inside me just didn't want to stop and I needed him and he needed me...

It felt like a blur... My body weightless and the void of everything until my body landed on something soft below me and above... That same skeleton monster. He looked at me in such a way I don't think I've ever seen before... Do skeleton monster's eye... lights??? Do they change depending on mood? They looked like a bright blue for a moment there... Maybe it was a drunken imagination...

God... We had sex, didn't we...?

How is that possible with a skeleton? Then again, if one could french kiss a skeleton, then it's probably possible to do the deed.

His eyelights were so beautiful... Like a galaxy... His bones were so pretty... We held hands and clung to each other... Nothing else mattered except us...

Well, what a way for one to lose their virginity. A one night stand. I'll probably never see that guy again... But it did feel nice to feel wanted, even if we were drunk.

Huh? A note with a... black rose?

"Until we meet again, starlight."

Damn, that... I think I felt my heart flutter. Maybe he's just being sweet. Time to do my first walk of shame and get to job hunting and trying to figure out my life before I become homeless, I guess...

--

The walk back home was... weird. I always had an anxiety and paranoia mixed cocktail of feelings being out in the open. Feeling like all eye would be on me. But today, it literally felt like people were freaking staring at me--mainly monsters. The area I stay at is mostly monster populated, and while I understand that some monsters were wary of humans, they never stared at me like they are today. It felt weird...

Looks of concern

Looks of digust

Looks of... Curiousity?

Why were they staring at me? I made sure to shower and look presentable like I totally didn't get my back blown out and didn't smell like I did, so why...?

Making it to my apartment building, I crossed paths with one of my neighbors--a dog monster named Eve. She lived here with her husband and their big litter of pups. We aren't friends, but we're friendly enough to where if they needed help, I'd try to do my best.

"Oh, Ms. Julia! Are you... Okay? I got worried when you didn't come home last night. I didn't hear you playing you Law & Order show you like to watch." She made a face, looking at me before speaking again, "Did you... Stay with Grillby? I know you two are close."

"No, no, it's not like that. Grillby and I are just friends. I just got drunk and... Yeah. No, no, I'm fine. Is something wrong? You're making a face..."

"I'm alright, don't worry about me, just... Take care of yourself, alright? I'm right across the hall if you need anything, okay?" Eve have a have smile before taking the elevator.

Weird, but... Okay. Guess she's just being a mom and worried about me.

--

The next couple of... Fuck, days? Weeks? My mind is all muddled. I'm always so tired. I'm so drained... I almost collapsed grocery shopping and I barely wanna eat anymore. It like a piece of me is missing and I dunno why? Maybe it's stress from the job hunt or maybe trying to keep on top of my bills?

I tried to go to Grillby's to take my mind off things and vent, but he refused to serve me anything alcoholic, but made some food for me and just pointed at the bottled water since he doesn't touch the stuff himself. The food was... Very overpowering, but Grillby just told me to try and eat as much as I could anyway to keep my energy up. He just looked worried and wondered how I've been since that one night. After some chatting, he wondered how long I've been feeling crappy and recommended I go to the doctor nearby for a check up and medicine.

A pain in my ass and wallet, but...

The first doctor had no idea what was wrong, and just played it up to stress and to make sure I keep on top of my iron supplements so my anemia wouldn't act up again.

"Grillbs the doctor just said it was stress and my iron is prolly low. You know I have anemia issues..."

"Was it a human doctor?"

"Yeah?"

"I said to go to the one nearby. They're a monster doctor."

"Not to sound ignorant, but they're a monster doctor and I'm a squishy meat-sack human."

"Trust me, this will be the right doctor for you. Business is slow right now so if you need to call me back, I'll be available."

...No...

...No way...

No fucking way this is possible. I-I gotta go home right now. I'm gonna be sick. This has to be a joke.

This can't be real...

Shit.

Shit, shit, shit!