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Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?

Abraham Lincoln

While seeking revenge, dig two graves - one for yourself.

Never explain. Your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe it anyway.

There is nothing worth explaining, for when your angry you might say things that hurt others but in your heart of heart you believe those words or else you would of never said them. When you speak of someones flaws its not for them to feel bad about themselves and its not to make yourself feel better but its to throw the fact out there that they are not going unnoticed and whatever moves they make are in fact being taken note of. See the people that get mad at you when you try to tell them about themselves are people that thought they were fooling someone into believing that they were someone else.If in life you see that someone truly cares for you then you will feel comfortable when they tell you things to help you, but sometimes we have people that disguise themselves to make it seem that they care about you but they just try to continue to mislead you to thinking so. In life we are all hot and cold, especially in NYC. I'm hot for the lovers and cold to the haters. It is all to funny to me how God has revealed a path for me, one of showing me how i stand out from the rest of my crowd, one where he pours his love and understanding to me with every new experience. It is a truly wonderful and scary to be able to look at yourself in the mirror and question yourself as vigorously as you would do to someone else and really answer yourself honestly.....and see why certain things happen and how what you do can effect every situation around you. If there is one thing that i try to tell people it is that if you don't like what you hear don't listen, if you don't like what you say don't speak, if you don't like where you are then leave, and if you don't like who you are the change it. Sometimes we hurt ourselves by sticking to people that aren't good to us or for us, or just staying in a situation that hasn't changed but you have. We have a right in this world to make sure we have a good life and as a believer in GOD and Jesus, it's a hard and long road. Sure we cannot all be perfect or even try to be, i like my vices because they make me unique, but if we can all learn to be a little more compassionate to others even though we might not completely understand there circumstance, it will still make us a little less hard on ourselves. When i feel like my world is falling apart i look at people that don't have anything, no water, no food and it makes me feel lucky to be where i am. I've never tried to covet or hate on anyone's success because in my heart, for the people around me and in my life, it gives me joy to see that they are doing and feeling good. Well enuff for me today....those are just some of my thoughts. Happy Holidays

Something old...

The way you changed my world around when you landed from heaven on gods green ground heavenly beauty that i can't describe your lovely voice that opened my eyes Your radient essence that surrounds my heart from the sweetest lover, I cannot depart only one true person could have my heart when we make love it's like a work of art So splendid that pictures have a million words people bow at your beauty around the world my sweetest lover, truest friend to this romance that shall have no end.

A best friends heart <3

I love you now, I'll love you always...continue to be my friend till old age. Parties and guys, friends and foes, fake ass bitches, forget them hoes, cause at the end of the day when they all were gone...it was me and you, a blunt and a song. Macking to papi's using the chirp...you had every new version you were the worst :) From dating silly guys to falling in love...we were always there for each other no matter what. The ups the downs the twists and turns...the world was spinning like colorful swirls....Princess Jasmine and Princess Jillz...ruled with power from a top of the hill....making the plans and making the moves...who didn't want to be us ? we ruled...too cool for school...I thank god everyday for sending his favorite angel my way....so to my bestest friend in the whole wide world...Thank you so much for not giving up on ur girl <3

A poem someone wrote to meeeee <3

   you greet me everyday with a smile on your face, a smile full of affection, one can easily trace. a smile that soothes your mood in different ways, a smile for dull nights, a smile for gloomy days. a smile deep as the oceans on your lips you deploy, transforming murky gesture into an aura of joy. a smile for every emotion is one preeminent ploy, in a gale of sarrow it still floats like a buoy. you mesmerize everyone with cheeky words you speak, your smile gets better with a everlasting streak. beautiful emotion of joy, always does the trick, for an ailing heart in need of strength when its weak. never give up on a wonderful smile you carry, it'll help you through the situations that vary. it'll give you courage when the future looks scary, the smile that you present is simply extraordinary. if you love your smile, God will love you even more, more showers of happiness he'll be ready to pour. it'll help you to cure and heal all wounds which sore, as it soothes my soul with bliss right to the core. you've walked all this time never stopped for a while, your destination is close dont let your smile exile. you have yet not reached, you may have another mile, so please dont loose that beautiful everlasting smile. claudio.

And the Holidays are here again

"For some reason I don't know why...Christmas lights don't shine as bright...over the years, getting older, winter is cold but my heart gets colder. It seems so wrong to give up the cheer, even when my spirit is weak I shall still endear. Santa Claus and Candy Canes fade in the distance of better days. I miss my family my dad, my aunt, my grandfather sitting on the rocking chair, the sound of the clock, the hall filled with the smell of grandma's pernil, if i could get it back for a day...oh i wish it could be. The family together, Mama's wise words, always spoken and always heard. Uncle Moe showing me the present under then tree...finding to my delight they were all for meeeee. My mom, my dad, my sister too...running around like little girls do. To have it back would be a dream...so i sleep in my bed thinking of these things....now it's gone memories of the past, and don't we all wish that the good times would last. As the reggae song goes "memories don't live like people do" and GOD knows how much I miss all of you. Happy Holidays cause there's more to come..got to make it special for my sister's new little one. Lauren Lauren you bring so much Joy, now the family can all enjoy, more smiles and laughs, gifts and food....R.i.p Danny we miss you too."

Happy Holidays to All.....<3

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

a blunt

When I look back to some time ago, I saw myself happy and in control, the years went by, they came they went, broke up fought and together again, looking at the people we used to be, now realizing the world moves on and so should we. Tape on this broken heart won’t hold forever…and sure enough it will break and be put back together…what a fool what a fool, I think to myself….for believing that you can care for somebody else. I had the chance to start a new but you dragged me back in with your witches brew. I can’t seem to see the reason, why I hate you like a heathen, you make me sad, you hurt my ego, like a lion in the jungle-I just wanna eat you, like the prey u are, a hopeless gazelle that wondered to far…look out look out the king of the night, is on the prowl looking for a bite…at first you run at my sight, then you play around and try to put up a fight…but once I sink my teeth in the bite…all you gonna do is go night night….lolz I’m so silly sometimes…I’m in my own world my own mind…Walking down the road that’s covered in gold, diamonds and rubies adored…floating like a princess locked in a world where everyone throws rocks at her thrown, the princess yells out but doesn’t get heard, she tries to speak but loses her words.